Comments on Profile Post by CDLevit

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Well, imagine that you find yourself in your room. Someone, a known person, asks you to marry. Due to a perceived age difference you accept, but ask for it to be kept secret for some time and you begin to explain why and start to say few things regarding the 'why', you start sharing some things about your childhood.

All revolves around the idea of 'why not'? You are aware of the situation itself, it's just a mix of thoughts and emotions, a way for your being to adapt to few possibilities.

And all's a bit melancholic with a bitter-sweet aftertaste. As if you're reminiscing a perpetual now, a 'living dream', a still moment.

It's a dream?

You're aware that you dream and still, you dream. Then, you wake up, a bit dazed and aware of the fact that what you've experienced would be unique for you. A bit too real to be a lie, but still, a show of your character, for you, by you. You can't change anything, you can't continue anything.

You can only accept the moment and hope. Hope that you'll ne er disappoint yourself or others.

Hm, yeah, it's about a dream.

A very complex dream. But it seems to be closely related to certain life experiences. No one can have such a dream out of the blue.

Yeah, that's what I've also thought and that's why I also won't think too much at/on it.