"I'd rather spend a hundred times the effort." Lin Zhao Xi said, "At least if I put in that effort, I can tell children like me that even if we grew up in an orphanage, we can achieve just as much as any other! We aren’t inferior to them, we never were." The dean was struck speechless. After a while, she finally said, "That's too much of a burden, you don't need to take on that challenge." Lin Zhao Xi was choked by that sentence. She was right, righter than she knew, and that fact suffocated her. 福利院的事情、老林的事情，还有她曾经错过的那些事情，无数情绪堆积在胸口。 Tentative translation: Countless emotions piled up in her chest. The orphanage, Old Lin, and everything she was wrong about before. Thank you for lending your hand!
Countless emotions flooded her heart as she thought about the orphanage, Old Lin, and all the other opportunities she had missed.