Picked Up (R18) The Villainess became a mother

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  1. Vallerie_unknown

    Vallerie_unknown Well-Known Member

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    So OG novels are just manipulated stories? And MC's daughter is a goddess? So she finally disappeared? Really disappeared?
     
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    Lol
    Like seriously
    How could thier daughter be a goddess I agree with you seems like the novels is being jinxed
     
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    does anyone have the discord link for the tl’s discord?
     
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    Ughh since here is not safe anymore
    Everyone who want the continues tl (if theres no one who can tl it full then ill take it) please follow and contact me through "Start a New Conservation" ill give you the acsess
     
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    Alot of people blame FL for running away but if she didn't, sia would be able to spend more time with ml and brainwash him. It's only because he went crazy finding her that sia couldn't spend time with ml. And unlike other novels where the FL runs away from the ml because of their obsession with the 'original story' our FL here has legit reasons to run away (like her precognitive dreams where her child died) That's why I'm so glad I found this novel because I was seriously getting sick of fl's who was always fixated on the 'original story' with no other legit reasons which is so annoying.
     
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    SO GLAD IT'S FINALLY GETTING AN ADAPTION!!!:X3:
     
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    Anyone have the raws so I can mtl?
     
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    Okay to sort out confusion.
    The ebook is R19, it released a year's after it was completed on Kakaopage, Kakaopage has the R15 version which is the original since it was posted there first. The webtoon will likely follow how it originally released which is R15.
    The ebook is only on Ridibooks and Naver Series

    The webtoon is now released, I'm excited, hope it licensed soon because damn ML is fine af
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    Questions:
    •Now can anyone explain Sia soul thing? Was OG Sia the evil who messed up the first timeline or was it the dark lord/demon making her do that?

    •And I want know if MC is the OG Laure as well or is she still just a different reincarnated soul?
     
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    MOMO26 Have a coffee

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    "To protect the child in my womb, I abandoned everything and set off on a journey, still unaware of Calix's newfound irrational obsession..."
    Found that on baka-updates

    So protecting an unborn child is apparently a stupid reason??? Having a precognitive dreams and fake scenarios are stupid reasons??? She literally saw a fake scenarios where ml and ogfl kissed. She think those scenarios were real thus the reason why she ran away in the first place and lost trust. Let's be real here, she's not the type of person who will confront a guy who kissed someone else other than her, she's the type of person who will not fight for love if they knew that someone has been cheating (fake cheating cuz this was schemed by ogfl by casting a fake scenario) she's the type of person who will give way for the other woman.

    You say that's misunderstandings, but she saw fake scenarios in the intention of ogfl just to make her feel miserable


    It's actually safer for her to run away because there's a fetus in her womb and that lessens the time for ogfl to actually brainwash him while ml was so focus on finding fl.

    The fetus in her womb is the real one with divine power so if Fl stayed, she'll get miscarriage due to stress, poison attempt by ogfl(possible), or even fake accidents like pushing her down the stairs or assassination attempt , then angel baby won't exist

    It's not easy to just deep breath and forget paranoid, stress and anxiety especially when she's pregnant AND NEAR THE ONE WHO WILL ATTEMPT TO END HER LIFE
    It's also not easy to trust someone not after the fake scenarios.


    Ogfl, exposing fl in front of everyone, is enough stress so shut up, her decision was not a stupid move, rather it's a safer move
     
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    I agree with the person above, She has vivid dreams of her death that will be caused by the ogFL and ML’s love story.

    It wasn’t even just vivid dreams, but to the point where she can actually feel it.

    Imagine feeling how you die, that shi is already scary enough

    Not to mention she’s pregnant…

    I think its understandable why she ran away, idk why other dont get it
     
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    TRUEEEEEEE

    Does anyone have a pdf/epub plsss
     
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    haven’t fixed the translation if this because I’m still trying to read the story as well while just c and p the translation so some of the he or her aren’t correct but I figured out so I’m sure you guys can too and also Calix name is sometimes messed up and so is Loure name is shows sometimes as Ruhr just fyi. And the “Devine lady” (that I really don’t like is as-ah usually in the translation seen here. Hope you guys understand this I’ll post what I have so far but like I said I haven’t fixed anything yet. I’ll probably be working on fixing it all after I finish reading all the chapters.
    Chapters 30


    <30 episodes>


    I shook my head brightly. It was troublesome getting up from the bench and straightening my posture, but as the grass moved, I felt the presence of someone approaching. For some reason, footsteps were barely audible.


    "Calix?"


    I had a strong feeling that it wasn't him, but I reflexively called Calix. Then a chuckle of laughter was heard from beyond the bushes.


    James Camnell narrowed the distance. I raised my ringed hand and warned.


    “Don’t come closer. Now…… you, it’s not normal.”


    His voice trembled. Although James Camnell is the worst man in the world, she was the fiancee of the Archduke, and he was not an arrogant enough man to touch a woman who was originally a nobleman.


    Even if he was drunk. No.. he was being controlled by something. No, that black 'something' was motivating him.


    What the hell is that? Who's doing it?


    “Damn, my dad doesn’t look after me. It's all because of my dad. damn daddy! I'm sure you'll die!"


    "Amelia, that poor girl... haha. Do you know that? Amelia is actually, a few years ago. That was then.”


    James Camnell, who had been complaining without hesitation, suddenly hardened. His stiff body twisted grotesquely, and his eyes fluttered open. Suddenly, a strange cry erupted from the depths of his throat. The next moment, James Camnell ran towards me. I reflexively poured out the main door.


    "Um, Aktan!"


    The magic formula that received the command lit up in white. Light from the ring on James Camnell's forehead hit on His fingertips were barely touching the nape of my neck. Not long after, he staggered forward and staggered forward. I moved quickly to avoid it. I sighed and looked down at James Camnell. He closed his eyes and fainted. The black mist that had been waving disappeared like a ditch the moment he lost consciousness I don't know who did it, but if it didn't achieve its purpose, it seemed like it was made to disappear. to destroy evidence. 'I'll have to call someone.' I staggered backwards, turned my back and started running. I was thinking of going to the nearest hall from here and asking for help. But I can't take a few steps puck!

    "ah......!"


    Something like a hard stick hit the back of the neck. I moaned and fell forward. My vision was shaky, and my consciousness gradually faded. I saw someone's feet in old leather boots. “Okay, I got it.” Finally, I lost my mind when I heard a hoarse voice. After breaking up with Ruhr, Calix arrived in front of the hall. There, waiting for him was Alice Winterwood She leaned against the wall until she found him and nodded.


    “Sir Grand Duke. "Where is Ruhr?" Calix, unwilling to kindly answer the question, only said, 'To the flower garden.' Alice Winterwood nodded and said, 'Are you going in and coming out soon?' and asked again.

    Calix rubbed his chin carelessly. “I will wait here


    Anyway, please guide me to where Ruhr is.” Instead of answering, Calix glared at her and walked past. Seeing Alice Winterwood, he felt lost in the rue. The wizard who helped Ruhr escape from me was a dear one. Luckily, he only gave her the location of Ruhr and closed her eyes because she had been protecting her. 'Even when I return to the islands, I will continue to be by Ruhr's side


    Are you going to stick with it?' In my mind, I wanted to drop it. But magicians like that are rare, so if Alice Winterwood escorts Ruhr by her side, it would be a little reassuring. Because the current system is a bit ugly. Having concluded that, Calix decided to step back a little. If it was for Ruhr, if it was to protect her... he could do anything. -If you would stay by my side... … … . - I'll be there


    When I thought of her, my heart sank. My heart warmed and my heart raced. When she saw her with a cracked blue bird brooch, an object containing their memories, hung from her chest, Calix couldn't stand how lovely she was. I wanted to run right away and hug him and kiss him. She will definitely remember. Even after 7 years, it has not been forgotten. Surely, you will never forget me for a moment.


    She said she would always be by his side from now on. And he promised to confess everything one day. I was afraid that they would keep pushing me away, but I opened up my mind a little bit. It didn't matter if she didn't fully trust me. Because Ruhr promised to stay by my side. Calix believed the promise, no, he wanted to believe it. I couldn't get it out of the corner of my heart


    Negative emotions were wriggling, but he turned away. For him, all his feelings for her were love. The desire to possess her completely is also love. I love her even if I can't fully trust her. I hate her and I love the desire to completely destroy her. Even in a twisted form, to him


    It was all love. So it didn't matter if Ruur's feelings for me weren't the same as before. 'Cause I'm like that too 'Cause what matters is that we're together forever... … … … … Calix calmed his mind and entered the banquet hall. At the same time, the banquet had a wavering atmosphere. Heck, there was such a thing, but it will be difficult to keep it in a good mood. The eyes of the left turned to Calix. He walked with a dignified gait and stood in front of the bride-to-be. she has a mean laugh


    I hung up and looked at him. "I thought you'd come back." “I’m just here to wrap up the banquet.” "is." Her strange appearance was suspicious, but Calix only thought of returning to Ruhr. Surprisingly, the bride-to-be did not catch him or make him in trouble. Thanks to this, Kalyx was able to quickly finish and exit the hall


    As he appeared, Alice Winterwood stepped on the tail as if waiting. It bothered her that she was chasing like a mouse, but Calix tried not to put on an annoyed expression and hurried her steps. It was because I was worried that Ruhr might be afraid of my angry expression. Even if he didn't, he showed a lot of crazy things, but he couldn't make her run away again, who had barely opened his heart


    Inside Calix, two opposing emotions were colliding. The desire to torment her by revealing my own wounds and the desire to remember only the gentle Calix Rochester, who I did not want her to know about myself. Of course, it was too late to do image management in front of her. He had already yelled at her, howled, and acted like a terrifying yacht. Calix regretted it later. Why couldn't you be more calm? just ruhr


    I just wanted you to be by my side. Why did you make her afraid and make her suffer? The anxiety, hatred, and resentment that had tormented him until now were all shattered when he embraced her. Calix only needed Ruhr to be by my side. From a very long time ago, he had only wished for that. I hope she never leaves my side. to be together forever. If only you could... … … . There was nothing more to ask for in this world


    Calix ran quickly and arrived at the flower garden where Ruhr was waiting. He exhaled with excitement. I wanted to quickly take her to a place where only the two of us would be alone. And it would be even better if that child was also together. However, she was not at the promised place where she finally arrived. Calix took a breath and looked around. The flower garden before he left


    There was no significant difference. Except for only two things. Ruhr disappeared, and instead, the fainted lord's son fell. ・・・・・Ruru, what the hell is going on?' Calix's brow, looking down at the lord's son, furrowed fiercely. His heart was pounding fiercely. The intense anxiety gradually engulfed him. Ruhr, ruhr... ruhr! He wandered through the garden, repeating her name without hesitation


    Could it be that she left me? Did you run away again? No, I can't. Ruhr made a promise to me... … … … … The rushing thoughts were randomly mixed and confused. It was the voice of Alice Winterwood that awakened reason. “Here, there are traces of people falling.” Calix quickly headed there. It was not far away. Indeed, there were traces of the ground leaning as if someone had suddenly fallen, and a pile of grass flattened by the weight


    “I think Ruhr was kidnapped. Someone must have knocked him out and then dragged him away." Alice Winterwood was strangely calm. Like someone who foresaw that something like this would happen. Calix looked at her with disbelief. “Are you involved in this too?” “Is it possible? I can't tell you everything about me, Grand Duke. However, I am on the side of Ruhr and Leticia. I swear by it." "How can I believe that?"


    “If you don’t believe it, there’s nothing you can do about it. First of all, finding Ruur is the first priority. Do you have any straws?" She was dissatisfied with her acceptance without losing anything. But Alice Winterwood was right. It was urgent to find Ruhr now. As time passed, Calix became more and more anxious. He thought constantly, not to be eroded by anxiety. Where and how to find Ruhr


    "Once I bring my lieutenant, I will meet with the lord and talk to him, and I will order a thorough search of the castle and the entire city. And I will join the search as well." "All right." Alice Winterwood nodded. Calix asked stingingly. "Aren't you in a way?" “I will act with the Grand Duke. Ruhr's energy is the best I can capture." The word 'mostly' was very offensive, but Calix nodded his head recklessly


    it was thanks Because I was in a hurry to find Ruhr. He ran to the main building of Yeongjuseong and created a black messenger bird to send to the deputy commander. The magic bird chirped and flew high in the sky. As they finally reached the front of the main building and climbed the stairs, Calix asked. "Just one question. If you were expecting this to happen, why didn't you step forward and stop it?"

    ………


    Alice Winterwood was silent with a hard-to-read expression, and suddenly He spat out a single word. “MarkTop.” "What?" "It means 'already written' in the language of a certain world. What will happen happens. What happens cannot be changed. No matter how much you resist, it will eventually lead to a single outcome." “I don’t know what kind of cloud-catching noise it is all of a sudden.” Calix frowned. Alice Winterwood looked at him and smiled faintly


    Danny continued. "But the recording right hand is not one, but two. It will be decided soon which one will win. This is the last time. Please pray for victory this time." "why. I was just about to ask, what are you talking about? “Lord!” The deputy knight commander jumped in from a distance. not far away


    there seemed to be Calix, who was staring fiercely at Alice Winterwood, sighed and suppressed his irritation. And I tried to calm my mind. If you are not calm, it will be more difficult to find Ruhr. Soon he raised his head with sharp flashes of his blue eyes. “Sir Romberry, I have urgent business to do.” "Yes. Please name it.” Calix instructs quickly and accurately


    dropped the Seeing him return to the form of a perfect conductor, Alice smiled meaningfully. Her eyes deepened as if staring into a distant place. 'I can win this time. Ruhr, as long as you realize it in time.'

    Chapter 31


    <Episode 31> *** The back of my neck was sore. I slowly opened my eyes. When I saw that my vision was dark, it looked like something like a blindfold had been put on. I twisted my body and felt a rope tied tightly. There was something like an oak barrel behind his back, and the floor was damp wooden planks


    As I listened quietly, I heard the sound of waves. There was also the occasional loud noise of people. I suddenly thought that this place might be on a boat. No, I think that was probably right. Just recently, the fog was thick and I heard the sound of sailing. 'Is it a pirate ship?' There was no way fishermen or merchants would kidnap a strict person, so there was a high possibility that it was a pirate ship. +


    I pretended I hadn't woken up yet, held my breath, and looked back at my memories. My heart was pounding and I felt like I was going crazy, but I tried to stay calm. I clenched my trembling hands. Why am I on a pirate ship? I must have lost my mind in the garden

    …….,,


    Before that, someone hit me in the back of the neck with something like a wooden stick. Could it have been a pirate? How did the pirate get into the courtyard of the lord's castle? James Camnell

    ……..


    'By now, Calix must have found him.' And you must have noticed that I was gone. If it was Calix, he would have immediately issued a search order. Alice will figure out the situation soon. They will find me in no time. I made sure the ring was on my hand. But there was no ring. It looked like the pirates stole it


    'How do I untie this rope?' I tried to wiggle my hands so tightly that they were tied, but there was no sign of loosening them at all. Now what? I sighed and thought. Why did the pirates kidnap me? what are you aiming for? The fact that I was the Archduke's former fiancee could not have been widely spread in just a few dozen minutes. Then there is another reason... … … What the hell is that? No matter how much I thought about it, there was nowhere to point. +


    'I've never owed anything, and I've never done anything to buy a grudge.' There are many people who hate me in Canelo, but none of them are so evil that they instigated the pirates to kidnap me. Neighbors were just ordinary people. 'whoever? wherefore?' The more I thought about it, the more I felt like I was falling into a labyrinth. It was also the case that the pirates hid in the Yeongju Castle. How did you get through the guard


    I don't even know.' Contemplating, I coughed a little. Then, after a few minutes, there was no reaction, so I spit out a little louder this time. Then I finally felt a sign approaching this way. juggling thump thump. As the sound of footsteps got closer, my heart beat faster. I tried to come up with a scheming, but when I just came across the statue, I was in awe. What are you talking about? the purpose of kidnapping me


    what? … … … … … I don't think it's a good way to ask questions. First, "Where are you?" As soon as I felt Inkigae right in front of me, I asked. I was certain that this was a pirate ship, but for the first time, I pretended not to know the situation. Pisik - The sound of deafening laughter seemed to be heard, and then the blindfold was suddenly removed. I was blinded by the sudden light pouring in. I frowned and lifted my head


    All. Sight caught the statue of a tall man. He was standing with his back against the light, so his face could not be seen clearly, but he was a dark-skinned man. Also, it was a rough impression like a pirate. “Where are you?” The man said in a harshly drawn voice. “Can’t you see?”

    …….

    I was speechless and stared at him and looked around. here is the pirate


    I already knew what a ship was, but I didn't know exactly how many crew members there were or how big they were. 'It would be better to understand it properly.' When I looked closely, there were about twenty sailors besides the men, and the ship was quite large. That would be enough for a famous pirate... … I slowly moved my gaze to see the tattoo on the man's forearm. A pattern in which a heart is placed under the skull and a long sword pierced through it


    Oh My God. I opened my mouth. Pirates among pirates, outlaws that even the same pirates are reluctant. It was the 'Draka Pirates', known for only being crazy people. Driving the so-called 'Black Heart'. 'Ha, but, these guys... … … … … There was no looting, arson, or murder of civilians. Although they were cruel like a pirate, they were close to the enemy in their own way. Every time he hears Canelo, he robs the lord's treasure and distributes it to people


    'Why the hell did you kidnap me?' Whatever it was, it was absurd. Have you ever kidnapped someone at random? Is human trafficking the purpose? I said in a trembling voice in embarrassment. “Hey, it’s a pirate ship, here it is.” The man chuckled again and accepted it. "okay. This ship is the famous 'Black Heart'! how is it? Isn't that cool? Would you like to see more? Can you guide me?"


    •yes?" As I was bewildered by the man's sudden favor, other pirates sneaked up to me. I was very alert and watched them. What are you trying to do? why did you bring me I felt anxious and going crazy. “Duke, are you sure this woman is his mistress?” 'goverment? him?' the first man who spoke to me


    Apparently his name was Duke. No, more than that, the government? Is that him? What does all this mean? “I heard that my son, Camnell, was obsessed with this woman and lost his mind… … … … … ." "Then you're right, "Well." “Brown hair, green eyes… … … … ." "If you have this woman, she "Are you coming?" "Didn't you just kidnap Camnell?" “The captain told me to set an example. Then we have to take the hostage." "What's wrong with this woman?"


    ・What the hell are you talking about hey?' I was dumbfounded and I just licked my lips. In my head, the cogs began to squeak. Camnell, Government. Combining those two words, I finally figured out the situation. “Did you mistake me for the mistress of Camnell’s children?” A bewildered expression appeared on its own in shock. Picking the wrong person has a degree... … … ! my car now


    Take a look at the rims, where do you think this is the government of a wealthy aristocrat? “But, why is this woman so modest in her attire? 20 years ago we did It's like the clothes that Money wore." "Are you sure you brought it right? What ear? What is the Jognari government like?" “Even the brooch has gold… … … … … ." "Isn't it wrong?" The pirates were fighting amongst themselves. Then one of them, a man who looked a little farther away, scratched his cheek and stepped forward


    “Then let’s torture this woman. Then will it burn?" it's torture I froze like ice. But I wasn't the only one who was shocked. The pirates shut their mouths at the same time as if they had made a promise, and glared at the polite man with cold eyes. "You idiot, you too must be tortured!" “That bastard must have a problem with that.” "I said... he's a sadist

    ……..


    And suddenly, he began to sell the man. They were even kicked or beaten. The scene unfolding before my eyes was so absurd that I only blinked. I have to say it wasn't James Camnell's mistress, the pirates were busy beating the man. I timidly called out, “Hey there…” but no one paid any attention. I gave up and waited for the pirates’ anger to subside. +


    “If you rant one more time, I’ll give you shark food.” "right. After that, I'm going to give you a survival bee on a deserted island." If you eat shark food, you can't survive, so how can you survive on an uninhabited island? As I was engrossed in a story that didn't match the context, the pirates looked back at me, shaking their hands. 'Gee, now.' I hurriedly opened my mouth


    “I’m sorry, but I am not Baron Camnell’s mistress.” "What? really?" So is it fake? If you look at me, you don't know! I was staring at the pirates who seemed genuinely surprised, with a ridiculous expression, and someone was walking around this way. I turned my gaze to it. A very beautiful woman with her black hair hanging down to her waist... … … … No, it was a man. You can tell the gender by looking at the half-opened upper half


    It was. 'Seah, she's prettier than Se-ah.' It was an unbelievable beauty even when I saw it with my own eyes. If this is enough, I think it should be called the treasure of mankind. He also asked if he knew I was pretty, with a seductive smile. “Who is this cute lark?” Ugh, for a moment I felt like my hands and feet were twisted, but I calmed down immediately. Chi, calm down. We need to clear up misunderstandings through dialogue. I guess this guy is tall


    seemed to be in position. Couldn't miss this chance. I took a deep breath and looked at the situation. The pirates had their eyes twinkling like fans looking at idols. Well, anyone who sees that man will fall in love with it... 'Wow, it's like a group of fanatics.' I was a little scared. "I heard something about Camnell, is this lady his mistress?" +


    "Looks like that..." “Isn’t it?” “Oh no!” Me and the pirates answered the pretty man's question almost simultaneously. The man's lilac eyes frowned slightly at the different answers. He rubbed his chin and let out a hmm, snort, then looked down at me and asked again. "Lady Lark, by James Camnell Government?" "no......."


    No, my face, responding to that lark, must have been strangely distorted. The man smiled at me and shook his head slowly. “I don’t think it looks like me.”

    “…..”

    Yeah, I guess I'm just trying to say that I'm naive enough to cry for the government. I smiled bitterly and replied, "Thank you for trusting me." “By the way, Captain.”


    Then, one of the pirates sneaked in. I was startled when I heard his voice. It was the voice I heard after being hit in the back in the garden and falling. I turned my head and looked at him. The pirate who kidnapped me was surprisingly innocent. Yes, I am a kidnapper. Even kidnapping a strict person! You bastard, you motherfucker! I cursed inside myself. 'But what did you just say? Captain?'


    "Yeah, why? Do you have something to say? You brought this lark?" Oh, damn lark please! "Yep. You were with this girl, James Camnell? But he stunned him and ran away.” "What?"

    “……?”

    Perhaps the story was unexpected, a man named the captain and the pirates looked puzzled. The kidnapper continued


    “So I thought it was a political fight…” “What kind of bullshit? What kind of political fight? do you do that?" “Ah, that bastard crashed again… … … ..? The captain put on a troubled expression, and the pirates rubbed their foreheads as if they had a headache. Even those who had been suspicious were finally realizing that I was not Caimnell's mistress. "Then who is this woman?"


    It was a moment when a pirate named Duke asked while tilting his head. “Hey, you idiots! What is this!" A voice that could not be heard from here resounded. I opened my eyes wide in surprise. When I shifted my gaze to the direction the sound was coming from, Amelia Kamnell with an angry face was running towards me. She shouted, ripping her hair


    "Ahhh! You crazy bastards! Are you all crazy to die?!"

    Chapter 32


    <32 episodes>


    We The sudden appearance of Amelia Camnell made me panic for a while, but the situation moved quickly. “You idiots! This woman is the fiancee of the Archduke of Rochester!" When Amelia shouted, the startled pirates creaked their mouths like crucian carps. "Lo, Rochester?"


    "If it's Rochester,……. the mad Archduke?" The atmosphere subsided in an instant. The pirates, who were frozen like statues, creaked their heads and looked at me. As if finding a sign of negativity in me. I blinked slowly with a determined face. It was a positive sign. As if that had been a flare, the pirates screamed bitterly. "Damn! What should we do? We're screwed!" “Now they are all dead!”


    The pirates scrambled to and fro. Among them, only two were calm, Amelia and the beautiful captain. The captain folded his arms and sighed deeply, and Amelia shouted as he kicked the pirates one by one. "Calm down! Fools!" The pirates whined and cried like a confused puppy. The pirate who kidnapped me has a particularly complex complexion


    It wasn't good. Tired of the blue color, it looked as if he would faint at any moment. “I’m sorry, Rose…… No, Marquis Ekrei. There must have been some misunderstanding.” Amelia said looking back at me. Then, he bent his upper body and hurriedly untied the rope. After finally becoming free, I took a deep breath. Even if it wasn't, the part that touched the rope was tingling and painful. Rubbing my forearm, I sighed. +



    “How did I become the Baron’s mistress……” Amelia lifted me up with an apologetic expression. “I think I heard people talking and misunderstood. stupid children.” As Amelia glared at her, the pirates stood up. When I saw that scene, I was overcome with suspicion. What the hell does Amelia have to do with them? 'The lord's daughter hangs out with pirates?’



    I knew Amelia was extraordinary, but I never imagined that she would have a relationship with a pirate. Even the infamous 'Dra Ka' pirates. If the lord finds out about this, he won't pass out by grabbing the back of his neck. 'Come to think of it, what James Camnell said... … … … … ? I frowned and tried to remember. - Do you know that? Amelia


    Actually, a few years ago... … … … … … Yes, I definitely said that. Did James Camnell know about Amelia and the pirates? picture 'What was the dark energy that wrapped around Camnell's body?' The culprit who kidnapped me was a pirate, so there must have been something else behind Camnell's impulse. Perhaps something related to the monster… … … … . 'But when Se-ah put a barrier, +


    ‘I was…… ‘ I suddenly remembered the original. Although unknown to the public, there were those who worshiped gods other than Phinis. They are the shadows of the temple. They were the priests of evil hiding in the shadows. Could it be theirs? 'but… … … … Why are you targeting me? why?' Maybe it was just a coincidence that James Camenell got caught. I'm sure


    I don't even know if I met him in the circle. But my intuition was screaming. The fact that the monster attacked Canelo and that I was attacked are all related. 'After all, can't my life completely deviate from the flow of the original?' - You, take my key. Suddenly, the voice echoed in my head. As if I had heard it myself… … … … … . … … … no. i won't be like that



    Will.' I put my hands together and closed my eyes. While I was waiting for my trembling body to calm down, I heard Amelia's voice. “Actually, this is all for a reason.” She said humbly, wiggling her hands. "Before, James' son had been flirting with the captain's brother. So this time, I took his lover hostage



    Haha Park, there was talk about something like this... … … … … Ugh, what a stupid plan this is!" When Amelia screamed, the pirates flinched. I don't know, but her position on this ship was quite high. “If you were going to get him, you should have just caught James! You idiots!” Amelia started kicking the pirates again. I watched the scene of the violence with embarrassment. Beat the brutal pirates


    A noble lady... … … … … 'You look like a thug, not a lady.' I wondered if Amelia would even turn to a pirate. It's a combination I couldn't even imagine, but just looking at it, it seems like it suits me very well. 'I think it's kind of cool... … ..? It wasn't that there were no female pirates, but it was very rare. In the picture book I read when I was young


    I remembered the legendary pirate that came out, Trier for a moment. It is said that she was as rough and strong as a raging sea appeared. 'Come to think of it, I think Amelia has a similar personality.' As I was dazed and dazed, I heard Amelia's low voice. “Anyway, we were meant to upset James. He must be such a scum..."


    I nodded quietly. I think what I had heard before was true. The story of James Camenell touching the pirate's daughter. Not a daughter, but a sister. "Rebecca's not even sixteen yet. James, the madman." “Yeah, that’s utter garbage!” "How do you touch a child?!" Amelia and the pirates shouted in anger. I sympathized with their anger and shook my head hard



    James Camnell was also an irresistible bastard. Had it not been for the nobles, he would have already been imprisoned. “So, Marquis Eckray.”

    “…..?”

    Suddenly, Amelia grabbed my hand. Her sea-like eyes twinkled with burden. "Could you please speak to the Archduke of Rochester? He will find you soon, and then this ship will be sunk! All these bastards here are dead


    yo. this!" “Oh, yes! miss! My Have mercy on your feet!" "Only save my life!" Starting with Amelia's request, the pirates began to cling to each other. The only person standing still was the captain. I was startled and blinked my eyes. It's sinking, please. “I'm not going to do that. Because Calix is a merciful person. Of course you are pirates, but…” As I said, I somehow lost my confidence


    All. Calix was kind to the people inside his fence, but he was a bit cruel to others. No, it's not much... … ? Bird, come to think of it, maybe the original portrayed him as ruthless? Memories are about to be confused, but Amelia's The voice came again. “You are the only one who can save us, Lady Eckrey. I will definitely repay this favor." 'Blessed..


    All you need to do is talk to Calix well, so there was nothing particularly difficult. But Amelia's eyes were sincere. I was caught up in her momentum and suddenly nodded. "Wow! Lived!" "It's Amelia too!" "I thought today was the memorial day!" The pirates laughed and cheered. Then, when Amelia stared fiercely, she shut her mouth like a clam. "It's still too early to be happy."


    The captain, who had been quiet until then, stepped forward. He had a gentle smile, but his eyes were cold. Indeed, he was the captain of the infamous pirates. “I don’t know if the Archduke will listen to Lady Lark or not. Any number of people can take revenge... Hmm?" The captain suddenly stopped talking and looked back. Me, Amelia, and the pirates' poems also naturally went there. In the middle of the ship, a black energy revolved around like a circle, and then suddenly someone appeared


    it happened There were three uninvited guests, not one. With the first person appearing in the middle, two black men got down on either side. They were very tall, appearing to be at least 190 cm. On the other hand, In-young, who stood in the center, was relatively short and slender. Judging from the silhouette, she seemed to be a woman. They all wore black cloaks from head to toe. Of course, his face was not visible, and he couldn't figure out anything other than his physique


    But I felt dazed. Sadly, that was the case. It feels like we've met somewhere. In particular, I got that feeling from the woman in the middle. “They are guests who have never been invited.” The captain looked at them and said. His right hand was on the sword handle. A dangerous atmosphere flowed through the air. It's a precarious situation that looks like something is about to happen. Suddenly, the woman with her arms raised pointed at me with her fingertips



    “Give that woman over to me.” The voice coming from under the hood was very strange. Should I say it's voice-tampered? And it was a very ominous feeling. I don't know why they want me, but it must have been my intentions. “You want me to hand over the girl……why do you have to do that?” “Don’t hate it. I don’t care. I just kill you guys and take them home.” The crowd is cold at the woman's cruel words



    it was done The faces of the pirates were very ferocious. On the other hand, the captain was relaxed. He even laughed out loud. "My grandmother said I had a long silk cord, so I don't think I'm going to die today." "You're being arrogant. I was trying to show you mercy... but if you really want to die, you have no choice but to kill." As soon as the woman finished speaking, something like a black net stretched out towards me. Amelia quickly drew out her sword and struck it off quickly. a dizzying moment



    it was "what is this?" Amelia frowned and muttered. Looking closely at the sword in her hand, it was slowly corroding from the point where the net had touched. ‘……’ I took a step back and took a breath. Just imagining what I would have been like if I had just been attacked was terrifying. Amelia throws her rusty sword


    Received another sword from the sailor. The situation became out of control. The two in-youngs on either side of the woman wriggled, and suddenly they fired several tentacles. The pirates were terrified and screamed. "Aww! What is that!" "Isn't that a monster?!" “It’s a monster! It’s a monster, it’s a monster!” The pirates shrewdly fled, or struck the tentacles with their swords. There was no corrosion of the blade attachment like before


    Whirick!

    Scratch!

    One of the tentacles ran after me, and Amelia quickly cut it off. "Protect the Archduke's fiancee!" The captain's command echoed through the chaos. Then the pirates encamped around me and bravely faced the flocking tentacles


    The pirates were great, but as the battle continued, this side became increasingly disadvantageous. Tentacles like octopus legs continued to appear even if cut off. Those black seals must have been monsters, not humans. “Damn, what the hell is that!” “Ugh, I’ve never seen anything like that in over 30 years.” "Hey! You said you were twenty?!" “I’m sorry, I wanted to pretend to be younger. uh."

    “……”


    Even in this situation, the pirates who talked to each other looked amazing in many ways. I could do nothing but watch the situation surrounded by them. The woman in the black cloak was staring at me tenaciously, and Amelia and the captain just managed to get it. However, there were a few dizzying moments. If their stamina ran out like this, I would die without moving. It was a moment when the captain and Amelia's breathing was disturbed in the end and there was a gap



    Shh-! Attacks I couldn't stop rushed towards me. Just as the black rope was about to touch the nape of his neck, a stream of water from somewhere cut it and passed by. It was a blink of an eye.

    “……..?”

    There was a moment of silence on the deck. Wow-! Then the pirates cheered loudly



    All. I was startled by the sudden cheers for a moment, and I was mesmerized by the sight that came into my sight. A wave as huge as Mt. Taesan started crashing around the ship. "It's a support group!" “How come you were so quiet!” “How dare you make this riot on the sea Blame you niggas, stupid monsters "ah!" The pirates whistled and clapped at the waves. The captain and Amelia were also smiling in dismay

    Chapter 33


    <Episode 33> Kurreung shoot ah Magnificent waves spread out in all directions as if they were swallowing up the ship. It was as if the sea was furious. It was an unbelievable sight. The waves soon split into several fork and changed into the shape of a horse with pointed horns


    They rushed to the deck and kicked the tentacle monsters and women. A shrill scream rang out. For a moment, the woman's cloak was about to come off, but she quickly corrected it and stood upright again. It was as if eyes were glaring at me in the darkness covered by the hood. I couldn't see her, but I felt her gaze. The two monsters she had were defeated by the sea and turned to black ashes



    It was. The wind blew and there was a smell of sulfur. It was a sign that showed that they were not ordinary monsters, but higher-order beings. 'no way......?' My heart was pounding with fear. Innately born witches or magicians trained in magic often summoned demons. In order for an ordinary person with no other abilities to bring a demon to Earth... … … … …



    -You will open the door to the abyss with it. 'No... the one who did that... It was a time of confusion. boo boo A beating sound was heard from somewhere. The waves surrounding the pirate ship calmly subsided. A large sailing ship was seen sailing in this direction from a distance. It was the lord's ship. silkworm on the bow



    A soldier stood, and behind him, a sail with the emblem of the Camnell family fluttered in the wind. The distance from the ship gradually narrowed. I recognized the man standing on the bow. He had the momentum to jump down here as soon as the distance was secured. "Calyx...!" I got up and licked my lips. Calix's blue eyes as he scanned the deck flashed as if he had found me



    I could hear the pirates shouting, 'Is that the mad Archduke?' When the distance was finally cleared, Calix jumped here without delay. Behind him, the lord's crow-like scream resounded. "Ruru!" Calix ran towards me and reached out his hand. I also went forward to grab his hand. The moment our hands are about to touch Whik!



    The woman who had been holding her breath in the corner until then did something. A long black snake ran towards me. Captain Ameliana had no bird to slay. q A snake flew in an instant and bit my neck. I froze in place. When Calix cut the snake with his sword, it became black dust and scattered. “Catch that damn… hold on!”



    Amelia pointed to the woman and shouted. Immediately, the pirates ran towards the woman. However, the moment their hands grabbed the hem of the cloak, the woman disappeared, leaving behind a black afterimage. "What the fuck...!" "Ruru, Ruuru......" The sound of Amelia swearing and Calix calling me echoed in the distance. My mind was hazy, as if in a dream



    Calix's figure came into view. He appeared to be several. I reached out and tried to caress his cheek, but only gestured in vain. Calix grabbed my slippery hand. He hugged me and kept saying something, but I couldn't hear it. "Carl, Riggs..." I moved my lips helplessly and called out to him. The sensations in his body gradually disappeared. At first glance, it was as if Alice's voice had been heard. "Sorry......."


    In the midst of confusion, he muttered out of his mind. I couldn't even hear what he was saying anymore. "I didn't mean to forsake you..." Suddenly I felt I was dying. It felt like my whole body was submerged in the water and only my lips were floating. I can talk, is everything okay? “I, was, scared.” Now it was difficult to spit out each word. Hot tears running down my cheeks


    flowed My vision was blurred by the water. “Now, do, when that dream comes to mind… I'm still scared." I closed my eyes and sobbed. My eyelids were so heavy that I couldn't open my eyes. I was afraid that if I fell asleep like this, I would be trapped in a deep nightmare. “I, luck, name… … … … wanted to change I was talking without knowing what to say, and for a moment I lost my mind. My consciousness began to sink deeply. foot


    I continued to sink into a distant dream with nowhere to go.

    * *

    - I can't help it. because it's fate - Destiny? When she asked in a trembling voice, she smiled miserably. Se-ah was wearing a pure white wedding dress with white sable fur. A crown made of woven white branches is worn over the black head, and a translucent



    The veil was hung long. In the form of the happy bride I so dreamed of, she said with a sad face. - God has determined that the opponent of Calix's fate is me, so there is nothing he can do, right? How can you play a role in God's will? - God's will... … … … . I muttered those words out. The three of them looked at me like they were pitiful. I wanted to draw the young sympathy in her eyes and throw it away



    -Follow your fate, Marquis Eckrey. That's the way for you, Calix, and everyone. I wanted to bring it to her face and pour out her anger. what do you know No matter how hard I am, how painful it is You, with a benevolent face, trampling on my life, and smiling at my misfortune



    But nothing came out. I was so angry that my head seemed to be on fire. I just shrugged my shoulders with tears in my eyes. Se-ah looked at her pitifully on that day and turned her back. I watched her leave for a long time. Everything precious has been lost. One day, he suddenly appears to a woman who is revered as a goddess. I sat down on the floor. in despair



    engulfed It was a time when I was muttering to myself, “Why is God doing this to me?” - What are you doing here? I was startled and flinched. Thump thump, my heart was beating like crazy. My eyes were burning hot and my hands and feet were trembling



    I slowly raised my head. Golden hair that sparkled as if immersed in sunlight, and blue eyes that seemed to transport the pure sky to ancient times. Calix stood in front of me. - What are you doing here? I asked. is.

    “…..”

    I licked my lips. The anticipation that I might have raised my head. Can you help me a little bit by looking at me like this? Wouldn't it be nice to hold her hand and lift her up, stroking her shoulder and hugging her


    No matter how much my heart left, even if it was just a crush that disappeared in an instant, wouldn't you think of me a little bit... … … … … - This is in front of Se-ah's waiting room... What have you done? •yes? I lost my words for a moment and just blinked my eyes. I don't understand why he asks such a question. Calix looked down at me and frowned. There were no outstretched hands, no pitiful gazes. There are only eyes full of contempt towards me



    'why · Why are you looking at me like that? The unanswered question formed on the tip of his tongue. - I'm warning you.

    “……..”

    -If you do any harm to Se-ah, no matter how much you I will. - I, I... … … … … . -Don't approach her anymore. Don't even talk nonsense. I always thought I'd never know



    are you? - What, what do you mean? i have nothing... … … … ! My mind was dizzy. He was misunderstanding something. I tried to explain, to say something. But Calix turned his back on him coldly. - The appearance of Marquis Young-ae sitting on the floor is unsightly. The hand that was trying to hold him fell. I shrugged my shoulders helplessly. Hot tears ran down her cheeks. blurred vision


    Calix's back looked like a mirage. It hurt like a thorn in my heart. I groaned and grabbed my chin. -how. How could you do this to me? We've been close like brothers and sisters for so long, like family, childhood friends, and a promise for the future. How can the bonds that have been built up so easily break down... … … … …


    -this… … … … What do you mean by God? No matter how hard I try, he can't be mine, doesn't come back to me, and I have to suffer like this for the rest of my life? Is this my destiny? A smirk leaked from between his lips. All the years I've been living, everything I've been trying to do feels futile. It was hard to know what to live for in the future. It’s unfair and it’s sad, it’s sad and it’s resentful



    I was so sad that tears flowed uncontrollably. I always wanted to be a good person. I wanted to be an upright and honest person, a good-natured and warm-hearted lady. Because that's what I drew. Because I wanted to stand by Calix as my idol. The perfect pair as if painted.... I whipped and polished myself, constantly imagining what I wanted. just to hang out with him


    'It was all useless.' From the moment Calix Rochester abandoned me, my world collapsed. I realized that the ideal I had hoped for was nothing more than a plausible lie. I've been acting while wearing clothes that don't fit. Dreaming of a future that you won't get anyway. 'done. Broken. It's broken. The future I was hoping for is nowhere to be found.'



    I finally faced reality. Calix abandoned me. He trampled my heart and threw away my promises. God is not on my side. The whole world blesses Seah and Calix. No one can fully understand my anger. 'What should I do now?' I unconsciously caressed my stomach. I felt a slight movement in my stomach. Haven't told anyone yet. Alice and I, a secret that only the two of us know



    It was. 'After giving birth to this child... Will it be taken away by Calix and Seah?' I staggered up to my feet. And then he walked blankly. The cheers that had been heard from afar grew closer and closer. As I turned the corner, a bright light poured down. It was so dazzling that I felt like I was blind. I grabbed any pole I could reach and kept my head down. The cheers of the people were heard



    - Bless the empire! -Eternal glory to the destiny that God has arranged! Next to them were two women reciting prayers. - Goddess, save this world - We are in the paradise you promised As they slowly lifted their heads, they saw their faces. Seah and Calix. The two were looking at each other, smiling. A pair that fits perfectly. that



    A beautiful landscape... … … … There was no rain, but a rainbow was floating in the air. The seven colors that symbolize the angels of Finis. It was as if angels came down and blessed them. The mate of fate ordained by God, the union of the goddess and the archduke. - Eternity that burns after defeating darkness one flame... … … … . - Cast away the shadow of the world, and deliver us from evil. Where there is light, there is darkness


    There has always been a shadow in the world. I felt like I was the shade. I could see my seat in the distance. He was sitting next to his father and brother. Normally I should have been sitting there. But I didn't want to go there. Couldn't step into the light All. If I took even one step, my whole body seemed to be on fire. There was no place for me in a world full of blessings and love. I wander under the dark clouds, a thunderbolt



    It was like a little bird about to fall to the ground. lost migratory birds. Maybe at this moment, I foresaw my future. It is a lifelong wandering, captivated by resentment and hatred, and is doomed to die without being able to settle in anywhere. If Seah was the light that God arranged, then I was the darkness. 'You... and you.' I stared at Calix and Seah. Forget about me, and they smile happily



    'It's all you guys caused yourself.' I thought then. If the hand of the flame that touches everything in the world without discrimination could not reach only me, if God had forsaken me, wouldn't it be okay for me to forsake God too? Even if I fall to hell for holding hands with the devil, if all I can do is hate and curse, I will gladly draw that hand. I saw the old tree behind the temple



    remembered A tree said to have existed before God created humans, and a tree said to have grown from the sea that embraced the ancient times. A magical passageway through which the voice of God descends. I'll go there I must go and cast a curse. That way I can survive today. That was the moment I was thinking about turning my back. For a brief moment, Calix's eyes met. I paused for a moment, then smiled faintly at him. And without hesitation, he turned his back


    It must have been an illusion that his eyes seemed to waver at that moment
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    Chapter 34


    <Ep 34> *** I blinked my eyes slowly. Beads of light formed over the eyelashes. White and clean wallpaper like pearls. Ornate embossed ceiling border. Oh, the sparkling crystal chandelier... … … …


    “.....?" I frowned, not understanding. This was the Grand Duchess's room at Rochester Castle in Glaston. Why am I here? I was on my way to an old tree to cast a curse on Phinis while watching the wedding of Calix and Seah. "what..… … … … ?" I was confused as to what the hell was going on with this. I got up. For some reason, my back was sore and my whole body was creaking


    All. My hands and feet were too cold. Confused by his strange physical condition, the door suddenly swung open and someone came in. "Ruru! You're awake!" "Alice?" That person was none other than Alice. I narrowed my brow and tilted my head. Is Alice even here? “Alice, what happened to this…” That was then. Just walk through the door



    Recognizing the person, I paused. "...why are you?" I stared at him and pulled up the blanket. He should be at the wedding reception, so why is he here, at the Grand Siege? Even he had a very exhausting day. How can a person become numb in just a few hours? How long have I been asleep? what is all this... … … … … “Ruru……”



    I was confused and going crazy, but Calix came calling me. He put one knee on the bed and leaned his torso towards me. Then he stretched out his arms as if to hug him. I was terrified and stepped back. "Why are you doing this all of a sudden? Don't come near me." … … … ..? "Alice!" I called Alice for help. Then he got out of bed to avoid Calix



    I stood face to face with him across the bed. Alice, who had thought she would run right away, was hesitating for some reason with a look of bewilderment. “Alice, help me! Why am I here? The wedding... … … ." “Luru, what are you talking about? Are you okay? Please, please, come this way." Calix climbed over the bed and stretched out his arms towards me. I threw the blanket I was holding onto him. Then he hardened like a piece of wood. I trembled and shouted



    “Why are you here? … … … ?! Are you crazy?" “Ruru, why are you………” Calix mumbled and sighed. He had an exhausted look on his face. I didn't understand that. How much time has passed that people have changed like that, or what the hell has happened to me? Everything was confusing. Calix took a step towards me


    All. I was very wary and stepped back. Suddenly, as if for me, Goo looked down on him. Obviously there's something on their mind. no doubt There's no way Calix really cares about me. I glared at him and growled. “Don’t come near me.” “Luru, you need to calm down. Am I the problem? Can I go out?" I laughed out loud



    “Of course you don't know you're the problem, do you? what.....? Why are you doing this to me? You betrayed me like that! Now, did you find any use value in me? Or is the oracle wrong?” “Lur.” While he was pouring out his words, Alice slowly called out. Calix was looking at me with eyes shaking as violently as the sea hit by a storm. I was embarrassed because I couldn't understand the emotions swirling in his eyes, his attitude toward me, and every word he said. He must have abandoned me... … … …



    As if driving out a no-nonsense servant, as if removing a shogi horse, … … … ! "ah......!" Suddenly, my head felt like it was going to split. Hundreds of awls seemed to pierce my head. My heart was beating like a hummingbird. It's like it's going to stop at some point. "Ruru!" Alice and Calix ran to me. I stumbled, pushing Calix to hold me up. instead of Ally



    took Sue's hand. She steadfastly supported me and carried me to bed. I lay on the bed and took a deep breath. The headache got worse and worse. I felt like my head was going to break and I was going to die. No, it was a pain that I would rather have died. Could you possibly be ill? So were you asleep? So what about the baby? How's the baby? Could it be a miscarriage? "ah… … … … No, dear!”




    I grabbed my head and wrote evil. Did you even take the child from me? What more is left of me.....0. I lost everything, and my family doesn't understand me. tell you to give up, to resign I've only heard that word dozens of times. It was all disappointing. All. I wish they were all dead "I hate you..." I lifted my head and looked at Calix. Tears continued to flow, blurring my vision. I couldn't see what expression he was making



    "I hate you! Now, what do you want from me...?! The pain became excruciating. I crouched down and trembled. I was so sick, I just wanted to die. I didn't want to live any longer. There was no reason to live. “Al, Reese, I am so sick. I'd rather die..." "Ruru..." Alice sighed and opened me up


    stroked several times. And whispered in a low voice. "You'll be fine soon." It sounded very peaceful. I smiled faintly. I felt like I could finally rest. It seemed that someone, be it God or the devil, had granted the wish that I had made so desperately that I was exhausted and that I could not bear it any longer. A voice was heard from somewhere. At first glance, I thought it was a singing voice because it was such a beautiful voice. A brand new blue light flashed under her eyelids. wings flapping


    Whispers heard with a rattling sound -Silly. And I lost consciousness.


    ******


    Alice laid the fainted Ruhr upright. She touched Ruhr's pulse and wiped the cold sweat with a soft towel. Then, take a small amount of water with a teaspoon and pour it into your mouth. nothing



    During the ceremony, Ruhr's neck moved and the water flowed over. "I was hoping that the symptoms of dehydration would come, but it's all right. There doesn't seem to be any major problems... All of Dokdo has been detoxified."

    “………”

    "Don't worry too much. It will happen soon." Calix was standing far away with his gaze fixed on Ruhr. I wanted to approach her, caress her cheek, and hold her hand, but she couldn't move. +



    So I just stared at it. It was a pity that his face had turned pale without blood, and his face had become pale. Even if she isn't, she's slender... … … … … . Calix sighed and washed his face dry. It's already been four days. He couldn't eat or sleep properly, so his face was rough, but Calix didn't care. He was so worried about Ruhr that he forgot to take care of himself. For four days and four nights, Calix stayed by Ruhr's side. He was absent for a very short time. It was for washing



    Meanwhile, Ruhr woke up. Ruhr's reaction to him, who rushed to him with joy and fear, was very unexpected. The eyes, facial expressions and voice that hate him. All of it pierced my heart like thorns and it was painful. Calix felt a rush of emotions that he couldn't handle on his own. Feelings of guilt, regret, self-doubt, emotions that cannot be expressed in any other words


    Why is it so painful? What the hell happened to her during the four days she slept as if dead? Although it is a monster's poison, he said that it would not affect the mind. Alice Winterwood assured me so. - Trust me. anti-aircraft charge. As soon as Ruhr was poisoned and collapsed, Calix tried to find the goddess. Because I had to save Ruuru no matter what kind of disadvantage I was in debt because of this incident



    But Alice Winterwood stopped him. - I can treat you. Once you get out of this place Let's go to Glaston. -Right Now? nonsense, impossible What Alice Winterwood brought out in front of Calix, who did not believe her, was none other than a magic stone engraved with a movement magic formula. It was banned by the emperor ten years ago, and it can be obtained or used now



    It was an impossible thing. -You'll get in trouble later, but since you're about the same as the Grand Duke, it's okay for such an offense. This way, hold me. - A child? -Leticia heals Ruhr first. I'll bring you. So they rushed to Glaston. It was a godsend to run away quickly before the goddess knew about this. If you were a goddess, what would you say to them



    He must have been trying to clear the debt. In less than twenty minutes, Alice quickly healed Ruhr and meticulously applied a magic to calm her mind and body. Then I went to pick up Leticia. Similarly, movement magic was used. The child who arrived at Rochester Castle had a serious expression on his face, as if he had foreseen something. - I'm going to see my mom. -Mom is sleeping right now... …



    See you later, let's sleep with aunt for now. Our Letty must be very sleepy? Then Leticia firmly shook her head. The child reiterated that he was going to see his mother. Eventually, Alice took Letty to the front of Ruhr's bed. Ruhr was asleep with a pale face. His body was cold and his breathing was weak. As a result of the poison, there were red spots on the nape of the neck, face, and forearms. It's never a good sight for a child


    it was you Calix was concerned about Leticia. I heard you are still six years old. I'm too young to bear my mom sick... But Leticia exceeded his expectations. - Mom, Letty will protect you. Don't get sick and get well soon. Having said that, the child gently kissed Ruhr's forehead. It was a strange sight. calix is moore



    I looked at the mother and daughter, caught in an indescribable feeling. Leticia, who held Ruhr's hand tightly and smiled as she released it, didn't look like a young daughter. Rather, I felt like a guardian. It was really, really weird. - He's an odd kid. As Alice and Leticia left the room, the butler of Rochester Castle spoke in a strange voice. Calix shook his head when asked if there was anything else he needed. and saliva


    I pulled up a chair next to the bench and sat down. He remained in place like a watchtower until Ruhr woke up. He was always by her side except for the occasional shower or nap. Didn't eat. Because I couldn't swallow food. Then, on the third day, at the butler's plea that he would die like this, Calix barely stopped eating. Yes, I only ate a little soup. And finally the fourth day. Ruhr woke up. The maid, who was quietly waiting in the Grand Duchess's room, rushed to


    announced the news From that moment on, Calix could not think of anything. I was filled with only the desire to run right away and see Ruhr. But what awaited him... "...Why is Ruur looking at me like that and saying he hates me?" He arguably never betrayed her. I'd rather die than do that. Ruhr was my world and everything. How can I live after giving up the three awards



    can you 'Perhaps......' - I saw you that day. The sight of you hugging and kissing the bride and groom. Are you saying that because of that? Calix wrinkled his brow and washed his face dry. Looking back, on the day I first met the new girl 7 years ago, she asked me what she had done to me. However, I had no memory of anything other than being held in my arms like a bride-to-be. that


    Even it was very unpleasant. 'Lur. How I thought I could sell my other eye on you Calix looked like he was about to go crazy. If possible, I wanted to get my heart out and show it to Ruhr. “What happened to Ruhr? do you know something?" He asked me sharply at Alice Winterwood. The answer came after a moment of silence



    “Ruru was mistaken for a moment. dream and "Reality." “…a dream?” “Yes, it must be a nightmare.” Calix muttered the word softly. It was an unfamiliar story. Ruhr has had nightmares since childhood. And he never told me what kind of dream it was, I never remember. “Does this have anything to do with the goddess?”


    When Calix asked the question, Alice Winterwood answered with a calm look, without the slightest agitation. “The goddess is closely related to the fear of Ruhr.” "fear?" When I heard the story, something immediately came to mind. -Now, do, if that dream comes to mind... … … I'm still scared. Clearly, Ruhr had told me that he wanted to change his fate



    'Fate?' -I am your destiny, calix. I don't understand now though. You'll find out sooner or later. At the time, I thought that the words that the bride-to-be told me were just a stroke... … … … . 'Do you really believe that?' I am that woman's destiny. Displeased, Calix clenched his teeth

    Chapter 35


    <Ep 35>


    When a ferocious energy emanated from him, Alice flinched slightly. She sighed and said. “Rur will wake up soon. Don't worry, because you've been poisoned and your mind and body are weak. Then I will.” Alice nodded and left the room. In the room, only the two of them, Ruuru and Calix, were left


    The room was terribly quiet. Calix was unable to control his anxiety and was pacing here and there. Then he carefully sat down on the edge of the bed. Ruth was asleep with a peaceful face. Slowly, I heard her breathing. Calix gently stretched out his hand. After hesitating several times, he finally mustered up the courage to caress her cheek.

    “………”

    The moment I cry and the hot thing is the wood


    came over the bruise Calix clenched his teeth and stopped crying. It was scary and sad. It was pathetic that she was sleeping like a dead person. Wouldn't it be great if I could get sick instead? Calix held Ruhr's cool hand tightly and lowered his head. It's been a while since I've truly prayed to God, but this time, I did my best to pray. Please let her be safe. no more pain May the terrible nightmare not haunt you. And how much time has passed



    Just as the evening sun was disappearing over the horizon, Ruhr finally woke up. blink, blink Long eyelashes moved slowly up and down. Green-green eyes froze the ceiling blankly. Calix held his breath. He looked at her, holding his breath, as if he had forgotten how to breathe. Ruhr's gaze slowly shifted and settled on him. At that moment, fear surged in Calix's mind. she



    It was confused, mixed with the joy of waking up. My heart was beating like it was going through my ribs. My stomach churned with anxiety. Calix looked at her with trembling eyes. How will she react? Wouldn't it confuse dream and reality like before? What if you keep resenting me? hate me, push me away, hate me

    “…..:::”

    Then I won't be able to stand it



    It will be difficult to know how to live. It must be just that he is desperate to win back Ruhr's heart. I will do anything to hug her, not to miss her. Possessed by a madness from which he can never escape. “Ruru……” Calix called her name as if pleading. Ruth looked at him with a blank expression on his face. His green eyes were empty, so he couldn't tell what he was thinking. The anxiety gradually increased. in the deep sea



    A heavy and vast silence as if submerged, and after a time that felt like eternity passed, Ruhr responded. "Calyx..." A faint smile spread across her lips. Ruth got up from her seat and then smiled brightly. Calix's head went blank and he couldn't think of anything. Ruhr stretched out her arms and hugged him. A slightly lukewarm body temperature seeps in



    Zakalyx trembled. Her soft body, the warm touch, was unbelievable. It seemed to disappear at some point and evaporate. "Calix, I'm glad you're safe." In a voice that was most affectionate, Ruhr whispered. “How long have I been asleep? I even remember losing my mind on a pirate ship... … … … How about Leticia? Where is my daughter?"

    “……”



    Gazing at her as she constantly pours out questions, Calix hugged Ru Le with all her might. “Ruru……” “Calyx?” “Ruru, ruhr……” He called her name without hesitation. There was a mix of weeping in his voice. Calix gave more strength to the arms that were holding her. I don't want to miss out. I don't want to lose. Twice again... … … … . “Luru, I have only you



    You are the only one for me."

    “……..”

    “It doesn't matter if it's God's will or fate. You are my god, destiny, and world. I don't need anything else. I will only follow you. Calix hugged Ruhr and pleaded with him. It was like a miserable beast that clings to me not to forsake me. "Calyx..." Ruhr sighed and left him



    patted me generously and asked softly. "What happened...?"

    “…….”

    Calix was conflicted. Is it okay to talk about her confusion between dream and reality? Wouldn't it be more confusing for Ruhr if he found out the truth? It seems that I have regained my senses now, but if I get caught up in a nightmare again... … … … … … 'And it's... really simple



    Was it a nightmare?' Alice Winterwood. I couldn't believe everything the wizard had said. It didn't seem like he was telling a lie, but it didn't seem like he was telling the truth either. Alice Winterwood knew something. But he was hiding the truth. Therefore, the only person who could tell me the truth was Ruhr. but dare to ask her



    didn't come I was afraid that it might go as wrong as before. The voice that resented and hated him, the eyes that looked contemptuous. Receiving them seemed to me to be unbearably hopeless. Calix didn't want to lose Ruhr. She even hated him, just thinking about it made her heart shatter and die. so ······ So, you don't have to tell the truth



    All. It's okay if you don't talk about anything. It doesn't matter if you have something to hide, or if you don't trust me completely please don't leave me Calix, like a child longing for warmth, dig into Ruhr's arms with pain. She hugged her waist with both arms and rested her cheek against her chin. I heard her heartbeat. Perhaps because his broken body had not recovered, he was as fragile as the flapping of the wings of a small bird


    The tears in his eyes were warmed by the pitiful feeling. It was hard to hold back the tears that were welling up. Something hot ran down his cheeks. A faint sigh escaped between her trembling lips. I could feel Ruhr reaching out and stroking my hair. Looking up, her face was filled with concern. It was kind and lovely. Just before they parted in the gardens of Canelo Castle, just like then. Nothing has changed. In Ruhr's emerald eyes



    I was completely filled with affection, regret, and love for me, and the promise was not broken. Calix blinked as if chasing a mirage. It seemed that the affection she showed would disappear at some point, and it was terrifying and unsettling. so hung up “Please, don’t leave my side. Promise me."

    “…….”

    "Ruru, give me an answer..."


    He longed for her answer, even though he knew how fleeting words of truth were. I wanted her to have a voice. I wanted to give him the slightest assurance that I would not leave him, that I would not hate him. As a thirsty man wanders in search of a well, he hoped earnestly. "Calix." Ruhr, who had blinked puzzledly, finally opened her mouth



    "You promised last time? You won't run away... I'll stay with you and Leticia. Don't worry anymore." She took his hand and held it tight. Ruhr's body temperature was getting warmer. Calix shed tears at the permeating warmth. His body continued to lose strength, and he became more and more clinging to her. Calix grabbed the hem of Ruhr's pajamas


    grabbed it and sobbed. Ruhr was embarrassed and patted him on the back. "Calyx, don't cry." “Ruru……” At that moment, it was as if he had returned to his powerless childhood. When I lost my parents and couldn't do anything, I was a weak self. A time when only a single ray of light was his salvation. Of course she was still his savior. It was the light of life, it was salt, it was water and air


    Words cannot express how precious she is. If possible, I wanted to bring out this heart and show it. If only Ruhr could fully trust him in that way. Calix took a deep breath and lifted his head. Her scent was sniffed up close. Ruhr wrapped her arms around his head and kissed her on the cheek. Her heart fluttered at her friendly and soothing actions. Calix timidly touched Ruhr's lips with a trembling hand


    It was. Looking at her as if asking for permission, she smiled softly. He began to covet her lips like a man in front of an oasis. Thirst ran up to his throat. She pulled up Ruhr's pajamas during the ceremony and did not dry her hands, even if they rushed to and fro. Before long, Calix was kissing her flat stomach. When he finally woke up and looked up, his white body was full of reddish traces like petals



    “……..”


    Ruhr's cheeks were blushing in embarrassment. The greenish eyes gleamed with resentment. Calix stiffened in the same posture he had been groping for her body. For a moment, even though he was dizzy at the shock of the person who was rushing in, he straightened her clothes and sat her up straight. “Um, I’m sorry.” Calix leaned his forehead on Ruhr's shoulder and muttered with a puzzled heart



    it went Ruhr then smiled and hugged him tightly. My heart sank at the kindness she showed. Calix paused for a moment, then breathed slowly. I hope that my heart, which is beating as if it is about to run out, will calm down. “Are you calming down, Calix?” “…it seems so.” I was embarrassed when I remembered that I had hung and cried like a child. The nape of the neck and face are hot and red


    the crab was soaked Ruhr smiled and kissed each other one after the other. “I must have been asleep for a long time. So you were worried? Now you don't have to worry. You woke up like this."

    “……..”

    There were a lot of things he wanted to say, but he nodded, suppressing them. Ruhr was smiling brightly, knowing nothing



    So I couldn't tell. What happened to her, what made him anxious. Calix was only trying to draw a smile. “How long have I been asleep? How did you get to the Great Siege? Did Leticia come with you? Calix, I need to see Leticia." Ruhr poured out the questions again. As Calix was about to answer, a rumbling sound came from Ruhr's stomach



    “…..!" Lulu's cheeks flushed in an instant. Her eyes widened and her lips clenched shut. Seeing Ruhr, who had suddenly turned into tears, Calix burst into laughter without realizing it. “First we eat, then we take a bath and then we go see Leticia. The boy is doing well in Rochester.” Ruhr averted his gaze and nodded his head. she is so lovely


    Calix couldn't stand it. He pulled Lu Le into his arms and kissed him frequently. Ruhr muttered and pushed him away. Because of that, I had a bad feeling and wanted to harass me, but Calix showed the patience that he had honed over the past decade. He took Ruhr, sat down at the table, and called the maid. After giving orders to prepare meals and baths, the maid returned shortly thereafter. Soon the food was served. There was no meat or bread, but mostly soft things



    Ruhr ate the chaesu soup that Calix hugged. He complained of discomfort, but he didn't let it go. They even tried to feed them by hand. Even though Ruhr immediately gave up when he tried to stare at him saying it was ridiculous. “I can take a bath by myself.” “I was worried about falling over in the bathroom, so I said, “I do.” The two were arguing in front of the bathroom. In the end, it was Calix who had the victory. He was satisfied and helped Ruhr bathe. It would be a lie if I said it wasn't a selfless hand


    All. “It’s shameful.” "Yes?" “I didn’t say anything.” “………” After that, Ruhr sold him a few times, but Calix pretended not to hear. After taking a bath, Calix carefully dried Ruhr's hair. Her brown hair had returned to pink like a spring flower. Returning her hair to her original color while washing her hair



    It was thanks to releasing the drug and rinsing it. Calix grabbed a strand of Ruhr's hair and gently lowered his lips. Now it felt like she was back with me. He let out a long breath. When I closed my eyes for a moment and opened it, Ruhr was looking at him with a puzzled expression. “It’s difficult even in front of Letty.” “I try to restrain myself.” After answering that, Calix took Ruhr's hand and kissed him lightly. Looking up with your lips on the back of your hand


    Perhaps her gaze was blatant, her cheeks turned red

    Chapter 36


    <Ep 36> “Hey, I need to go see Iman Letty.” Ruhr said, avoiding Kalyx's gaze. She got up from her seat and hurriedly started changing her clothes. Calix, who watched as she took off her silk robe and put her arms through her camisole, slowly approached behind her back. He hugged him from behind


    Ja Ruhr flinched. As she pressed her lips to the nape of her neck, she could feel her pulse. Calix smiled faintly. A sense of satisfaction rose from the depths of his heart. On the one hand, I was overflowing with anxiety, but I wanted to be immersed in happiness as much as I am right now. Interrupted by Calix, Ruhr barely changed her clothes. The pale grass-colored daydress fit snugly to her body. Lastly, tie a ribbon around the waist



    Calix came out to help. Seeing him tie a knot behind his back, Ruhr asked suspiciously. "Do you even know how to tie a ribbon?" “There is nothing I cannot do.” He was very confident. Ruhr was skeptical, but he had no choice but to admit it. It was because the ribbon that Calix knotted seemed perfect to anyone. Calix gave a short kiss to Ruuru's lips, who was smiling in disappointment



    “Well then, let’s go.” Ruhr blushed and took his hand. He wanted to pull her closer and hug her, but Calix showed patience and moved on. After leaving the room, the two of them ran through the hallway and started going down the stairs. That was when about five steps had passed. Suddenly, Ruhr staggered precariously. The terrified Calix quickly grabbed her and pulled her away. Ruhr was silent as if dead in his arms, and then shook his head


    heard. His green eyes seemed to have lost focus. Calix's heart pounded. blink, blink Ruhr, who had blinked in confusion, slowly regained consciousness. "uh......?" She muttered in confusion. “I was dizzy for a while. and.....


    what?" Ruhr frowned and tilted her head. “Calyx, what did you say?” Calix answered with a hint of embarrassment. “I didn’t say anything… I didn’t.” "okay? I must have heard it wrong." Then Ruth smiled. I guess my body hasn't recovered yet. You'll be fine soon, okay. talk softly


    All of a sudden, she was stunned. “Lur?” Calix called in a voice that hid fear. “Um, why do you keep doing this? I think I'll have to see Alice again." "......okay." Ruhr smiled and grabbed Calix's arm and began to lead him first. All


    Calix followed her a little behind her with a strange expression on her face. My heart was pounding anxiously and my mouth was dry. The moment she paused, it was only for a brief moment Ruhr's eyes staring at him seemed to gleam with a cool light. The living room was full of warm and warm fireplace lights. When Calix and I go inside, until then, on the couch


    Letty, who had been drawing on her face, raised her head. "Mom! Wow! hair color of petals "hey!" The child smiled broadly and rushed to this side. And he jumped with his arms outstretched. I knew it without saying that it meant hugging. I tried to hug Letty up. But Calix was faster. “……•?" I was embarrassed and rolled my eyes



    Cal Rix, who grabbed Letty faster than me, strode to the sofa. Standing far away, I chased after him. Calix and Letty flirted as they became very friendly. It was amazing. "Mommy is up and Letty is so happy!" “Yeah, I’m happy too.” "Did you kiss your mom?" "What?" Even after Letty's surprise made Calix harden for a while, he slipped away from his arms



    I let Letty sprint towards me. And he said in an excited voice. "I need to kiss my mom! Mommy is best with Le Tee! Right?" “Ugh, uh.” Apparently, Letty wanted to tease Calix. I nodded my head suddenly and hugged Letty up. The child kissed my cheek. Then he laughed bashfully. ugh, cute... … … ! My heart almost stopped! I


    He hugged Letty tightly and rubbed his cheek. What does my daughter eat to be this cute? “Mom has been asleep for too long. ji? I'm sorry, Letty." “Aren’t you in pain now? Mom?" “Yeah, it doesn’t hurt anymore.” “Then Letty is so good! I'm very happy!" Letty smiled broadly and hugged my neck tightly. I put on a sad expression on my face. How could our Letty be so nice? Could it be an angel? My heart is always wide



    As I was about to sleep, I heard Calix coughing. It was a sign that I wasn't the only one to be left behind. I blew him away. Then, Calix made a wounded face. I was almost fooled by his high-level acting, but I quickly came to my senses. After all, his face is a lie. No matter what kind of expression you make, it's plausible, is this the story that being handsome is probable? I looked at him dissatisfied



    “Am I that good? take your eyes off Not enough?” "What, what?" Unexpected confidence... … … … No, I put on an absurd expression on my smirk joke. Seeing me bewildered, Calix smiled pleasantly. It was the sound of his happy laughter that I had not heard in a long time. I was silent for a while. Until Letty snorts as if exasperated



    The child looked down at Calix displeasedly, shook his head and said, “Is it because my mom just keeps seeing your uncle’s face because he’s handsome? Mommy loves Letty the most in the world! Is not it?" It was clear that Letty wanted to tease Calix. Why, my princess... … … … . What didn't you like about Calix? Or is it just fun to tease? As she narrowed her brow and thought, Letty put her hands on my cheeks and asked again



    "Mom! Letty is the best in the world yo. this?" "Huh? Huh!" I was distracted by other thoughts, and this time, I answered and nodded my head. Letty grinned contentedly, then raised Calix slightly. P. I was surprised. Our Letty playing pranks on a man the size of my uncle? Of course, Calix is Letty's biological father


    But, there's no way Letty knew about it... … … … … Did he even notice it unconsciously? The fact that Calix is my real father. 'When should I tell you that Lety is Calix's child?' I wasn't sure yet if it would be okay to reveal that fact. 'First of all, ask about the oracle. I need to know more about Se-ah.'


    Of course, it would be nice if Letty had a dad. Calix will take good care of Letty. but… … … … … 'I'm anxious. I still don't fully trust him.' The appearance of Calix and Se Ah that I had seen that day 7 years ago shimmered in front of my eyes. It seemed that Calix was a misunderstanding, but I was still feeling uneasy in the corner of my heart. 'Besides, I feel kind of confused and strange. I don't even know why


    Obviously I still love him. But... this dizzy feeling what As if it wasn't mine... … … … . "Mom?" Perhaps my expression was strange, Letty called with a hoarse voice. I got out of my mind and smiled. Letty looked worried



    tilted his head. "Mom, are you sick?" "Huh? No." I smiled wider to reassure Letty. I could feel the gaze staring at me like that. The owner of that gaze is, of course, Calix. I slowly shifted my gaze. The expression on his face when he saw it was strange. You may feel anxious, you may feel afraid... … … … …



    what is he afraid of? Maybe I'm running away, or am I worried? 'I wish you would believe the promise I made place.' I laughed bitterly. Also, it seems he doesn't believe me either. Our relationship is like a broken gear. It creaks and turns, but you never know when it will break. Will it ever be okay? If you could foresee the future how much



    would it be good? Then you won't have to worry place. He smiled at Calix, hiding his dizzy heart. He also smiled faintly. Even if we didn't trust each other, we were definitely for each other. “Mom, Letty is hungry.” Letty, who was in her arms wide, raised her head and whined. I glance at the clock


    it was eight thirty. It was time to go hungry. When I looked at the table, I saw that the snack bowl was also empty. It looked like they ate it all while playing in the living room. Our Letty is good to eat. I stroked Letty's hair. It was the mother's heart that her daughter would feel better if she ate well. “Shall we go to the restaurant for lunch? Les El?" "yes!" Letty smiled brightly and nodded her head. thinking of eating delicious food



    It felt good, and her pale cheeks were reddish. I smiled softly and said, “Yeah, then.” Calix, who was listening to our conversation, quietly approached us. He gently wrapped his arms around Letty's shoulder and led me to the door. Letty, I, and Calix headed to the dining room side by side. By the time we reached the restaurant on foot, dinner was already ready. I was very surprised to see the table. Somehow the cook at Rochester Castle is Letty



    He seemed to have fully grasped his taste. There was no oily food or meat dishes with thick sauce. Lightly grilled fresh white fish topped with lemon, fruit and nut tarts, sweet pumpkin pie, rice pudding, and more. They were all Letty's favourites. “It would be nice for Letty.” I sat the child on the chair and laughed. Letty skillfully wraps the napkin and says, "I'm fine."



    bought Then, as if one of the attendants was waiting, he spread fish meat on Letty's plate and served it. Letty smiled ten thousand points toward the servant, and then began to eat fish wildly. Taking a quick look around, the condition of the servants was not serious. So, Calix, the owner of everyone, was behind him, and only Letty was staring at him, and he had a cute expression on his face that he was going to die. When the hell did these people become Letty's prisoners? at Rochester Castle



    A child of Letty's age is a rare guest, but in just four days, you can capture so much of the family. It really was Letty. 'After all, my daughter is the cutest in the world.' I smiled happily and picked up the dishes. The servant put fish dishes in my bowl as well. As I was about to take a bite and mumble slowly, I saw Calix, who was diligently cutting and carrying food to Letty without thinking of eating it



    I was absurd and shed arsenic. What scene is that again? The Archduke of Rochester, with his sleeves up and looking after the child. It was a scene that no one could have imagined. It wasn't just me who was perplexed, but the servants and the butler were also blinking their eyes in bewilderment. But what was even funnier was that the servants who had been deprived of the role of feeding Letty looked sad. What the hell was Letty doing in Rochester Castle during the four days I was asleep



    did you go I smiled faintly and shook my head. Whose daughter she is is a very magical charm. “Girl, try this too.” “This too. It's very sweet." When it was time to eat dessert, the servants hit the player before Calix as if they couldn't concede this much. It was very funny to see them pouring dessert to Let Tie while slowly looking at the owner's eyes. Calix had the dignity of being the Grand Duke, so he said, 'I'll give it to you, so stay still



    uh.' I couldn't say anything like that. If that's the case, a very childish scene would be produced. Instead, he stared fiercely at the servants. When I sat next to him and stabbed him in the thigh, he looked at me, blinking his eyes like a fool in shock. It was like a large, gentle dog. If you say 'Hand!', you'll really give it to me. As I was thinking about it blankly, I unconsciously put my hand in front of him, and Cal Rix really put my hand on it



    Confused, I widened my eyes. A smile came naturally to him as he looked like a tamed dog. The expressions of the servants watching the two of us were strange. After all, it would be the first time for them to see the owner like this. I made eye contact with Calix and smiled. His cheeks turned slightly red. I was about to shake hands and let go. "hand!"

    “……..?”




    Suddenly, Letty got up from her chair and reached out to Calix

    Chapter 37


    <Ep 37> In an instant, the atmosphere on the left became cold. Butlers and servants were busy keeping an eye on their master. I wondered if Letty had gone too far. Calix remained stiff as if absurd, then snorted at him and stretched out his arms. His large hand rested on Letty's small one. In that scene, the scene of a young child dragging a doberman was momentarily



    overlapped I let out a puffy laugh. Calix trained by Letty, it's kind of unexpected, but it's really funny. I couldn't stand it anymore and burst out laughing out loud. Calix's face was full of embarrassment as he looked at me like that. Letty took Calix's hand and waved it. “Mister, you look like a dog.”

    “……..”

    There's a little bit of selfishness on your smiling face



    there was no Letty just seemed to say it literally. … … … … maybe. "Can you do 'sit' and 'roll'?" ··· is not it? Somehow I'm not sure

    *****

    After dinner, I washed Letty and put it to bed. The child's room was wonderfully decorated, but it was more like the craftsmanship of the servants rather than Calix's sense. The wallpaper is warm and elegant ivory. Letty's favorite cosmos pattern



    was in Golden star mobiles were hanging from the ceiling, and when the lights were turned off, they glowed faintly. The bedding was gorgeous with white lace decorations, and it had a subtle scent of lavender. A velvet canopy surrounds the bed, giving it a cozy feel. Besides, the room was full of toys. It seems that Letty bought everything she asked for, or there was nothing. You have to spend a lot of money to decorate like this




    I would have written... … . I shook my head, fiddling with the golden playhouse teacup. Perhaps he misunderstood my reaction, Calix asked carefully. "Is there anything lacking?" "yes? Not at all." I replied with a chuckle. Far from lacking, it is luxurious. Letty looked very happy, and her face was full of fat. I am very grateful to Calix



    At the same time as the sound was heard, on the other hand, I had a thought. In fact, maybe Calix is noticing it? That Leticia is his daughter. But I'm hesitant to tell you, so maybe I'm just pretending I don't know. He said he would wait. Until I can confide in myself. I promised him. If one day I tell someone my secrets, he will be the first. In the gardens of Canelo Castle, pouring



    Under the moonlight, when I made that promise, I felt a glimmer of hope. Hope that you might be able to change your destiny. But anxiety was always latent. Anxiety, fear, nightmares. They followed me like a shadow. If I tell you all my secrets, will you understand me? Maybe I'll laugh Because of the memories of his past life, he is afraid of the future that has not yet happened. I hope you understand me




    hope And I hope I can trust you completely. So I hope that our hearts can be fully engaged. Someday… … … … . ...No, it's impossible.' Suddenly, a voice came from within. 'Don't trust him.' It was a painful whisper. It's definitely my voice, the thoughts in my head



    But, somehow, I felt uncomfortable. 'what..… … … … ?' It was a time when I was confused by that fact. "Luru, shall we walk together?" Calix stood at the doorway and held out his hand towards me. I stared blankly at him and shifted my gaze to the window. Now the night was clear, and the round moon was rising



    It was a moonlit walk, so it wasn't bad. The sky is clear and the stars seem to be visible. The thoughts that had been disturbing the image disappeared in an instant. I smiled and walked over to him and took his hand. Calix's hand clasping my hand was warm. As I walked out of Letty's room and down the hallway, I glanced at his face. The dark shadows under my eyes



    It had faded, and the pale skin had a faint tinge of color. It was fortunate that he looked relatively healthier than when we first met again. I was worried that it might hurt somewhere. ・・・・・・You still look very tired.' Maybe I should put off my walk and get some sleep? Perhaps he had understood my thoughts, said Calix, who glanced back at me. "Sleep after a walk."



    “…….”


    "In your room."

    “…..!”

    I bit my lip involuntarily. The cheeks were hot. Now my face must be like a ripe apple. “How can a person be so shameless? yo. this?" “It’s honest.” “Oh, no.” “What is it? I'm always serious Is it?" All of a sudden he pulled me in, and




    Calix smirked as he wrapped his arms around her. At that smile, I thought my heart stopped for a moment. pounding. As the pulse accelerated helplessly, Calix tilted his head. He pressed his lips to my cheek and moved slowly to my ear. As the hot breath touched his flesh, goosebumps erupted. He hugged me more tightly as I trembled. “Am I that worried? Ruhr.” “That’s right, of course…”



    It seems like you've been up for four nights... … … . Hearing a small mumble, Calix grinned. “Don’t worry. Fortunately, it's not going to collapse anytime soon." “It’s, really, fortunate… That's it. I have to go for a walk.” I stuttered and avoided his gaze. Calix asked again in a sullen voice. Are you talking about a walk? I nodded. You said you were going for a walk, right? "Is it okay if I go for a walk later





    but." "Sah, walking is important." It was obvious what he was expecting now. It wasn't the first time, but I was a bit nervous, so I turned the topic around while hiding my hot face. Of course, there was no way my frugal craftsmanship could work for Calix. “Walking is important, but other things are also important. For example, having breakfast together………” He whispered in a strange voice



    He kissed me on the nape of my neck. “…..!”

    I was so startled by the tingling sensation that climbed up my back, and almost collapsed in my place. As I staggered, Calix leaned me into his arms and whispered in my ear. “It’s just that the strength in my legs is so relaxed. You can't do that, Ruhr." “My, there is nothing I can do about it!” I got angry because I was embarrassed. eat now




    Who is chewing like a tooth? When I looked at him with unjust eyes, his blue eyes flashed like that of a wild beast. I really felt like I was going to get eaten. “A walk.” “…..” “Shall we postpone it? Ruhr.” “…..” In the end, I had to win. "okay......." Calix smiled brightly. now


    Like the golden moon that had just emerged from the clouds and began to shine upon him. * ** Upon entering the room, seeing candles, wine, and red roses prepared in advance, I couldn't shake the feeling that all of this was meticulously planned. Taking a walk at night was an excuse, and Calix was thinking like this from the beginning. Like an unscrupulous man


    “Why are you staring at me like that?” Calix smiled brightly as he looked at me as he opened his eyes. He pulled me down and sat me down, and I sat across from him. We met face to face and quietly exchanged glances. I was shy, and Calix looked very excited and happy. -I'm starving, Ruhr. I think those words were very sincere



    Torr, Calix poured wine into my glass. A dark purple liquid sloshed in the clear glass. A delicate scent spread from the roses in the crystal vase, and the flickering candles created a cozy atmosphere. I clenched my skirt tightly in nervousness. I felt like I was suffocating for some reason. The whole air in this room seems to swallow me up. It's thick, it's heavy, and it's boring


    “Don’t be nervous, Ruhr.” Calix talked as if to comfort me. “I’ll quit if you don’t want to.” Flames flickered and disappeared from his blue eyes. My heart was pounding as I was dizzy from the momentary peek at Jeong Yeom. I closed my eyes and shook my head. It's not that I don't want him. not really… … … … … . 'I'm just nervous.'



    And I didn't know it was a little scary. As for what was scary, well... I couldn't pinpoint one thing. Maybe he was afraid of the future that had not yet come, or he was afraid to spend the night with him. It's been a long time since I've spent time alone with him... … … … … As I continued to think, my face lit up



    Of course, it wasn't something to be ashamed of. I also had a desire. I liked how he looked at me, I liked hugging him, and I liked his gentle and gentle kiss. Slowly touching the touch or the friendly gaze. I liked it all. But at the end of the process, Hee-yeol ran as if her whole body was on fire. That pure white feeling as if my heart would burst and all the blood in my veins would evaporate




    I was a little scared of that. It's like being swallowed up by a flame. Calix was such a tenacious person. As I glanced at him through the glass, Calix smiled as if waiting. But as I averted my gaze again, a disgruntled sigh escaped his lips. I bowed my head and pretended not to know when I heard the sound of a chair being dragged. Then knocking on the carpeted floor



    Footsteps echoed, and a dark shadow fell over my head. He slowly raised his head, but Calix was faster. He suddenly knelt down in front of me. The blue eyes looking up were very serious. “Lur.” “……” This atmosphere, those eyes. It was somehow ominous. It feels like it's going to flow in an unexpected development. As he was about to wet his lips nervously, Calix pulled something out of his pocket



    It was a box. A very luxurious box made of black velvet and embroidered with silver thread. There was only one thing that could fit in that box. wedding ring. “Ruru…” he called me again As if asking for confirmation in advance from me. I can't answer anything and I'm unstable



    I just blinked my eyes. Calix, who had been staring at him for a long time, recites those words, just like the written history. "Rur Ekrei. Will you marry me?" my heart sank. I never thought that he would propose to me again. I was thinking of going back to the Islands, meeting my family in Eckray's mansion, and sorting out all the tangled things one by one



    I thought the marriage story would only come and go after the 7-year gap was filled... … … … . Even if it was fast, it was too fast. I also considered the possibility that it might not come and go at all, and that's the worst future I'm afraid of. It was the future that the original 'oracle' had brought. [The real companion of the bride-to-be is Calix Rochester. Only when the two are united will the whole continent be prosperous and peace will dwell.] I haven't asked him yet




    Whether or not the 'God's Will' that made Ruhr Ekrei unhappy came down. What if it came down? I looked into Calix's blue eyes. There was not a single discrepancy in the eyes that looked straight at me. His feelings, his longings, were directed only at me. 'Even if the oracle came down, what if Calix chose me?' without forsaking me... … … … … . Then, I..



    'Can I trust you?' full trust. Cog wheels that mesh without creaking. A promise never to let go. Will I be immersed in fairy tales again? something I dreamed of someday Perfect and unchanging love. Will I ever dream again of the kind of love that was allowed only for the female protagonist in the story, the fate that was discouraged, not mine

    Chapter 38


    <Ep 38> ・・・Calix." The voice that was barely brought out was still low. His throat was tingling and hot. I felt a tingling sensation in my eyes. I felt a tearful feeling, but I pressed it down and hid it, and cautiously spoke out. “First, I want to ask you something.”



    something that must be checked. Whether the oracle had come down, I had to know. It's not just my problem, it's also my daughter's life at stake. 'As in the original story, if Calix gets married to Se-ah... It was heartbreaking just to make such assumptions, but I continued to think. 'Will Leticia be enrolled as two children



    ability is high So, if it turns out that Letty is Kalyx's daughter.' Seah, I thought about her quietly. On the day the monsters invaded Canelo, the eyes the three children sent to Letty were terrifying even thinking about it again. It wasn't the eyes of a child. What kind of adult in the world treats a helpless and small child like that... … … … be able to stare



    peel. At that time, I thought I was going to shoot Calix, but the more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable it became. And now I was somewhat convinced. That Se-ah's malice was directed at Letty. 'Is it because it's my daughter? Maybe Se-ah didn't even know that Lety was the daughter of Calix. So the map sees Letty as an obstacle. she wants to take the calix




    uh do it 'Letty is just a child.' To treat a child who doesn't know anything as an obstacle. Just imagining that Se-ah would abuse Letty rather than take good care of her when raising Letty made me shudder. Also, never We can't reveal Letty's existence until we're sure. 'So you have to ask.'




    I clenched my fist. His palms were wet with cold sweat. Calix waited silently for me to answer. I took a long deep breath, and finally opened my mouth. "I'd like to hear in detail if there is a trust that has been passed down over the past 7 years, and if so, what it is about." Even after hearing the question, Calix remained silent for a while. I vaguely noticed the reaction. he wanted to hide something from me



    the fact that My heart was pounding unsteadily. Has a city trust been granted? It's just not known to the public, but what's going on in the end is... … … … . As the anxious thoughts gradually increased in size, Calix's voice was heard. “Ruru, I don’t know if this is a story you’d like to hear now.” He sighed with a confused expression. With cold sweaty hands



    He said earnestly as he grabbed his skirt. “To reassure me, don’t lie. I'm going to ask other people anyway, so be honest. "please." It is better to know something than to know nothing. That way, you will be able to think ahead and prepare for what you will do in the future. I had to eat my heart out. If you can't run away anymore... … … … i keep



    You have to be strong for the things you do. 'Letty.' I could do anything to protect Letty. “...there was one such oracle.” Calix slowly brought up the story. "Sooner or later, the fate of the goddess will be decided." "Destiny... is decided...?"




    I muttered blankly after those words. What does 'destiny' mean? Does that mean the opponent of fate? Or, literally, fate. Does this mean that the direction of your life is determined? “It seems that the goddess heard it herself.” Calix added. He looked closely at my reaction and hesitated with a hint of hesitation. "and······"




    Calix, who licked his lips a couple of times, confessed. “She used to say things like this.” The word 'that woman' would probably refer to Se-ah. There was a sense of contempt in Calix's voice. "You are my God-ordained destiny, I don't understand now, but someday I'll find out." The moment I heard that story, I stiffened



    hardened He said that it was the fate of Calix, and if so, 'Are you sure you've received a revelation from Finnis?' “Are you going to let me know in advance, because she seems to be talking to you anyway? Calix sighed and said. I nodded my head blankly. as he said If I stayed by Calix's side, Seah would have said openly




    will be. His fate is his, so don't shake Calix. 'Anyway, the oracle hasn't come down yet.' In the original story, Calix's name is clearly mentioned in the oracle, and the marriage between him and Se-ah is promoted. 'It looks like it's not at that stage yet. Still, I couldn't rest. Because you never know what the future will be like. Maybe someday concrete trusts will come down


    “So…..”

    “……”


    I looked down at the sparkling diamond ring in Calix's hand. Was the meaning of diamonds perfection and eternity? Even if the heart that Calix wanted to give me was like a diamond, I couldn't answer his proposal right now




    Because there are too many variables to make a decision at once. Besides, my priority has always been Letty. If it flows into the future I'm worried about, and even Letty is taken away by Se-ah... Then I thought I might be making the worst choice. So, until everything became clear, I had no choice but to decline his proposal. "Sorry."



    “………”

    "Not yet… … … … It's not the time." Calix's eyelashes trembled thinly. Anxiety and longing could be seen in his blue eyes. I knew what he wanted. what are you afraid of. Calix wants to hold me completely by my side. And I'm afraid I'll fly So leave a clear mark on me



    will want to go For example, the name 'Rochester'. “I understand your feelings, Calix.” “I understand, I do.” he smirked It's like you don't believe me. I lowered my gaze with a sad expression. “It must be difficult for us to trust each other yet.” “……” “I feel sorry for you




    I'm doing it." As I was talking about it, my heart was suffocating without knowing it. It's like making up a lie that isn't true. I frowned in embarrassment. Is it because your mind and body are weak? I kept feeling unfamiliar feelings. 'I don't know if the snake's venom affected my mind. It's the power of a monster. I'll definitely have to see Alice tomorrow.' Take a breath and apply the calix again




    I looked His eyes were full of sorrow. It hurt as if a sharp awl pierced my heart. All the circumstances surrounding me that couldn't give him a definite answer... … … … It was sad. I reached out and touched Calix's face. And I looked into his eyes. I hope that the sincerity is conveyed through it. 'I can't be sure of anything yet.' I love you



    The words that filled my throat lingered in vain and then disappeared. I really want him to be happy. But, ironically, it was I who made him sick. “Lur.” Calix called in a deep, submerged voice. As if to suppress the rising emotions, he could see the neck of his neck moving. I covered his cheek with both hands



    waited quietly. After a while, Calix asked. "Ruru, do you love me?" His gaze longing for an answer was very earnest. I couldn't say 'no' here. So I tried to answer. "Calyx, I bought you-" But suddenly my throat was choked and I couldn't say anything



    No voice came out. The more I tried to speak, the more I tried. I grabbed my neck and coughed. “Lur?” Noticing that my condition was strange, Calix quickly got up and supported me. I hung on his shoulder and drooped. Suddenly, my body lost strength and my tinnitus buzzed. “Ruru, are you okay? Ru…!”




    "Carl, Riggs..." As soon as I finally answered what he was calling, I suddenly felt dizzy and my vision went round. The day I couldn't control myself, Calix brought me to bed and laid him down. I reached out for him a few times before giving up and closing my eyes. It was dizzy. “Shall I call Alice Winterwood?” Carefully covering the blanket, Calix asked with a voice full of concern. I shook my head. until the need




    there seemed to be no 'I can see Alice later.' "I'm going to bed now. I think I'll be fine when I wake up." As she spoke helplessly and opened her thin eyes, she saw Calix nodding her head. He neatly trimmed my hair. "I'll always be by your side, so sleep in peace." "You should sleep too..."



    I spoke timidly and glanced at the seat next to me. It meant to lie on your side. Perhaps it was unexpected, Calix's eyes widened a little. "Are you okay? I don't want you to be uncomfortable..." "Uncomfortable... is it possible... … ." Suma suddenly rushed in and spoke sporadically without answering properly. Calix replied with a smirk, but he couldn't hear well. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I hear a rustling from the seat next to me



    it went It looked like Calix was about to lie down. I smiled faintly. During the nightmares, I turned to my side and stretched out my arms, and Calix, who was also close to me, hugged me tightly. I fell asleep in his warm arms. Eventually, the dizziness disappeared and only drowsiness was filled. It's strange to suddenly feel sleepy like this... I'll have to see Elise for a checkup tomorrow. Because the aftereffects of being attacked by monsters may not last long



    “Please have a good dream. Ruhr.” Calix's gentle whisper tickled his ear. It seems to have answered in a very small way, 'Yes, you too.' And soon after, I fell into a deep sleep.

    *****

    I was in a dark space like deep night



    Seeing that no matter how many times I walked and walked, I couldn't see the end, it felt like I was in a dream. Realizing that it was in a dream, someone appeared from the darkness. When I looked at the person who was slowly approaching me, I saw that he had the same appearance as me. Facing me, who had hardened in surprise, ‘she’ stood upright in front of me. The same face that was creepy smiled round and round. As I step back, she




    didn't come any closer. He just stood there and stared at me. how much time has passed she said with a sad face. -Are you going to forgive him after all? How about quitting this? Pretending to be a good person according to the eyes of others work…. At first glance there was a mixture of disillusionment in that voice. I don't know if it's towards me or herself. I quietly contemplated her identity



    I tried Also, she must have been. -Are you the original ruhr ekrei? When I asked, she meaningfully answered. ·right. for you to remember

    Chapter 39


    <Ep 39> I took my eyes off her and muttered to myself. -Why did you appear in my dream? Is it the aftereffects of being poisoned by a demon? … … . Then I heard a roar of laughter. When I lifted my head and looked again, the original ruhr had a sad expression on the one hand and pathetic on the other



    -You're always stupid. - What are you talking about all of a sudden? - It would be convenient if you just admit it. he that it's not your destiny. -… … … … … I'm not sure that Calix is my destiny. - But you do have hope. Ruhr Ekrei's eyes lit up for an instant. She hurried towards me. I staggered back, stopped by something like a wall behind my back. When I turned around, a door suddenly appeared. It was a very small door, large enough for a child to enter



    What is this? There was nothing to worry about. The original ruhr, who came close to my nose, grabbed my chin tightly. - Look at me. I squinted my eyes and looked at her, and immediately freaked out. Lou le Eccrei's eyes were as red as blood, and a black aura flashed around her. - This is the end




    -What. I was out of breath. Even in a dream, the pain was clear and suffocating. - There's nothing you can do. If you keep holding on to hope by his side, you will end up like this. Take Leticia and run away. Don't get caught this time. That's the best, okay? - No, I'm you, no. I said hard. Then, the original Ruhr laughed and said it was ridiculous



    - Then become like me.

    “…….”

    - Get revenge this time. To those who betrayed you and trampled on.

    -…..your life. I won't. 'cause I'm not you I opened my eyes and firmly denied it. Seriously, I didn't want to make the same choice as her. -I… … … … . Ruhr Ekrei's hand was strangling my neck, making it hard to utter a word. +



    ・-……It's not going to happen. Still, I tried not to lose. I was desperate not to forget that this was my dream, that it was just a nightmare. The demon of dreams must be driven out. And just wake up from the dream Believing that, I kept thinking about disappearing and going back to the original Ruhr. By the way… … … … - Presumably you will repeat your misfortune




    it's like However, it didn't work out as intended. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get her hands off her ears, and she couldn't wake up from the dream. It was then that the anxiety took over. The intuition that this is not just a dream. -If that's the case, I'd rather eat me here. Ruhr Ekrey smiled coldly



    said. -Because it will be less painful.

    -no…

    The black mist that had enveloped her flew towards me. Ruhr threw me aside and sneered coldly. I staggered and got up. As I was trying to run away, a thought suddenly hit the door behind me

    -This….



    I glanced at Ruhr and looked at the door. It was as if she couldn't see the door in her eyes. 'Let's open this and run away.' This door was the exit. The answer to get you out of your nightmare. As soon as I decided, I immediately stretched out my arms. As I grabbed the doorknob and twisted it, the door opened with a squeak and light poured out. My eyesight was dazzling. It was all white and nothing was visible. ah



    A small hand grabbed me and pulled me in. A woman's desperate scream echoed from behind her. blink, blink I blinked slowly, capturing my vision. The hard marble floor was strewn on the palms and knees.

    “…….?”

    Finally, my vision became clear, and images around me were clearly captured. I realized I was sitting on the floor



    I looked around blankly, and the structure of the hallway and the decorations were familiar. here "Rochester Castle..." Did you wake up from a dream? Or are you still in a dream? Confused, I heard a familiar voice from behind. “Lur?” A voice much younger than the last one I remember




    I looked back slowly. There stood 12-year-old Calix Rochester. "Ruru, why are you sitting down like this?" The boy Calix approached slowly with a questioning voice. His figure was too vivid to be a dream. Golden hair soaked in sunlight and bright blue eyes. I paused for a moment and looked at him. “Lur?”



    Calix smiled softly and sat down on one knee in front of me. The way I looked at him was the kind of look I liked. I thought silently, blinking my eyes. would this be a dream? This couldn't be real. Obviously I slept with Calix Rochester as an adult. 'It's a very vivid dream... … … … . To the point of being confused with the current thread.' If this is a dream of the past... … When I was ten, he would be twelve




    As a child, I worked hard to avoid him. As soon as he came into view, he hid behind him, and if he ever spoke to him, he was startled and trembled. What did Calix think when he saw me like that? It was a belated question. "Aren't you running away today?" “…….” The question Calix posed with a smile



    Eh, I couldn't answer and just frowned. This dream is in the past, so should I pretend to be a young Ruhr Ekrey? Seeing Calix and trembling like a frightened rabbit? “Is it okay if I wake you up?” As I was contemplating, Calix asked politely. Even when he was young, he was mature and serious for his age. He looked cold at first glance, but he was always kind to me. Four Seasons Pu



    It was the same as any other pine tree. That's why I opened my heart. It was hard to keep ignoring the gentle heart that was approaching me carefully. “Wake up, please.” I bowed my head and mumbled timidly. As if my reaction was surprising, Calix, who had a slightly surprised expression, smiled brightly before long. He looked very happy. “Yes, Ruhr, willingly.”




    He gently grabbed my shoulder and gently pushed me up. My legs trembled for a moment as I was about to get up, and Calix took me in a respectful embrace. His blue eyes peered close. The eyes that reflected my image like a mirror were as clear as glass grains. I could feel his kindness and affection towards me in his gaze. My heart is pounding - Even though I knew this was a dream, I was always thrilled. My heart goes fast regardless of my will



    it went Calix, who was watching me quietly, suddenly smiled. It was a smile that seemed somewhat satisfied. It's like that expression when I finally got the prey I was looking for... … … … . It was infinitely kind, but somehow it felt dangerous. “Can I take you to the living room? Are you going to have dinner together?" "Oh, yes? yes......" I had two questions, and suddenly



    answered Then I felt like I was caught late. It was completely swung by Calix's intentions. •It's like a needy little boy.' I secretly glared at Calix. Looking back, it was always like this. He did a wonderful job with the subject of being only a twelve-year-old boy. In a way, it was only natural for me to be dragged around by him, without a seasoned corner. … … What is the difference between an eagle and a squirrel? Even if you play a tag, in the end the eagle wins



    I guess So I avoided it as much as possible. 'Since when did my plans go awry? Calix held his shoulder and thought blankly as he walked. It was like being a herbivore bitten by a beast. Seriously, it would have been unacceptable to open up to him... … … … . How long should I keep running away? 'If you regret it later, it is useless for anything.' +


    irresistible force. That was just right. In the original setting, Calix was a man of demonic nature. There must have been no way to resist. I let out a small sigh. Then, Calix's gaze glared at me. It was a very small sound, but he seemed to have noticed it like a ghost. I shook my head because it was hot. Then, as I walked while looking down at my feet, I heard Calix's soft voice. “Now I feel a little more comfortable


    "peel?" “Yes? Ah……” That, so... … . I couldn't answer the question posed without notice and hesitated. What do you answer? no… … … … ? It's a dream from the past, so it's right to act like the old me, right? After deciding that, I opened my mouth. “Still, a little… not comfortable. I'm sorry." "Okay." Calix nodded unexpectedly and smiled kindly




    “I have to work harder. To become Ruuru's favorite fiancée." "Yeah, me too..." He responded roughly, avoiding Calix's gaze. Then the hand that grabbed my shoulder seemed to have gotten stronger.・Is it an illusion? closely I don't think it's an illusion. It wasn't painful. just give me



    Feeling right? He seemed to be begging him to look at himself without averting his gaze. I slowly lifted my head and looked at Calix. As soon as our eyes met, he smiled. Her smiling face, as if painted, was too good for a 12-year-old's beauty to be reflected in a halo. So, it must have been a bunch of Han Young-ae, who had a crush on him since childhood. Wouldn't it be like a mountain if I collected the confession letters I received until I turned 20? ・Listen to the maid of Rochester Castle



    Ron and Calix said that even if they received a confession letter, they would scan it and burn it. without even replying. He wants to be harsh, but in reality, he is all alone, so there is no need to answer every single confession. Only the young children waiting for a long-awaited reply would have had children. No, some of them were married ladies. 'After all, a man of demons... … … !' I am deeply admiring the popularity of Calix




    Perhaps he misunderstood my gaze, he smiled happily. It looked like he had caught a floating cloud when he looked at my dazzling eyes. “But I’m glad that Ruhr doesn’t seem to hate me.” “……” I didn't hate it. I just hit an iron wall thinking that we shouldn't be friends. But from a certain moment, he had been seeping into me like a drizzle. 'irresistible force.'



    I repeated those words again. “It’s all over, Ruhr.” "ah." After talking and thinking about various things, I was at the front of the living room. Calix took me to the sofa with a gentlemanly attitude. Then he helped me sit comfortably, brought me a blanket cushion, and left a kiss on the back of my hand



    intently and tiredly. It wasn't the eyes of two years old. Whoa, what kind of child is so enthralled? No, when you're twelve, you're just too young. Even if he is a peacock. That, though. How can you make people tremble like this with just your eyes? My heart was pounding and I thought I was going to die, so I bit the inside of my mouth and slept



    “I look forward to dinner.” “…..” Nodding・・・ .... timidly, only the head was shrugged. Calix smiled as he placed his lips on the back of my hand. “I am very happy that Ruuru is with us on a day like today. As you know, fathers and mothers in the Islands are behind their shoulders, so… … … … . At the end of the day, I almost would have spent my birthday alone." 'birthday'




    I was startled to hear Calix's words. Bird, it's your birthday? You mean today, so the background of this dream is Calix Rochester's 12th birthday

    Chapter 40



    <40 episodes> 'Then you're eleven, not twelve!' There's less than half a day left until midnight, so that's it. Anyway, I'm eleven now, and I'll be twelve in a little while. 'You're too demonic for a kid's theme.' Suddenly, Calix is about to get scared. No matter how male the protagonist


    If a person is too attractive, that is a state of affairs! He kept saying nothing to himself, but finally let go of his hand and Calix got up. Then he looked down at me and said. "I have to go to the Iman dance hall. When the evening comes, the servant will guide you to the dining room. Please go first. I will be back in time. My......" He mumbled and smiled meaningfully




    ·Lady. Then rest in peace." I think you meant to say something other than 'Lady', is it your mood? As he nodded with a puzzled face, Calix turned his back with a smile. He strode out of the living room quickly. “……” I, who was left alone with the two maids, suddenly remembered the fact that I had forgotten until then while staring at the place where Calix had disappeared. + ← 3




    'The original Ruhr Ekrei... … … … ? What the hell was that dark space and she was? I thought it was just a nightmare. Until she had an influence on me. It's a nightmare from which I can't escape even though I know it's a dream. I wondered if a mysterious force might have intervened. Maybe it has something to do with being bitten by a monster snake


    'As soon as I wake up from this dream, I have to meet and talk to Alice.' Yes, I will. I shook my head with a serious expression. The maid, curious about what I was thinking, served refreshments on the table. I raised the teacup, ignoring her gaze. Tea was a good chamomile to calm the mind and body. It's strange to dream of such a detailed dream. When the hell will this dream end



    ji?' Maybe it's like I'm stuck in a dream like this, or I can't wake up forever, isn't it? Feeling a bit anxious, he drank tea and burned his tongue. I stick my tongue out and set the cup down. If I had misunderstood when I saw the frown, the maid approached me and asked carefully. "Doesn't the car not suit your taste?" “Oh, no. drink in a hurry and burn your tongue….”



    I was hesitant to reply, but I paused at the thought that suddenly came to my mind, and then added something. “Hey, can you bring me my luggage? I have something to check.” "Yes, I understand." The maid bowed like a shaving her back and left the living room. And how many minutes have passed? Back in the living room, she put her luggage in front of me. After showing a smile as a sign of gratitude to the maid, who was moving away, I opened the bag and took the items inside



    started looking. Books, clothes, ribbons, belts, locket pendants... Pendants? Why did you bring this? I took the pendant out and set it aside and rummaged through my bag. However, no matter how much I searched, I couldn't find what I was looking for. 'A birthday present for Calix.' Angel statue made of glass. I would definitely have brought it. Why not? I bit my lip in embarrassment. If this dream is set on Calix's 12th birthday, I give him the gift



    I have to... I glanced to the side. 'Is that pendant necklace a gift?' The Ruhr Eckrey in my dream was a gift for Calix Rochester's 12th birthday... … … … … Did you mean that he brought the necklace he was using? I couldn't hide my embarrassment and burst out laughing. On that day, I felt the gazes of the maids looking at me curiously, but I ignored them. What's important now is that



    It wasn't. The problem was what to do with the present for Calix. 'What do you think of coming with used goods?" I bruised myself in my dream and picked up the necklace. The necklace made of a platinum chain and a locket pendant was luxurious, but I was concerned that it was second-hand to give as a gift to the duke. Upon closer inspection, it was fortunate that there were no scratches. This is the only thing I have prepared for now, so I have to give this



    It's not even packaged, and it's too rude. What do you do with this? I sighed and opened the locket pendant. There was, of course, nothing inside the pendant that opened gently. However, there was something surprising about it. 'Isn't this... a magic stone?' The bluish manastone was polished and attached to the back of the lid



    I was puzzled and tilted my head. Did I have something like this when I was a kid? I can't remember... … … … … … … … … … … Well, there is nothing strange about having it.' It's a bit vague, but you must have had at least one of these locket pendants. Because Ru Le Eckrey was the daughter of a wealthy institutional aristocrat. Perhaps these items were mixed among the luxury items that we purchase every day. 'Then, what about this?'




    Can I just wrap it up like this? no 'Would you like me to engrave the magic formula?' I was able to easily create the protection magic formula. It was difficult to formulate complex formulas because he had only studied for a few years, but he was confident in his protective magic. I learned hard because of Lety. I glanced at the clock. There were about three hours left until dinner time. It's a little tight, but if you focus, you can finish it on time. The problem is mana ink..



    I searched through the luggage bag I brought with me again, but the mana ink was nowhere to be seen. 'Well then.' It was impossible for a young Ruhr Ekrey to carry such an object. When I was young, I never thought of learning magic because I thought I wasn't talented. I was interested in attack magic and healing magic, but I didn't think anything of it




    Because there was no ability, I gave up early. My talent was in unexpected ways. Just magic engraving. 'Engraving magic on manastones.' Manastones in their natural state are special stones that contain a certain amount of mana, but they are beautiful because of their pale color, but if they are not processed, they are of no use. So what was invented was magic engraving



    Magic engraving was to draw a formula on an empty floor or paper using 'mana ink', an ink made by grinding mana stones, extract and compress it, and engrave it on mana stones. In fact, magic engraving or repair belonged to a field that could be easily learned without studying for a long time. Thanks to this, ordinary people who have no connection with magic can use magic easily. In any case, it cannot be compared to a witch who was born with unique magical powers or a wizard with exceptional talent



    'Where can I protect my body?' I sighed as I recalled the memory of the day before in the gardens of Canelo Castle, about to happen. He was able to stun James Camnell with the magic engraved on the ring. I got hit in the back by the pirate right away, but... … … … . 'So what happened to my ring?" When kidnapped, the pirates took it



    It is. Are you going to never get it back like this? It was a pretty useful magic tool, but it's a pity. 'I could make it again, but I can't draw the magic formula for stun... … … … … .' All I have to do is ask Alice. stunned magic. It looks simple, but it is actually a magic that requires very sophisticated calculations. It is a magic that does not kill or injure the body, but only 'stun' it in moderation, so delicacy is required


    So, magic tools for self-defense engraved with stun magic were expensive. The pirates who took those things and didn't return them, I hope they are doing well now. I heard from Calix that he had a conflict with the lord and ran away. Carrying Amelia Camenell. 'I hope it was true.' Since Amelia seems familiar with the pirates, I wondered if she was going to turn into a pirate too, and it really happened



    Amelia gave up her position and privileges and left as a free pirate. It was so romantic that it felt like a novel or a play. 'Will we ever see each other again?' The continents are wide and the seas are wider. It would be almost impossible to meet them again in this big world. That felt a bit sad. 'But I think we'll see each other again with the Camnells... … … …



    If they come up to the system someday, that is. It would be possible only with the Emperor's order. 'I have to write a letter to Will and Sein.' He left suddenly and went through a kidnapping incident, so he must be very worried. Of course, I think that Alice knew how to communicate well. Still, I felt obligated to write to them directly. Because they've been living under one roof for 7 years. although three


    The causal ending was not good though. 'okay. In order to do that, I must first get out of this dream.' When will this bizarre dream end? Would it be over if I gave Calix a birthday present? Maybe he didn't even know that a 'birthday present' was the key. Unlike the past I remember, I didn't bring the Epirion angel statue... … … … . 'Why did I have this dream, me?'


    It was a strange thing. In any case, I longed to wake up safely from my dream. Please, locked up in a dream like this, sleeping for hundreds of years, and then waking up... … … … It wouldn't be such a fantastic development. I shook my head. If there's something wrong with reality, Alice and Calix will find a way. So, once you put your worries and anxieties down... … … … …



    'I'm going to make the damn locket pendant a little more plausible.' I got up from my seat and asked the maid. “Can I know where the wizard is now?” Usually, the lord's wizards use the top of the tower north of the castle as their home, but the Rochester wizard is a bit eccentric, so I used to change my residence every two days or a week at the longest. He was a really weird person. This should also be seen as a reversal


    one. 'What was your name? It's too long, so I'm confused.' Calix simply called him 'Equa' and the knights, vassals and other members of the family called him 'Magician' or 'Equard-sama'. Equard wasn't his full name, it was just an abbreviated name because his name was too long. He was from the 'Winter Tower' in the north of the four seasons (four seasons) towers located in each corner of the world



    Its bizarre architecture is completely unaffected by the surrounding weather and is said to be winter all year round. So were the other towers. It is said that the spring tower lasts forever, the summer tower lasts only summer, and the autumn tower always has fallen leaves. The reason these strange structures are called towers is because they are simply stacked high. In fact, scholars were divided as to whether the Four Seasons Tower should be called a 'tower'



    'I've never seen it in person. I've never seen a picture in a book. In the original story, Se-ah makes a pilgrimage to the Four Seasons. It is a kind of practice to confirm the alliance between the temple and the Four Seasons Tower. Anyway, the Four Seasons Tower often ignores the meaning of the temple. - Wizards are usually arbitrary. Alice is unusual



    I remember Marquis Eckrey once said so. They said that all wizards had high pride and arbitrarily, and threw them away in a barn for sociability. It's not like Alice, but it seems to be the case in 'Equard'. I've never had a proper conversation with him. We only met and greeted each other a few times as we passed by. 'It's strange to be able to interact with such a person in a dream.' To get Mana Ink, you need to use Equard's



    I remember Marquis Eckrey once said so. They said that all wizards had high pride and arbitrarily, and threw them away in a barn for sociability. It's not like Alice, but it seems to be the case in 'Equard'. I've never had a proper conversation with him. We only met and greeted each other a few times as we passed by. 'It's strange to be able to interact with such a person in a dream.' To get Mana Ink, you need to use Equard's



    I need help. He's an Archduke's magician, and he's probably got hundreds of bottles of mana ink. Looking forward to seeing the maid, she was still hesitating. “Why are you looking for me, the wizard? Hmmm, I quietly let out a cry. The reason for her hesitancy was understandable. The Archduke of Rochester's wizard Equard was a difficult person to deal with. Maybe he's done any rudeness to me



    He's probably worried he'll get into trouble with Marquis Eckrey. Thinking she was a very delicate maid, she smiled softly. “I have something to ask you. Don't worry about it being simple. I won't bother the wizard." I smiled more gently as a sign of reassurance. The maid didn't have to worry. Now I look ten years old on the outside, but on the inside, I'm not. Never touch the temper of an eccentric wizard



    It was. I don't know if I really act like a ten-year-old child. The maid hesitated, clapping her hands as if worried, and then sighed. took a break and talked. "The wizard will be in the dining room, because he has an early dinner." "Thank you! I'll see you in a moment. You don't have to follow me." "Girl, I, wait...!" Leaving behind the disgruntled maid, I crossed the living room, opened the door, and ran

    Chapter 41


    <Ep 41> *** As we approached the restaurant, we could smell the savory bread and soup. Even though I wasn't really hungry, I had a good appetite. I stalked like a cat and entered the dining room. It was because I was afraid to surprise the person who was sitting at the table with his chin resting blankly


    He had his red hair, which was darker than Alice's, arbitrarily grown and tied down, but from afar, his hair was colored like a flame on a match. If Alice is close to reddish-brown hair, is this person really red? It was the light of the sun running red across the edge of the horizon. The eyes, which fumbled through the air without focus, were a surprisingly vivid golden color. If Letty saw it, I think she would have liked it because she said there were stars in her eyes


    I approached him cautiously behind him, and placed a hand on his droopy shoulder. Then the wizard jumped like a rabbit from his seat. It seems that I was very surprised, so I took my hand away, feeling very sorry. “Aren’t you Ekrei… the young marquis?” The wizard rolled his eyes like a fool and asked. From the outside, he doesn't seem intelligent at all, so it's a question of whether this person is the famous 'The Archduke's Wizard'


    It was kind of embarrassing. I gave him a harmless smile. Probably because this wizard seemed to be extremely vigilant. Trying to impress him, I said. "It's Ruhr Ekrei. Sorcerer, Equard-nim, aren't you?" Then the wizard smiled and waved his hand. “What is 'sir'... … . From the daughter of the great nobility. Just call me 'Equard'



    it's poetry It doesn't matter if I call you 'Era'." Although he spoke in a comfortable tone, his eyes were full of vigilance like a kitten. The reason why I approached me was genuinely puzzled. yes it will be As a child, Ruhr Ekrei was very timid and didn't just talk to anyone. Especially in the Grand Siege, I hardly ever talked to anyone first. So now my appearance will look very unfamiliar



    I was worried. 'Should I ask you to take a tour of the lab and swipe a bottle of mana ink? Or should I be honest and ask you to borrow one...? If I ask you where you're going to use your mana ink, what would you say? Young Ruhr Ekrei was nothing more than an ordinary marquise, who could not imprint magic. But one day, if you suddenly have such a talent, you will be suspicious



    Contrary to his dazed appearance, this wizard is quite sharp, so he might notice something. 'I'd rather lie like this... … … He said he was self-studying magic engraving on his own. Actually, I was studying magic engraving on my own, but I forgot to put the mana ink on it. If it's not rude, could you lend me just one bottle? That's a pretty good excuse Except for the fact that Ruhr Ekrei, who taught himself magic engraving at the age of ten, looks like a great genius



    noodle·· But I decided to be brazen. 'Anyway, this is all a dream.' because it's a dream It's not even real, what do you worry about? With that in mind, I opened my mouth at ease. It's just like lying in a dream. “Hey, Equard.” When my name was called, the wizard flinched


    All. He gently blinked his large golden eyes, waiting for my next words. “Actually, I’m studying magic engraving on my own, but I forgot to put my mana ink on it. If it's not rude, could you lend me a bottle?" I recited the prepared lines as if reading a Korean book. A strange expression appeared on the wizard's face upon hearing my request. A very surprising look came to me, and I laughed out of embarrassment



    He tilted his head. After a while the wizard asked in a very unexpected tone. “Are you studying magic engraving? Young-ae?" "Yes. I just applied the protection magic formula I know how to reel..." "That's great!" The wizard suddenly shouted and jumped up from his seat. Startled, I backed away and blinked in bewilderment



    “I know you are not yet fourteen, but you are already self-taught magic! You're amazing, Young-ae!" "Ah, haha... not so much, I just know how to draw some magic formulas. At the fervent reaction of the wizard, I felt some kind of remorse. Slowly dodging his gleaming golden eyes, he suddenly took a polite stance and said: "Follow me, Young-ae. It's about mana ink. Fever, no, I'll lend you a bottle. My little master's medicine


    How could a married woman be such a talented person! Open arms and welcome!” I don't know for sure, but he seemed to be a friendly person when it came to magic. A 10-year-old child is learning magic on his own, so he may have a strange mind. 'Actually, I'm not that proud of a kid... … … … It's not even a talent. Well, it doesn't matter if it's a dream.' I smiled modestly and said, 'Thank you.'



    started to go Exiting the restaurant, passing through the hallway, up the stairs, and finally arrived at the guest room on the 4th floor. It was a moment when this wizard, who occupied an elegantly and antiquely decorated room for a precious guest, felt shameless again. Even the room is a mess did. “Hey, be careful there, Young-ae! Small glass bottles are fragile, so..


    What's in it, don't come out! come this way carefully yo. this!" I hid my annoyed expression and crept closer to the wizard. On the floor were unknown vials, medicinal herbs, and all kinds of research materials. There really was no mess. How do you sleep in a place like this? "Uh huh, I found it...... Here it is, Young-ae."



    As I approached, the wizard smiled and handed me a crystal bottle. Blue mana ink was glistening inside the bottle. Judging from the fact that it was almost pure blue, it must have been a high-end product with a high concentration. That's enough to create a pretty strong protective magic formula. I smiled contentedly and took the crystal bottle in my arms. Although it's a dream, I think you can give Calix a meaningful gift



    proud and happy “Thank you, Equard.” I smiled broadly and said thank you. Equard shook his head with a happy expression, similar to that of an uncle who has a nephew. He looked happy, as if he had even had a young disciple under him. “Anyway, that’s unexpected.” As I was walking down the hallway from the frantic lab, Equard suddenly said: His golden eyes dig deep




    He looked at me like he was hitting me. I was a little nervous and swallowed dry saliva. As I was looking out the window in the hopes of taking away the shichimi, I heard a meaningful voice from Equard. "It's very unexpected that you're studying magic on your own, but I didn't expect you to talk to me first. His eyes narrowed slightly, as if he were trying to measure me. but soon kind



    Returning with a single expression on his face, he said as if praising. “Anyway, great. It's very important to hone your studies, by the way." I relaxed and sighed inwardly. In any case, he was not someone to be taken lightly just because he looked dazed. On the one hand, it was a bit disappointing. It's in a dream, but what's so three-dimensional? 'Is it a lucid dream?'



    There is nothing that I can do as I please. I thought I was fat and walked without a word. Equard didn't even try to talk anymore, and as he walked quietly, he arrived at the living room on the first floor, his destination. I looked back at Equard and smiled. It's finally time to part with this uncomfortable wizard. Thank you for lending me mana ink, but I'm also a bit picky about dealing with it. “Then, I just… … … … … . for your help



    thank you." “Hey, what is it? Just a bottle of mana ink. If you need anything more, you are always welcome.” At my thanks, Equard slapped his hand and smiled kindly. But his eyes were still sharp. I stuffed a flawless smile on my face, looked at him and turned my back. Then I opened the door and went inside. click. As soon as the door closes behind your back



    I sighed slightly. I hope that the sound of sighs will not be heard outside the door. As I was about to head to the sofa, grumbling in my heart, I could feel the maid's gaze carefully looking at me. “I, miss. If the wizard is rude...” "Oh, no. Nothing happened. He was rather kind. Don't mind me." He slowly approached the maid and answered the question in a light voice with a smile. she wipes my complexion



    After looking at it, he smiled as if he was relieved at that time. “Shall we get the car back, ma’am?” The maid asked thoughtfully. I nodded with a smile. "Yes. Please." After a while, the maid returned with freshly brewed hot tea, dried fruit and cookies. “Let me know if you need anything more.”



    The maid said as she neatly set the tea table on the table. After saying thank you briefly, I asked carefully. “I have something to focus on for a while, but could you please stay outside for a moment?” The two maids hesitated as if bewildered by the unexpected story, and then immediately said, “I see. I'll be outside the door, so call me anytime." And he left the living room. Barely alone, I grew up



    He exhaled and smiled softly. Finally, I was able to prepare a birthday present for Calix. Should I say that I am glad that I can easily obtain mana ink? It seems to have made him suspicious of a seasoned sorcerer, though. It's a dream, it'll be alright “Okay, let’s get started.” I put the tea table aside and opened the ink bottle cap. There was a faint smell of snow from the mana ink. Sobok on a winter day



    The scent of winter spreads in the air as the white snow melts. Or should it be the smell of wet ground on a rainy day? Anyway, it was the same scent. I put ink on the tip of my index finger and started drawing the magic formula. Step by step, very carefully. Drawing the magic formula required a high degree of concentration. So, if you are anxious or noisy around you, it will not go well. make a mistake, or create a magic that has no effect



    throw it away Fortunately, the living room was quiet, and I was alone so I didn't have to worry about my surroundings. I relaxed and focused on the formula. The original Ruhr Ekreina that appeared in the nightmare, the anxiety about this bizarre dream, things like that fluttered in my mind, but I tried to forget it. Now is the time to focus on drawing the magic formula. The blue dot that starts at the fingertips draws a long line and bends in a circle to create a circle. If you draw two rectangles on top of each other, you can complete the octagonal shape



    is made up And draw several more squares in it... … … … … . "phew." I lifted my head for a moment and wiped the cold sweat from my forehead. With this, the basic background has been created, but now you have to write the songs in a counterclockwise direction minus the gods and numbers. “When are you going to do it?” When I saw it in front of my eyes, I was terrified. I crossed my arms and glared at the magic ceremony, then glanced at the clock. six hours



    Thirty-five minutes... Dinner starts around eight o'clock, so there's about an hour and a half left. I bit my lip. time was tight. 'I must hurry.' You might be late for dinner. I don't want to make Calix sad... … … … … . I lowered my head and focused again. I put ink on the tip of my finger again, put it on carefully, and wrote down the number



    how long has it passed Around the time when the shape was filled, my back hurt and my neck became stiff. This was due to sitting for a long time in an uncomfortable position. However, he could not rest until the magic ceremony was finished. I pulled up the rest of my concentration as if squeezing it out. Just a little, just a little more... … … … . After repeating those words several times, the magic formula was finally completed

    Chapter 42 part 1


    <Ep 42> "Oh, I thought I was going to die!" I took a deep breath and leaned back against the back of the sofa. With this, the magic formula was finished. I was able to catch my breath for a while, but it wasn't quite finished yet. 'Now I have to extract this, compress it, and engrave it on a magic stone.' That's the magic engraving. magic on the stone


    was to engrave. It really requires a lot of concentration and delicacy. 'What a great Osbourne rich man to do this as a profession.' Again, they were amazed. Making magic engravings every day, several times a day was really not a human task. 'I mean, my mental and physical strength is too weak...? I take a deep breath and straighten my posture


    did. I looked at the clock and there were about twenty minutes left. I think I'll be able to arrive on time for dinner. A smile of relief came naturally. 'Okay, then... … … … … .' I put my right hand on the magic formula and closed my eyes. As I concentrated my mind to feel the mana, the tickling and cool sensation began to fade. Mana is spread all over the world like air. Occasionally there are places where the concentration is dense, but usually evenly distributed



    was captured This mana is added to the will to give it a certain quality or purpose, or the power that mana produces is called magic. Is it like fanning a wind or starting a fire with a flint? It's harder than that, though. Heck, as I was concentrating for a few minutes while moaning, I felt the flow of mana getting stronger. I gather it under the palm of my hand, a thousand into the magic formula


    pushed hard Finally, a magic formula with enough mana floated in the air. I cheered inside and wrapped my hands around it carefully. Slowly, very slowly, holding the flow of mana, he narrowed the gap between his palms. I could see the formula, which was sandwiched in it like a sandwich, gradually shrinking. Finally, when it was compressed enough to fit into a small manastone, I hurriedly added the formula to the manastone in the pendant



    moved After applying magic power and engraving it in detail, the magic formula I had created adhered to the magic stone in no time. I lifted the pendant and looked closely for any voids. Fortunately, the magic engraving was perfect. ・Success!' This completes the birthday present for Calix. A manastone pendant engraved with protective magic. Not great stuff, but still better than just a gift



    'I hope Calix is happy.' I lay down on the sofa and took a moment to catch my breath. On the table there was a car that had not been touched, and it was cold.

    *****

    There was no rest. As soon as I finished the magic engraving safely, it was eight o'clock, and I had to head to the dinner table. The pendant to be given to Calix was quickly packed with the help of the maid. half and half




    A velvet cushion was laid in a quality paper box, and the pendant was placed neatly. Then I decorated it with silk ribbon. It's not perfect, but it has a rough shape. Thinking it was fortunate, I entered the dining room with a present in my arms with a proud heart. The interior of the restaurant, lit by soft candles, gave a cozy and comfortable feeling. I was greeted by the butler and sat down. On the other side was Calix's seat, but he didn't seem to have arrived yet




    'Are you very busy?' I didn't know it would take a long time to wash and prepare because I was rolling and drenched in sweat in the gym. Calix has been passionate about swordsmanship training since childhood. When I once asked, 'Do you like swordsmanship?', Calix answered with a curious expression: - We are training hard for what we have to keep. Of course, I also like swordsmanship



    -okay. Your Excellency is going to become the Grand Duke, so you will have a huge responsibility. At that time, I can't forget the questionable eyes of Calix who looked at me. I still don't know what he was thinking. “Ah, finally… … … … The little master has come.” The butler smiles roundly and Kalik



    announced the arrival of I put a natural smile on my lips and lifted my head. When I looked at the entrance, my eyes met with Calix, who had just crossed the threshold. “Lur.” "Oh, are you here? Calix..." I called out his name with a little embarrassment. Why is this? I was a little embarrassed, my eyes fell and my cheeks were burning. I'm only seeing 12-year-old Calix Rochester again, so why is my heart fluttering? really know




    there was going to be no Did your mind go back to when you were young? Or maybe it's because the boy Calix is cute. “Sorry for making you wait so long. I want to see you with a neat appearance..." Calix said with a blush in his eyes as if he was a little embarrassed. I was embarrassed at the same time, and timidly looked at his outfit. A well-groomed suit in dark navy blue suited him like a painting.

    Chapter 42 part 2


    Her golden hair, as dark as honey, was neatly combed down, and her healthy skin looked like the moon



    shined On his still young face, there was a glimpse of him, who would become a handsome man in the future. His eyes were sharp, but his eyes were kind, and there was a little bit of a dangerous atmosphere. Would you call this decadent beauty? … … … … . At only twelve years old. 'It's too much, Calix.' You don't have to look this good, do you? He and I were born at different levels in the first place, so I guess I was in a situation where I couldn't even win


    With a face like this, he sneaks up to me and seduces me, but how can I not fall for it? At this point, I'm starting to feel embarrassed. “Lur?” Perhaps my expression was crying, Calix called with a bewildered voice. I stared straight into his face. Then Calix shyly avoided his gaze. It almost looked like a young girl dancing for the first time in a social gathering place, so I almost burst out laughing. barely swallows plasticity, calix



    He coughed heavily and said with his throat red. “Anyway… sorry to keep you waiting. Mayor?" "Oh no. I didn't wait long. I just came." When Calix sat across from me and handed me the apple, I shook my head in denial. Because I didn't wait really long. There was no need to be sorry. No matter how great a knight is. Good luck, Ruhr




    It's a pleasure to spend dinner with you today." Calix said with a smile. It was a very gentle and gentle voice. It was as if the spring breeze tickled my ears. I blushed in anger and lowered my head. My heart was pounding like it was going to jump out. Female, as expected, the male protagonist of the Demon Castle. 'Oh, no, that's right! gift!' I'm just staring at the empty plate




    All of a sudden, I came to my senses. Hurry up and give me a gift and say Happy Birthday! Because that's what I've been struggling with. I smiled proudly and lifted my head. And immediately, his eyes met with Calix. He seemed to keep looking at me. “Oh, I, I…” Calix smiled softly at me. The eyes fold gently, creating a sweet atmosphere like soft ice cream


    Ugh, I groaned inwardly. Please, don't go around smiling with that face. You will also possess a passing dragon, for sure. “Take it easy, Ru.” Calix urged him gently. I slowly looked at him and moved my lips, hesitatingly. "Birthday... Happy birthday, Calix. Tae, for being born," ahhhh I feel like dying from shame



    All. I close my eyes and calmly... … … … No, he said it like a blow. “Thank you for being born…!” Those were the words I wanted to convey, rather than a young Ruhr Ecrei, who was dreaming of the past. Thanks born. Thank you for liking me. don't forsake me 'thank you. And I'm sorry.' Suddenly tears welled up

    Wouldn't it be great if we could like each other and be happy without any worries? The imaginary future that I quietly envisioned was a midsummer night's dream. You and I, all happy dreams. disappear when you wake up 'This dream...' This dream will end soon. I will be thrown into a cruel reality again. 'I'm afraid of that. however, happy


    Because I can’t be drenched in dreams.’ I wiped away my tears and smiled. I'm glad to have you by my side, even in the dreaded reality, and lovely Letty. It's different from when I woke up from a nightmare alone and curled up in a blanket and trembled. Calix looked at me and blinked like a fool. It looked like I was crying all of a sudden



    I stood up, wiping away the tears with the back of my hand. And I picked up the present that was placed next to me. The distance between him and him with the table in between was far away, so he had to put it on the table and push it with his hand to give the gift. I didn't like it because it felt insincere. I wanted to come close and hand over the hand. With a gift in both hands, I went to Calix and stood crouching. He sat down and looked up at me



    The tired gaze was recalled as if expecting something or as if surprised, so I felt strangely tickled. Should I call it the feeling of having a kitten in front of me looking at me and chasing after me? "Carl, Riggs..." I stuttered and called out his name. He slowly moved his eyes, which had been rolling to the side, and looked straight at him. At that moment, his eyelashes trembled. Unexplained emotions fluttered in his blue eyes. that's full


    It was like a heart, and it was also like temperance and patience. A deep and dark gaze. He looked at me as if he had had those eyes for a long time. I took a deep breath and opened my mouth. “Once again, happy birthday. This is a present.” Then he carefully held out the box towards him


    Calix looked down at the box blankly, and took it as a meticulous gesture as if holding a newborn baby. His eyelids blinked slowly, as if watching a mirage. The blue eyes were fixed on the gift, and the lips, which had always been tightly closed, were slightly opened. After a while he shuddered as if waking up from a dream, and suddenly took a deep breath. It was then that I realized that he was still holding his breath. stand for me

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