Please help me!! I can't remember the title of this wonderful novel: The setting is at a university our uke MC is gloomy and always hides his face thinking he is ugly. No one pays attention to him so he is an isolated loner. He really likes a senior who is the head of a department (I think design?) so he will often wait outside to see him walk by, never talking to him but secretly loving him. One day the MC was sleeping on the roof and our ML happened to come up. The MC hair was brushed out of his face revealing his androgynous beauty. The ML and him slowly become friends and it was a rather slow burn from the chapters that I read. The MC at one point wins a beauty contest (cross-dressing; I think?), I think it was broadcast and made him quite popular, but he is still very shy and unsure of himself. With the help of the ML he starts to become more comfortable with himself. Please help me in finding this it's driving me insane!