Comments on Profile Post by BB_Tensei

  1. BB_Tensei
    BB_Tensei
    All I received was fake smiles, and the knowledge I was no longer welcome. My money was, however. It felt like it held meaning. I was never without this meaning, yet I felt like I lacked meaning altogether. This made me exit the cafe in haste. The pure causality of shame brought on for no apparent reason.
    Dec 16, 2019
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  2. BB_Tensei
    BB_Tensei
    For every 30 seconds of me walking I kept meeting people and parting from them. At least that's how my subconscious felt about it. I myself was numb.
    Dec 16, 2019
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  3. BB_Tensei
    BB_Tensei
    At the end of the street only death awaited on a busy intersection. I could not take a single step before the light turned green. I didn't know why I asked myself why this was right at all? I guess I was just spared the discovery of meaning. I could not embrace it, as I was afraid of death.
    Dec 16, 2019
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  4. Tilgarial
    Tilgarial
    ...do you need hugs? you sound like you do
    Dec 16, 2019
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  5. BB_Tensei
    BB_Tensei
    Yes, actually. A lot of hugs.
    Dec 16, 2019
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  6. Tilgarial
    Tilgarial
    Dec 16, 2019
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  7. BB_Tensei
    BB_Tensei
    While I do need a lot hugs, this is actually a paragraph I wrote to a friend to demonstrate nihilistic themes in writing. :X What do you think about it?
    Dec 16, 2019
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  8. Lurking
    Lurking
    i think if it was me I would have asked for a second serving since obviously i couldnt eat the first.

    *hugs @BB_Tensei*
    Dec 16, 2019
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  9. BB_Tensei
    BB_Tensei
    Well, depression kills appetite in this case, I guess. Getting a milkshake to begin with is part of some kind of daily ritual, whose roots are lost to time.
    Dec 16, 2019
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  10. Tilgarial
    Tilgarial
    hmmm~
    quite an astute demonstration of a nihilistic thought process, i think
    how a small happenstance can derail everything...
    the meeting and parting with people was also quite a nice addition
    Dec 16, 2019
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  11. BB_Tensei
    BB_Tensei
    Thank you for your feedback. I kinda like that part a lot, too.
    Dec 16, 2019
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  12. Lurking
    Lurking
    even if i had no appetite i payed for a drink imma get it

    i might not consume it, but thats what familiar faces you encounter on the sidewalk would consume
    Dec 16, 2019
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  13. BB_Tensei
    BB_Tensei
    If it keeps you going, that's fine, I guess. xD Good attitude to life, anyway.
    Dec 16, 2019
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