Comments on Profile Post by Bad Storm

Storm??

How to move on from a heartbreak?

On that note, how to break hearts too?

Breaking hearts is easy. Just get a jack hammer and find a heart. Moving on... distract yourself from it. Distracting yourself is easier when you are with other people. When by yourself, you’re thoughts automatically return to it. (I wish I knew that when I was younger >.>)

People are good at picking up the pieces of their hearts tho. I want to turn a heart into worthless fine dust.

You already got your heart broken?

I wouldn’t call it broken, but first relationships are harder to move past than other relationships. That said, I don’t really have the second or third to compare too~
If you want to break a heart that much, you’d probably end up driving the guy to suicide >.>

Why did it end?

Hmm... I'm curious whether it is survivable. Have you ever had that kind of destructive urge?

Person broke up with me on the ground of, “I need to find myself” >.>. Probably didn’t help that we stayed in contact with each other. Honestly, being around that person wasn’t healthy for me, so breaking up was a good thing. Still, since I’m more or less a loner, I was pretty much dealing with the break up by myself afterwards~

I’ve never felt any urges to murder people before their families just to turn their hearts into unfixable dust~

Oh, so the other party did the final ending. You have friends, did you not go to them for a little comfort?

So this destructive nature isn't usual?

What part of loner did you not understand?? The people I might turn to were in other universities far far away. Also, even if they were there, I have trust issues so I won’t really say if something is bothering me~

Not destructive urges revolving around breaking hearts~

The part where there's not even one person that could help you. It's weird but I really hate it when there are people that I can't help. Cases I can't meddle with. I must be a control freak.

But isn't mutual destruction a good outcome? I want no one happy if I'm not.

Even if someone could help me, I’d need to be willing to accept the help. Help in this case would be discussing how I feel, I suppose. I would totally be open to hanging out though~

I see, so you suscribe to the idea of MAD. Have you considered mixing it up with NUT??

I see. Helping unwilling is truly hard.

Never!

*throws this topic away*
Anyway, how's life? Still feeling lonely in the strange place where you got no one to talk to?

Wait, that sounds so wrong... I really should just shut up tonight >.>

There there, and probably, but I’ve found away to ignore it for now~

What way?

Classes starting up provide a good distraction~
MAD= Mutually Assured Destruction
NUT=Nuclear Unilateral Termination (something like that)

Why does the start of classes seem late? Not August?

I only like MAD. NUT is an uninteresting acronym. So never!

Classes startd about 3 weeks ago~

Oh, just right about mine started. Is being a teacher fun?

The kids can be delightful... The most painful part is not being able to actually talk with them >.>

B-but you've been in Japan for a bit now. Language that hard?

Small meaningless conversations are okay. But there is a lot of vocab that I don’t hear very often being used and at a very fast pace. I have learned a lot, but that a lot isn’t very much in terms of learning a langauge >.>

There there, I'm sure you'll get better and better!

Anyway, I'll be off. I'm not feeling mentally sound...

Have a good rest. Being tired makes your mind think silly things~

That's the normal mode. The lid keeping the silliness away is just missing rn.

Thanks for putting up with the silliness.