(╯✧∇✧)╯ DEMDEM!! You came at just the right time!! I’ve been writing again!! Hold still and be my muse!! While you’re not technically in it unless the Momyx theory is true, I still need inspiration! There are still lots of bad things happening to the characters! Bwahahahaha!!!
So, uh… it’s a Momxu fic where the Master of Masters and Luxu are soulmates… but are terrible people to each other. And they end up using Ava (poor Ava) to hurt one another. It’s a dark, no fluff fic, and it’s driving me a little crazy because even though it’s my brain coming up with this awful stuff, I crave fluff and I feel like a terrible person writing it.
Usually my brain stops itself from writing my most horrible ideas, but here we are. I still got my dark fic I started two years ago still needing to be finished. Maybe I won’t finish this one. <_< Maybe I should write some fluffy XigDem afterward as a palate cleanser…
That is exactly the problem I’m having with my two year old fic. I’ve got everything else written. It’s just the smutty parts confounding me. Probably because it’s dark smut and my brain just wants to write happy smut. QAQ
The two year old fic is basically a whole Org13/DemDem fic… and DemDem’s level of willingness fluctuates greatly. So, some are straight up noncon, some are dubcon, some are he consented but isn’t exactly enjoying himself, etc. I just haven’t been able to make myself write those scenes… QAQ
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D-dubcon?
*looks around for dictionary*
And I see I see. Wouldn't scenes where he doesn't enjoy him-I mean myself, be quite easy? You can slowly add thoughts like the position is uncomfy, it hurts, the regret, the sweat, and how it soon stops being pleasurable and he starts to feel more like an object just being used.
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