I'm afraid I don't recall much of this novel at all since I only read 20 chaps. But it starts off with a drunktard being taken care of by a pretty girl (childhood friend?). She is taken away to a school/sect. He can't join because he is useless/weak? He regrets how he did things in his previous life and want to change that in this life. I got the feeling he got a bit of a twisted personality aswell. I thik he joins the school later aswell. But I never read past that point... Not sure if this is enough information but it's all I can recall.