So I read a raw novel in m.shubow.net a few days ago, and forgot the name. This is all I remember. Pls help QAQ The mc transmigrated into a novel and became a shadow guard of the ml The ml is a prince who pretends to be weak and sickly, and planned to rebel against the emperor (his half brother) later The mc once gets hurt to save the ml The org FL probably ends up with the supporting fml The mc is super handsome and is kinda narcissistic The mc writes diary every night because he doesn't want lose himself in this cruel world