Please help me find this novel i wanna reread it so bad TT. Its a BL novel where the shou is the adopted child (or fake child) and the gong is his father not related in blood. The mc is shou who is NPC or something he has a bestfriend a real ML and FL. His gong aka his father has been abbusive to his son after finding that the shou not his son and they start a rough love story. And also i forgot where platfrom i read that. And i remember one of the scenes where shou was told to play a very brutal toy horse