Discussion Ever felt drowning yourself with strangers

I more or less feel insecure confiding to people who know me too well. It is better to share secrets with people you can be certain to never see in your life.... Hahaha I sound pathetic

 

I could kinda relate. Sometimes, i get the urge to randomly distance myself when i know the person is starting to affect me...

 

Oh my! Same! When I realize I am getting too close with someone, I subconsciously push them away, make sure we are back to being mere acquaintances. And then I feel alright and safe again XD what even is this sksksk I prefer to keep to myself. Superficial relationships are my speciality~

 

Unfortunately, I still don't know how that feels..

 

Nah if you drown in a pool then you are drowning alone....and drowning in a pool isn't difficult

that's so me.

 

What are you , a lemming ? Lol

 

If I start thinking too much downer thoughts, I mostly go for a walk either with my brother or alone.

Whether its talking or thinking stupid nonsense, eventually my train of thoughts shifts away from negative and I feel better.

 

crowds make me uncomfortable and I dislike physical touch from unknown or unfamiliar people. if I wanna feel better I would go take the bus because the gentle shaking is actually very calming for some reason

 

No, if I were to choose I'd rather be by myself.