So it isn’t like I’m mad or what but I’m a bit upset and kinda disappointed cause mother told me to study locally when I’ve been dreaming to study abroad since i was very2 young. Yes, to study abroad is part of my biggest dream that I’ve been striven for my whole life. I tried my best to study and decided to retake again next year so i can study abroad but mother is so against it. She also encourages me to not retake the exam but since father says ok, she just accepts my decision. She hardly refutes father though. About my father, hmm, he’s ok with every decisions made so he is like do whatever you want as long as you think they’re good for you but he recommends me to take engineering courses though and he will be more than glad if he knew that I want to apply for scholarships. I wish mother has the same mind set. I don’t want to argue with mother and so on. I even told her that she will be the one who will share the glory and she will be the one who will gladly shout out to people about one of her children achievement and yet, why is she so against it? I know she wants me to study locally so she can see me within a month or even weeks but, studying abroad is part of my dream. I studied and work harder just to study abroad, *sigh*. Enough with ranting i hope citizens here can help to figure out how to persuade her positively. I’m stubborn at the same time.