I'm looking for a BL novel based on intersex protagonist and he was abused by his family more specifically his mother because of him being an intersex "monster" and he was married to this cold blooded Prince after being married to the Prince he was well protected by the Prince while the battle for the throne was imminent. I remember that he was very hesitant to be naked and hesitant to be touched by the Prince because of all the abuse he went through with his mother and he slowly because of the Prince came out of that little by little. I remember that the prince was like a man who said he had like this Master who was pretty awesome and he had like two Juniors brothers with him and they used to take care of the protagonist while the prince wasn't there and the last think I read up to Chapter 58 and what I remember was that he the prince left and the protagonist was protected within the the Palace of the prince with the prince's master and I believe he found out that he was pregnant and that is the last thing I remember. I can remember the name of the book, I would really like to finish it because it bugs me that it was going really good. Even if you haven't read this book but still have like similar recommendations I will welcome it because I want something may be my guide me in the direction to find this novel I'm still mourning over the loss of the name of the novel so please let me know if you have anything.