Same. Sometimes i thought i moved on but then later realized I'm only distracted. When left alone my thoughts just goes into a spiral.
Hope you're doin' alright Stormy. I feel the same all the time, but I also keep going because I know this feeling isn't forever.
My condolences. I hope they can come back. I never was in such a situation. People far away can come back always and I could always meet them one day.