Discussion Do you sometimes feel out of place when you are with your friends?

I get ya~~ Gramps.
Even I want an overflowing silver beard, it gives intellectual vibes.
^^

 

Yes, I feel this way when I am at my most depressed. I’ll feel it on occasion at normal times, but often when I’m suffering from depression. How are you feeling otherwise?

 

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Even the disney ladies want in on that beardy goodness.

 

Gramps~~
U r sooooo~ooooo goddamn hilarious.

I can't keep up with this.
Hahahahah hahahaha hahahaha

 

I always feel like that. But I don't really care much. My real life is merely a facade. My real self is somewhere, on the internet, either in some online video games or online boards throwing insults at people.

 

Even I feel like my RL is a facade.~~

 

Yes, sometimes~ When I get lost because I don't understand anything they're saying... I feel very alone QAQ

 

This happens all the time. Me and my friend go out to play and we don't know what to talk about making the situation awkward.
When my friend is with another friend, I'm always the one that left out in conversations, so I don't want to go outside anymore. I also want free time for myself.
By making too many excuses, I feel like my friends now hate me.
I want to have no social life and be by myself, but my parents force me to hang out with them making these situations even more awkward.
I also have a hundred relatives visiting each day making my situation even more tough. I want to be myself and read peacefully after all.
This is my life so far
Anyone else?

 

Sometimes I feel like that >.> . Like I’m talking with them but I just feel alone .

 

Ah, it sometimes happened I guess... Sometimes I just can't mingle properly and don't want to be there I guess~

 

With my previous churchmates, yes. Went inactive for almost a year and then when I came back, I feel really out of place. My ex-best friend, who's also one of my churchmates, doesn't even talk to me anymore.

 

He is a pretty clever guy. Lol

 

I don't have any rl friends, my only precious gems are people here

 

Yeahhh~~~ same.:-(

Hmmmm. Like what's the need to be there(I feel that too)~~

 

I felt that way a LOT, and there were many uncountable moments when someone would say something pretty..messed up, or controversial, and high tension would fill the air, or a small fight ensued. Every now and then, the thought 'This is f__king uncomfortable, why/what the hell even?' would cross my mind. It used to be chill, but then people started changing or showing their true colours I guess, and we all fell off.

A few stayed, and we picked up more people after that. And it was good for a while. Then high school came. And they started changing and becoming dipshits/showing their true colours, or trying to 'fit in' by being an arrogant ass hat.
Okay Marvin, so you told a rape joke, har har. Now you're a 'peppy cool popular kid' ugh.
No thoughts.

Then I dropped them all, found a new friend, and joined her little circle. They were chill, and even though there were quite a lot of them (we took up two entire lunch tables, the kinds that fold up. Fit about 12 or 15 people) I still felt alone, and kind of mingling. I also knew some of them didn't like me. Especially one. Hell, they couldn't even tell me that they didn't.
They made a friend of BOTH of us (I felt so bad for her. Surprise, no longer friends with her either) go up to me and say, "T doesn't like you..." And I kinda went "Ah..may I know why at least?" And the grimace on her face when she relayed what T said:
"You know when you just DON'T like someone? yeah, I don't know why or what it is, I just don't like him."
Aight then, Tiffany. And then I cried later in the bathroom a bit because I had a huge crush on her haha...man, that hurt big time, honestly.

And then I fell off with all of them two, and I only have 3 people I hang around.
One is a super close friend since middle school and she is just a really good person, a real raging lovely mom-friend.
There is another girl from middle school, though less close but like...we touch each hair and hug- not sure how that relays, but physical affection is strong with people we're close with.
And then a friend of both of them, who I've seen around and only met, but she cool. She swagger.

And they're all raging lesbians, so I guess..aha, it's kinda funny. And I know nothing will happen between us, I'm just...there. Chilling. With the three swagger people.

Wow, this kinda turned into a rant, anyway.

 

I was brought into my friend grp had known them for a v long time but you know, there is ur pride and all so could never muster up the courage to enter the grp always afraid of not being accepted. But one of my friend from a v long time brought me in, I was welcomed and all, became a part of them, shared secrets, talked a hell lot but I felt that they don't like me the way I do, um, school was a competitive playground being a part of the hierarchy had many cons. They at times just made use of my emotions for them, I felt like I was played.
Ah!! Maybe that's just how I felt. During difficult times I only had myself.
Even now we talk a lot, u know ig chats, texting, et cetera. But I still feel a bit uncomfortable with certain members, it just ya know~~

 

We are alone. Friends are people who just pass by to your path from time to time. It's normal to feel alone. Yup. Cheer up brother, rather than thinking too deeply about this, why don't you try enjoying by yourself? I now see things in a positive light whenever i don't place my expectations on others and enjoy my time alone. I don't call this being alone rather when then call me loner, i'd like to call it self-love and appreciatition

 

Hahahaha yeah!!
That's just how I content myself too~~
^^

 

hmm Whenever I feel like that dunno if my friends can read my mind or something they are always like oi what's with you where have you gone huh and take me with them so I forgot what I was even thinking >.>
tbh I am quite person and my friends are like you shiuld talk more and ask me alot of questions hahaha I am glad I have them

 

I have 3 or 4 friends that I hang out with. I'm a very antisocial person, so much that I can stay home for a very VERY long time without getting bored. ( quarantine is like a heaven to me. ) so we usually hanging out at my house ( fortunately we live in the same apartment. ) but when 2 or 3 of them came together I feel "lonely", "out of place" just like you do. I feel like a third wheel or like I shouldn't be there, even though I know that they're not doing it intentionally... ( great. I feel depressed now. )
that's why I am trying to hang out with one of them at a time.

...wait...can I call that "hangng out" since we're not going outside? hmmm..........oh well, looks like I still need to learn english more.