I forgot most of it but the MC is the shou and all I remember is that he tried or maybe already kill himself once? Seme regret and tried to redeem his action by loving MC but MC discover that ML knew about his suicide and decide to be with him because of that so one day he made an attempt to suicide again but fail because ML came back? I'm not sure if this is a second chance kind of story because I have really vague memory of this one but still want to read again. Please help!!! The story should be a healing kind of story that has ML helping MC to become better(?) .....