I mostly read bl so i think this apocalyptic novel that i read is bl. He might've been reincarnated? Yes he got reincarnated or went back in time?. I can describe him as a scum since when meeting his family\relatives who didn't treat him right when he got reborn, he met a kid or cousin? On his family's side he went and thought just like " kids can't survive the apocalypse anyways, better leave him dead now than let him suffer later" like wtf man? That's a kid! Give him a chance! Is your heart made of stone? But does anyone know this title? I've tried reading\filtering bl apocalyptic novels and i can't seem to find it, tho the mc was trash, there was a part in the story that reeled me in, i decided to drop it, but i'll give it a chance and now i can't find it
A couple can fit this: Young Military Rarities My Cherry will Explode in the Apocalypse they both are "reborn" before the apocalypse, and have family that betrayed them with young children The Reborn Otaku's Code of Practice for the Apolypse is also a good one, but its more of having no family and building one
maybe My Cherry Will Explode in the Apocalypse Spoiler there was a section where reborn MC thought about how to prepare for the apocalypse. I remember being shocked when he thought it's better that his nephew(?) didn't survive the fever that came with the apocalypse bc the apocalypse isn't easy to survive.