I'm looking for a BL were the protagonist pitifully suffers, the kind that has your heart aching all the time, but it has to be a dogblood kind of angst. Not the deep kind of tragedy that lefts you traumatized and in contemplation for three hours reflecting about life after you read it. Noup. It can be either: 1.- The kind of fast angst that makes your heart ache and feel pity for the miserable situation of the protagonist, since it is usually tragically exaggerated, the protagonist suffers a lot for a while but then gets a (satisfactory, must be satisfactory) way out and starts his journey through fluff. 2.- (Please recommend qwq) A QT where each (or some of them) arc's ending is tragic (e.g. protagonist dies from illness/murder/accident and ML is left suffering) and painful, but eventually there's is fluff and a HE. Already read: "The Protagonist’s Ill White Moonlight, He Will Die Soon"
Even Until Death, Scum Gong Thought I was a White Moonlight Heroic Death System Strategy to Capture the Scum Gong Let Me Shoulder This Blame The Scum Shou's Survival Guide How To Die As Heavy As Mount Tai After Our Divorce, I Still Wore Your Jacket I have read all and def recommend!
Recommendations for no. 1 Light Tea, Sweet Wine [ABO] completed The omega mc was horribly abused by his mother, this changes after he befriends his omega neighbor, the ml. Dongfang Bubai's Reborn Yang Lianting [Wuxia] completed The shou ml, the master of an evil cult, is helplessly in love with the gong mc, his servant/guard. In their past life, they struck a deal: intimacy for power and position. In their present life, the mc reflects and treats him sincerely. Being-Towards-Death [Modern] discontinued translation The mc suffers from depression and wants to commit suicide. His classmate, the ml, confesses to him and tries to help him as best as he can. But, depression is an illness and can't just be washed away by love. Loneliness [Modern] completed The mc is extremely shy and doesn't dare to tell his roommate, the ml, that he's gay and been in love with him since high-school. Intoxicated [ABO/Modern] ongoing translation After an accident, the omega mc transmigrates to modern-day China. Without a valid ID or friends and family, he's left homeless. The ml, a CEO, thinks he approached him with ulterior motives.
Heroic Death System 188 boys group (a series of hellish stories. More on abusive MLs though) Black lotus Social outcast Tattoo(more on heartwarming angst)
Angsty with crematorium and fluffy HE at the end: Muted Like Love But Not Love Expired Black Lotus How Can I Get Rid of Him Flower Vase How to Deal with a Tsundere Gong After I Died, the Scum Gong’s Grief was Too Much for Him to Live Perfect Match Reverse Awkward Never Meeting Again In Our Next Life Every Cloud Has a Silver Lining Binding the Dragon for the Empress Flying Ash The Obsessive Shou Moves On all SQC's works
Mistakenly saving the villain The moon is coming to me Yu wu Cold Sands Spring Trees and Sunset Clouds Reverse approach