Spoiler: part 3 As ml drives away. He starts to think about mc's action. Mc took the jade and ran. Mc would rather go to an infested zombie area then to be with ml. Ml is pissed and he turns the car around. He tells his undering fang gu to go back and get ppl. Ml is going back to mc. Im the space mc cant see whats going on. He knows if ml investigates his fake death, there will be a lot of loop holes. Mc knows this area is very dangerous and ml wont let his ppl die for no reason so mc is betting that ml will retreat. In the space, a water puddle apears and shows mc whats going on. If a person is injured mc will give up and leave the space, but no one was injured and ml drove away. Mc is very relieved. Mc healed himself in the space then he would pop out of the space, run and hind in space. He did this repeatedly till he found a trick. If he soaks himself in plant guu then the zombies cant sense him. Lol its embarrassing but being alive was more important. As mc us running down the road. He sees ml on a large tree. Mc is so embarrassed. Ml was waiting for mc to ask for help but mc never did. Ml helped anyway. They both go into the car. Mc theaten to kill kimself so ml lets mc run off with the car. Ml gets picked up by feng gu later. Before mc leaves. Mc tells ml to prepare for a wave of zombies. Mc said he had a dream. Mc remember suixin foresaw this too in a dream. When mc leaves ml starts to prepare a cage and chains for mc. Mc runs off the the 5th base. Along the way mc found several injured ppl and helped them they are ppl of the 5th base. One kid is the son or relative of the bases boss so mc gets special treatment. Mc helps out the base. He tells them he was married but his hubby is dead. In the next 2 months he hears about gossip about the 2 C family fighting then the c family is taken care of by ml. Ml is now the boss of the 3rd base. Then one day mc gets word theres a reward for mc by ml. 10,000 nucleus crystal reward for mc. Mc cant be harmed or they will be ml's enemy. Ppl are wondering how mc offended ml. The news/ ppl were suppressed by the boss to protect mc. Mc packs and runs away, but was caught by ml. Mc slaps a big hand print on ml's face in front on everyone. Ml doesn't care about the humiliation. He want to take mc home but then mc turns pale and complains of tummy pain. Ml thinks mc is playing tricks but realizes its not. Takes mc to the hospital.
Not for revenge. Both sides use mariage as a bond between family then one tries to dominant the other. Ml actually has a lot of resources. If the c (i think it was Chen family) can get those resources they can live better. Plus after marriage the plan is to suppress ml and intergrate his family as c family. So no more ml (feng) family. Then c family will dominant the base. Mc uses the promise of marriage to get the brother and sister to fight for the marriage. Internal struggles. I dont think ml actually married any of them. He just used it as a catalyst to plan the downfall of that family. At that time the c family was more powerful than ml's family.
Spoiler: part 4 Ml is outside smoking. When he is steps foot inside mc's room. Ml hears mc screaming at the doctor. Calling the doctor a crack/crazy. Mc is a man cant be pregnant. Ml has no expression but he smells smoke on himself. He leaves to shower change and get rid of the smoke smell. Ml tells the doctor that ml is the father and mc's hubby. Dr talks to ml privately telling him that mc will have mood swings and not to agitate mc too much or his abdomen will hurt. Mc cant do any labor and he's malnourished. Ml returns to mc and mc is sobbing. In all the years ml rarely saw mc cried. Ml consoles mc. Lets mc kick him and bite him. Ml wanted to take mc back to the base but the situation isnt ideal. Mc doesnt want ppl to know about his condition either. They lay in bed together. Mc tells ml that ml will marry suixin. Ml is mad, ml doesnt care about suixin. Ml barely spent time with suixin and with mc around. Ml had even less time with suixin. Mc said ml will marry suixin like the confidence as that time mc said the zombie wave will come. When he came back to the base later suixin also told him the zombe wave would come. Ml tellsmc there's nothing between him and suixin. To prove it. Ml sent suixin away to a coal mine area. Mc knows that everytime something happens to suixin. Ml always saves him. How does mc know all of this. Ml asks mc but mc avoided the question. Mc said he found a book.it was all in it, but mc burnt it. Ml starts cooking for mc, help mc bathe, messaging mc's leg at night when mc had cramps. Ml is a bit happy. Things worked out for the better. Ml knows mc would never forgive him, if he locked mc up. But this situation is almost the same thing lol. Mc gets bored of doing nothing. He goes into the space and makes a stove. Ml is mad. Mc is muddy and he shouldnt be working. Mc brings ml to the space. Ml looks at the stove. Lol mc gives ml a look "shutup". Mc knows its ugly. They use the clay stove to heat water for baths water and to cook. Winter is here and its super cold. Ml brings supplies to the 5th base. Last life a lot of ppl died from the cold weather. Ml provides them with coal for heating and finds central heating for mc. Ml gives thanks to the base for taking care of mc. They thank him as well for the help. There is an issue with the 3rd base. Ppl are trying to take over power. Ml has to go back and suppress the rebellion. No news of ml for a while. Mc starts to get nervous. They would send ppl but those ppl never came back. Then news came out that suixin and ml are gonna marry. Mc is very distraught. It happened again. Ml and suixin are distined to be together after all. Then what is mc? Mc and ml's men, feng gu, go back to the 3rd base. Ml has forgotten mc. Mc is mad. How can ml forget him. Suixin cries and said that ml was heavily injured and he helped nurse ml back to health. They fell in love and are gonna marry. Mc isnt happy. Mc: so you dont remember me? Ml: i dont remember you. Mc: i dont believed you. Ml's eyes stare and never leave mc. Mc confronts suixin. Everyone thought ml would attack mc for being rude to suixin. Ml picks up mc and runs to the car and drives away to a small villiage. Mc is chained, hands and feet, in a cage.
Spoiler: part 5 Ml at first was going to hurt mc, but a voice inside ml's head wouldnt let him do it. Ml knew he is the protector of suixin and partner, but he just cant stop looking at mc. A voice keeps telling him to take care of mc. That mc is more important. Ml wants to hug and kiss mc. Ml steals mc and takes him to a cage to lock up. Mc pretends to have stomach pain. Ml: whats wrong with you. Mc: im pregnant and its not yours Ml: with who? Forget the dad. Be mine. Ill take care of you and the baby. Mc: *pissed* what about suixin? You are gonna marry suixin. Ml: forget suixin. I just want you. Ml has major headacks. He keeps seeing memories and flashes but he doesn't understand it. Ml is conflicted. Ml keeps hear 2 different voices. One to love and care for mc but the other is to protect suixin. Ml starts remembering after mc hits him. They kiss and ml tells mc. I think because we kissed. I can remember a bit more. They kiss. Then mc gets pissed. Starts screaming. That doesn't make sense. You lie!!!!! You remember because i hit you. Lol so mc beats ml. Lol. Mc demands to be untied. Ml is abit sad but he does it anyway. The chains are patted so mc cant get hurt. Mc demand ml answers his questions. Do you remember? Ml: no Mc: lies!! You remember! Ml doesnt want to lie, he does remember but only bits here and there. Ml asks mc about the book again. Ml is starting to regain his memories. Spoiler: ml and mc's past Ml remember meating mc for the first time. Even at a young age ml was going to take over the family. So ml was a serious child. He had a lot of responsibilities. When he met mc, mc was 2yrs older but he was so childish. (Sorry not really clear who was on the bike. Ml or mc. Im gonna go with mc) mc was so proud. He wanted to show off his bike /skills to his little brother (ml, not really mc's brother) How can mc be so childish? But there was something about mc that ml liked very much. Ml had seen many beautiful ppl but it never affected ml. Ml doesn't know why he cares to much for mc. Mc's mom and ml's mom where freinds. Later at age 14. Ml's dad was plotted against by ml's uncle. Ml's dad died and ml's mom committed suicide (shamed by the uncle. Contemplating if this means rape, but idk) Uncle wanted the family title/power. Ml's grandma/grandpa? (Not sure which) didn't want to lose 2 sons. Now only one son remain ( so i think she chosed the uncle side because he was her last son.) Ml eventually killed his uncle and who ever was involved. Ml never told mc because he didn't want mc to know such ugly matters. At age 18 ml was kicked out of the family. Mc took him in and had a discrete wedding (paper only) Later or i forgot when mc's parents both died in an accident. Then one day mc left ml. Mc and ml talked. They think ml's issues is from metal abilities (yan the little girl) They both go back to were suixin is. Theres a big argument. Turns out suixin is a double ability user. He asks ml if ml remembers him. When suixin was young ml saved him. Then later after the apocalypse, ml saved him again. Suixin realized that he is the first dual ability and that he and ml are ment to be together. They are the protagonist of the world. Mc is just a side character and he died during the zombie wave. Mc died before he could develope his powers. Why arent things turing out the way it should? Ml wants to kill everything that wants to hurt mc. Suixin explode himself (mental power over use. Not literally explodes). Mc rushes to ml. *A flash of light*
Spoiler: part 6 *What really happened in the 1st life. Even though mc had experienced all this. He forgot it. Now he's re living/experiencing it again and remembers what happened* It turns out, ml from the first life had always been looking for mc. Suixin can sense mc and his party near 3rd base. Suixin didnt want to kill mc. Suixin just wanted to push mc away, but it all went crazy and mc was stabbed. The remaining team with mc left. Suixin was gonna save his life but it was too late. Nothing can save mc. Suixin carried mc to a chair. Apologies for what happened. Suixin takes mc's jade and leaves. Mc's ghost follows suixin to ml. Everything mc thought was wrong. Mc always thought ml was in love with suixin. Mc thought ml was lovey dovey with suixin. Ml doent touch suixin. Ml always feels like suixin is his other half, but sometimes was always missing. Ml sits on the roofs of buildings. Something he's always done. Always looking for mc, but now without his memories. He still does it. Ml is haunted by a feeling. That he was looking for something, but he cant remember what. Suixin trys to seduce ml but it never works. Ml is supposed to love suixin. Even they way they met is very clichés, but suixin has to work so hard to get ml to pay attention to him. Why is it so difficult? Why does he have to control ml. One day ml opened a drawer and saw half the jade. Ml goes crazy. Suixin tells ml, "mc is dead" Ml kills suixin. He puts the half jade together. He drives out to find mc but mc is nothing but tattered pieces of flesh and bones. (Zombies smelled blood and eat him) Ml sobs terribly and hugs what's left of mc. Ml drives home. Puts mc in a box. Ml sleeps hugging the box with mc remains. Ml goes crazy. Forgetting mc is dead. He would wonder the streets ask ppl if they know mc. He would show pix of mc. Ml get thinner, can barely sleep. If he saw ppl who looked like mc, but it wasnt. Ml killed them. Ml didnt take care of the base. Things start to deteriorate. Riots, angry ppl, want to avenge thier loved ones. Feng gu had to suppress the crowd. Ppl who offended ml would die. Many ppl died. All this time mc was with him floating as a ghost watching ml. Mc was so sad. He wants to help ml but ml cant see him or touch him. Ml is getting thinner, lacking in sleep, not eatting, and he's only 24 but his hair is turning white. Feng gu can no longer suppress the crowd. Feng gu ask yan to give ml hallucinations to help suppress ml. Mc starts to noticed yan can see him and hear him. She tells ml that mc is here. Something it seems like ml can feel mc. Yan is a mental ability but not the same as suixin. Yan cant control ppl. Yan is more of a dream power. Yan can let you see the ppl you want in your dreams. Yan cant physically speak but yan can talk mentally with her mind. Mc asks what did ml say? Mc cant hear the conversation because all conversations are said mentally. Yan says we will try at night, but mc couldn't go into ml's dream. *Flash* Mc feels a pull. Mc starts to freak out. Ml needs me. I cant leave now. Mc is full of anxiety. He tries to scream and reach for ml.
I am only staying to read @soie_yoie 's spoilers. I want to know what happens, but I can't stand dogblood dramas where the ML 'forgets' the MC or has amnesia or something as a plot device. (Even all the way back to Sailor Moon anime/manga, lol. Curse you, Tuxedo Mask!) But I desperately want to know what happens! You summarize very well!
Spoiler: part 7 end *Sorry forgot to mention mc is still a floating spirit* *Still first life* Ml noticed something different. Yan tells ml that mc is off to start the reincarnation cycle. Mc is in the space. Ml (2nd life? Unclear but he has memory of everything) is calm. He knows what mc upset about. Actually ml was also with mc all this time too. A floating ghost. Mc couldnt be seen by ml or touch ml as a ghost and following mc was a ghost ml. Mc couldn't see or feel the ghost ml. Ml told mc its like after death. Reliving your previous life to review it (there was a propose for this but i forgot. Maybe to fully understand what really happened and to change things that you really regret?) Ml hugs mc till mc stops crying. There is a light and a voice. Both ml and suixin are sons of Qi yun (idk what this means.) Ml is supposed to be a pair with suixin but for some reason he was so overly obsessive with mc. After suixin died it rained continually because the world had lost a protagonists. This isnt permissable. Ml's distructive behavior was causing the world to collapsed. Ml had also killed many ppl. Ml had to be punished for his sins. tian dao (idk. Im guessing god?) Had to choose between suixin or ml. tian dao liked pure individuals. (Not stated why he mentioned this. Because ml is anything but pure. Im guessing its between mc or suixin. Mc seems more pure) tian dao choosed ml over suixin. tian dao gave all of suixin's luck to ml ( confusing part. It said suixin's luck was transferred to ml but then later it was said to transfer to mc's baby. Which kinda makes sense. 2 sons of Qi yun. Suixin is replaced by the baby) Ml is stronger than suixin. So ml can resist suixin's power. Mc isnt the son of Qi yun, but ml suggested making mc a mother of Qi yun. That would be the best way to transfer power. Mc.... Now he knows why he got that ability. Its because of the DOG MAN!!!! Lol tian dao hopes that with the increase of luck. Mc can survive and make different choices. Mc will be reborn with his memories and ml will also be reborn as well but he without memories. Mc was reborn first (but he lost chuncks of his memories as a ghost) and ml was reborn after he has atoned for his sins. After mc was gone. Ml had started working hard on improving life. He farmed. He saved lives. Ml had plenty of time to think. He started to think about suixin. Why did suixin love him? Why did suixin block all of mc's info? Ml would always to to investigate what happened to mc. Where is mc? Suixin would block/change in the info. After working hard on the field, he understood why. (Not said specifically, but im guessing suixin wanted an easy life) After his atonement, 10 yrs had passed and ml commited suicide. Ml was reborn the same time as mc but without memories. *End of flash* Ml, mc, and suixin saw the memories. Suixin saw his own death from the first life. He was shocked. Suixin lost most his luck. Abandoned but tian dao, suixin over exerted his powers and lost it. He no longer has mental/spiritual powers. If he still had his luck then he could have advanced his powers. Ml had suixin locked up and suixin left quietly without a fuss. Yan was a mental ability so she was in charge of watching suixin. Ml had to go to s city. S city had a large about of supplies that the ppl can live on for years. In ml's last life. Ml didn't care about anything because mc was dead. Many ppl died lack of supplies/zombies/winter S city was largely infested with zombies more than y city. Also growing there is the zombie emperor. This time ml go there and take care of things. Mc had lots of free time and would wonder around (hiding his belly. He was getting huge. Mc tries to walk at night, when there is less ppl) Ml visited suixin. Ml and mc have no feelings for suixin . Even if suixin no longer had mental powers ml was still worried. As the baby grew it look suixin's luck (and i guess his life force because this was killing suixin.) Suixin can only wait to die. When ml returned, ml gave suixin death pills. It was better the be unconscious than to be conscious when the time came. Suixins death was peaceful and he was buried under a monument. Suixin as a dr had saved many lives and many ppl came to visit his grave. Mc gave birth to a baby boy. He grew up more like ml than mc. After birth, mc and ml got married. This time a larger celebration. In the past Mc and ml's parents died and ml was kicked out of the feng family. So their first wedding was just 2 of them and and a certificate. Ml and mc always regretted that. They had a happy life. Mc was happy with his baby boy. The boy seemed to be a good person and never bully and helped ppl. Mc was very satisfied. Extra: (AU) after mc died. He followed ml as a ghost. In this story, one day when ml was gonna kill everyone tian dao manifestated mc to a physical form. He's alive and follows ml. Together in 10yrs ml atones, makes life easier for ppl and saves lives. With mc, ml (still crazy, but happier and becoming a better person.) Doesn't want the world to collapse so he works hard everday to improve things. Mc also gets pregnant in the alternate universe. Extra 2: when ml was kicked out of the feng family. Why he lived with mc. How they fell in love in 2yrs. Mc finding out ml isnt the weak puppy he thought ml was. Ml was a wolf in sheeps clothing.
Im a little a upset how suixin ended. I was waiting for suixin to be reborn or something, but it didnt. I like the main characters, but ml killed way more ppl than suixin, but he was favored so he got the chance yo atone and live a happy life. Suixin did kill ppl unintentionally, but not like ml. You can say he did wrong because he tried to control ml (the protagonist), but ml killed suixin (who is also a protagonist). Control vs killing "Killing" should be a worse punishment than "control" Suixin wasnt really a bad person. I wish he was either reborn as ml's son or givin a chance to atone for his sins. Maybe also be reborn but this time find his own life/love.
Interesting how this deal was made. After reading another spoiler that made me rage due to the illogical excuses and reasons given to justify ML's abuse of MC and MC's lack of self-love and self-respect and them getting back together, this comment made me laugh, thankyou.