Spoiler I Became The Younger Sister of A Regretful Obsessive Male Lead/ 후회 광공의 여동생이 되었다

mrs.apache · Jul 24, 2021

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***Lucian proposes to Rachel but apparently she had PTSD so she just accepts it without saying anything in the fear of being abandoned. But then she cries and lucian:***

Having been well objectified, I knew well that I was a broken doll that was all lined up with trauma.

Such a broken doll that only flicks when a switch is pressed.

I can't do this, can I? Now, what Lucian said was different in my head, but my hand moved as if to reject the order.

His expression was cold as I pushed his chest as hard as I could.

He changed his face in an instant, and he tilted his head slowly.

“Rae.”

I just called my name, but my body trembled. Maybe it's because his voice was unfamiliarly deep.

When I faced the other side of him, which had never been seen to me, my heart felt like tumbling down.

I wanted to make an excuse in a hurry, but my shaking voice didn't speak properly.

"Haah...... no, not that. Oh, I'm not trying to...….”

I was out of breath by myself. My mouth was dry and sweaty.

As the skin became wet, the flesh of the lips and eyes trembled. I know this sign. It never showed up after being possessed, but it was a habit that I used to suffer from before.

You need to get your head on straight.

You need to wake up.

As I recited to myself, I slapped myself on the cheek. I felt like my eyes becoming clear with the stingy pain.

I was in a hurry to broach.

"That's not true. It's good... ...haaah, it's all good, but no, it's good."

Maybe it's because I suddenly breathed in. My head was spinning. So I swung my hand around again to come to my senses, but I could not feel the pain.

Because Lucian grabbed my wrist. I wanted to talk to Lucian, who looked at me with a stiff face, but it didn't go my way.

I really hate it.

Why are you there now, it's happening again?

Only now, I can accept my own...….

It's only... ...that's all.

Lucian looked up at it gasping for breath, and he glanced at me long.

When I felt trapped in a very persistent, detailed gaze as if to look into my head, he moved his grip on my wrist.

찰싹 —! (Slap SFX)

As soon as a tingling sensation was pushed in the palm of the hand, the soft skin clung to and fell.

"Ahh, ah—. Lucian!"

짝— 짝— (Slap SFX)

Having Lucian hold my hand as if he would break my wrist, he made me slap him in the face.

With neither open nor folded hands, I stuttered and begged.

"Stop, stop! Please, —. "

짝—, 짝—, 짝—.(Slap SFX)

His cheeks were as red as my palms were red. When I saw the clear marks on his white face, I had been less nervous.

I've only hurt myself. It's been like that ever since I was a kid.

It was from when I started getting hit by my adoptive parents. I, who often burst into tears, blamed myself for all the causes.

Even if I cry because I'm hungry, it's my fault.

It's my fault even if you don't give me a toy.

I was so agitated that I burst into tears that I always cried, pointing fingers at myself.

Then the adoptive parents looked at me as if they were looking at something dirty and soon poured out violence in the name of discipline.

The next day after I was hit in a house with no place to run away, my adoptive parents were strangely friendly to me.

At that time, I didn't know the reason, but after I became an adult, I realized clearly.

Oh, you were trying to relieve the guilt of hitting a child.

But when I was young, I was busy taking in love without knowing why.

There are some things I didn't know as a child, but others, I understood them faster than adults. It was 'Will you give me affection?' and 'will you not give it to me'.

Identifying such a dual attitude of my adoptive parents, I would secretly slap myself more on the cheek on the day of discipline.

Hope to see my bruised face and body so that the next day, they would feel even more sorry.

If that happens, they'll take care of me even for a short time.

From then on, I began to abuse myself.

So when something like this happens, I always move my hands first. I had to hurt myself or smash the surrounding tools to calm myself down.

But I've never done this since I was possessed.….

짝—(Slap SFX)

Lucian didn't stop and kept hitting his own cheek with my hand. My palm ached bitterly. He was sure to be more in pain than I was.

I wanted to halt it.

I wanted to stop, but my stiff body was just shaking, unable to speak out any more.

Thick drops of tears poured down my eyes.

I couldn't even turn my head to him, who stared at me as if he was going to hurt himself without a blink of an eye.

Crash —.

His white cheeks were not enough to just be described as reddish, his also lips burst and was bleeding. I screamed and shook my hands off his hands.

I couldn't get rid of my hand on how hard he was holding it, but I was able to exhale when it stopped.

"Why, why... ...why!"

I vented my anger by saying only half the word. Why the hell?

"Why, heuu, heuk, why did you......What the hell......."

I tried desperately to deliver the message, exhaling my breath. Lucian, who had been watching me until then, finally opened his mouth.

"If you don't like me, hit me. Don't hit yourself."

When he opened his mouth, the blood pooled inside poured out.

Even if my hands were weak, the inside of the soft cheek could not have been safe because I hit it without a break.

“No!”

I answered him desperately.

That's not it. Why do I hate you? How can I hate you?

"That's not it, it's not......because I didn't like it, so...….”

My whole body shook like mad. The sensation that I couldn't control, even though it was my body, was worse than the sensation when my body was robbed by Cassandra.

He pulled me in, clasping my arms.

"Then what!"

He was speechless again because it was his first time making a harsh voice. That must have offended him.

I froze as I watched the golden eyes glisteningly open.

'Tell me the truth!'

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Lucian was on the verge of losing his mind. I thought we definitely clicked. It wasn't a good angle. I checked her through her eyes and...….

Why are you doing this all of a sudden?

The moment I saw the child(her) slapping herself on the cheek, I heard something break off.

I've never been angry with her stuffy attitude, but I couldn't stand it now.

Even if she were herself, it was very annoying to see her hurt his beloved Rachel's body.

How dare you hurt yourself?….

Impulsed by an uncontrollable emotion, he slapped himself on the cheek. It didn't hurt that much when I was just hit a little softy.

But she must have thought differently. The proof was a small face that was getting blue.

Lucian struck me on the cheek with her hand even harder as she watched Rachel's increasingly scared(?) face.

It's a little crazy, but it's feeling of joy. Seeing her refusing to hurt him with her whole body filled his heart with pride.

He felt love for Rachel, who was distressed to see her in pain.

When he's hurt, she's feels worse than him.

How lovely this is.

He slapped himself even harder, smearing the corners of his mouth as he tried to go up to the temple.

Rachel, who had stopped her hand, cried out in a shivering.

"Why, why... ...why!"

Lucian thought as he stared at her, who was unable to speak properly.

Well, why?

Why am I so angry to see you get hit?

"Why, heuu, heuk, why did you......What the hell......."

Yeah, why hit yourself?

If you don't like me, you should hit me.

Why bother yourself? Upsetting.

Holding Rachel's wrists tightly, unable to breathe out properly, he found the reason for his feelings.

Oh, I hate being rejected by you. I really didn't know this would be unpleasant.

No. It's not enough to end up with unpleasantness, but I'm angry and sad, and I'm miserable because I can't let go of you and I'm desperate to catch you.

But what can I do?

Because my world is you, I can't live without you.

The desire to monopolize deep in the stomach seemed to spread quickly throughout the body.

"If you don't like me, hit me. Don't hit yourself."

But I'm not going to let you go. So don't get hurt because you hit youself for no reason.

I don't want to let you go even if you're hurr.

He felt the hot blood flow, but he didn't care.

But as anxiety and fear grew in the dark blue eyes that were looking at him, he deliberately chewed his tongue to produce more blood.

Looking at the dripping blood and tearing eyes, Rachel shouted like a scream.

The scream was so sweet. I felt like I was going to come out with a smile even when I was angry.

“No!”

What wouldn't it be?

"That's not it, it's not......because I don't like it, yes...….”

You don't like me?

Then why did you treat me well? A mistake.

Why did you modify my world into you? If you're not going to take responsibility, you should've let it go. How did you tame me?

What the hell do you want?

What is it?

"Then what!"

The poison that ate his head seemed to cover his eyes and ears. I just wanted to lock her up and make her look at himself.

Lucian felt an unbearable anger at her, who couldn't say anything and looked at her with a weary face as if his voice had been taken away.

'Tell me the truth!'

Lucian shouted and grabbed her arms. I could feel the tremors in her slender arms, but I didn't want to be considerate as usual.

Suddenly, I noticed a shiny ring on each other's fingers. It was a token of exchange.

So why do you refuse?

What the hell is the reason?

Then a faint voice came from beneath him. He quickly rolled his eyes when he realized a voice that was more fragile than breathing.

"I don't want to do that...….”

Rachel's face was distorted as if she didn't even want to put it in her mouth. A helplessly slanted postured girl rustled under him.

Even the little act seemed to get out of him, so he grasped his holding arm even harder.

Lucian quickly rolled his head. She didn't understand that she didn't like the situation but didn't hate him.

Then what should I do?

She had to be plastered to show that she was his own.

Then Enzo came in his head. Still in a sordid voice he whispered.

His gentle yet sly words fell like thunder.

—Why don't you raise her close in marriage? Well, not really close.

(Lucian) He had transcribed the history book of Leonis. So he quickly realized what Enzo meant.

Yeah, what else can't he do when the royal family is married?

Still, it was unpleasant that the plan to clean up and start anew went awry.

Lucian sighed deeply and asked.

"Yes, I can't help it if you don't like the situation."

Rachel carefully raised her head to his soothing voice.

"......really? You're not going to continue?"

Now, looking down at the child who was looking at him right in the eyes, Lucian curled up his mouth.

There must be a reason why she doesn't like situation. It can't be helped that Rachel hates it so much.

The first plan is broken, so I have no choice but to exceute the second plan.

"Yes. It wouldn't be too nice to raise an incest even without a drop of blood, we're still siblings."

“brother.”

"Yes, I don't care if you call me brother from now on. If this is what you want, I'm willing to give you as much as you want."

“…….”

Rachel felt that something was wrong. Only then could she face him properly when her mind returned from going out.

The unusual gleaming golden eyes glanced down her.

His eyes were no longer longing for innocence. I shuddered again at the sight of an outspoken desire to indulge in her.

“brother?”

"Yes, Rachel. I'll play a family game if you want. Give me everything of you instead."

There was no sign of criticizing it as a family game. However, she had a gloomy look, which gave him goose bumps. But there was no time to think about it.

“Oh ....”

Rachel tried to understand him. But even if she couldn't accept him, he thought, 'Isn't it important to be connected with her in any form?'

I had to make the worst choice to get what I wanted, but it was impossible.

So she snapped at his proposal. Instead of being unable to put it into words, she nodded wildly.

Everything about her was as good as his anyway. Because his future was her and he lived for her.

Only then did Rachel laugh awkwardly at Lucian smiling brightly.

Although it may be a distorted smile, the smile was still a smile.

Lucian raised her cheeks with tears hanging over her eyes. Stealing tears with his thumb, he stuck out his tongue and sucked the water from his fingertips.

Sweet. Everything about her was like a sweet addiction to him.

I won't hesitate any more.

I will no longer be considerate.

I will swallow everything you have and make it mine.

Lucian, who was sucking his finger, slowly began to lower his head. So that she can avoid it as always.

Then he pressed her shoulder hard. He was laughing at his double-faced self.

I know. I give her a choice only on the outside.

Oh, you don't have to do this anymore?

Looking at the blue eyes, Lucian slowly raised both the ends of his mouth. Like a hunter who snatched the long-awaited prey, he smiled contentedly.

Stopped for a moment, he watched Rachel shivering under him.

Red eyes and cheeks moist with tears, cute lips that open whenever it panted as if short of breath, and finally, dark blue eyes that were fixed on me and did not move came into my eyes.

At that moment, my stomach felt like it was wriggling. Satisfaction shook in my throat.

I couldn't stand it. The desire that existed deep in my stomach finally shook at the thought of having her.

The instinct to fill her up in the stomach soon made me feel like my eyes were blurred.

The wind interrupted her breath for a moment, and Rachel called him in a quivering voice.

"br-, brother?"

At her call he burst out laughing. Even after proposing, she was still calling him brother.

What the hell do you want?

And what else are you most afraid of?

The opaque golden eyes glowed clearly. Yeah, it doesn't matter how or why.

Whatever it may be, she's all he has to have.

He held her slender shoulders tighter with his large hand. Lucian bowed his head the moment she opened her mouth to say something.

He, who had so far given her a choice, no longer existed. He turned his lips close to each other, squeezing in the gap between her lips he squeezed his tongue in.

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Like digging into the sweet springs, Lucian rushed into the wet saliva.

It's sweet. Too sweet.

Everything about her that finally fell into my hands felt sweet.

Something seemed to be popping up. While gasping for breath, he gave more strength to his grip and absorbed her lips and small chunks of flesh.

She began extorting all her things urgently and recklessly, like a person who believed that he could put them into his own hands.

The watery sound began to fill the room, and the body began to heat up as much as the heart was hot.

The sofa creaked when Lucian, who had been clumsy on it, even raising one leg.

He exchanged his lips on her whole body pressed as if to bind her.

He was busy sucking in all her breath and saliva to fill his stomach.

“heueu ....”

Breathless Rachel tried to get out of his lapel, grabbing him by the collar. Recognizing her condition, Lucian took his lips off for a moment.

"Ha, hoo...….”

Looking down at her breath in a hurry, he let loose her shirt in his frustration. A sweaty white chest was revealed.

With one arm beside her face, he skimmed over a panting Rachel.

Every time she breathed, her chest swelled and the fabric stretched tight. Even that felt very strange.

Starting from there, he slowly raised his eyes. The fine lines of her body were so beautiful that he moved to the neckline with his fingertips.

“Haah ....”

As Rachel's ho-heum(breath) returned regularly, he bowed his head as if he had waited.

He rushed in as if to bite off the white neck that he had wanted to taste before and stuck out his tongue.

The hot tougue licked up the sweaty nape of the neck. Soon the sound of biting began to fill the room.

He clasped her slender waist with his hot hand. He wanted to hold it strong, but she was thin. Enough to worry about breaking it.

Why is she so skinny?

As if to confirm the fact that he didn't know, he moved his hand and swept it up from the narrow waistline.

"Haah, Luci...….”

A breath-taking groan was heard next to him. It felt like the hairs of his skin stood on edge.(not sure from original)

It's a voice that's not different from before, but why does it always feel so strange and different?

Oh, is it because he decided not to control it anymore?

It didn't work out the way I wanted it, but Rachel accepted my heart. Isn't that it?

I've been wanting it.

I didn't intend to let her go, even if I would dye her black.

Then she came in with her own two hands. So isn't it all mine now?

But I don't know why I'm so thirsty. I didn't feel like I held her even though I had her in my hand.

Like a grain of dirt, the more you hold it in your hand, the more vain it feels as if it was slipping through your fingers.

Why?

Why am I so hungry even when I fill myself up?

Lucian opened his lips to eat the white, bleached throat.

The skin, which came between his lips, were as soft and smooth as the fruit she had given.

I collected my lips and squashed them with my tongue as I sucked them up. Every time, her body jumped up and down, wondering what to do.

Locking Rachel under him tightly, he indulged in her frantically on the scruff of her neck. It was sweet and moony. My mouth felt the sweet sensation that made it water more.

A large hand seized her chest at once.

"Haah, wait a minute.….”

Ignoring the slender plea, Lucian climbed up the nape of her neck. Whenever the skin touched his lips, her round shoulders crouched.

He usually like it, but at this moment he's removed her cumbersome hair and found the place he likes.

Her ear's mole, which had always seduced him. He pressed the dot below with his pointed tongue.

“Uhhh ....”

Her body was adorable, responsive to his sucking and licking. Holding her upper body tightly with both hands, he moved her tongue slowly.

The moist flesh, like a water snake swimming in the river, was flexible, but the fierce golden eyes, which seemed to attack at any time, observed her condition without fail.

Rachel, who had dyed her white-neat face red, was panting in a disarray.

Hot, dry, still air seemed to shake damp as hot, dry breaths poured out ceaselessly between the tiny lips.

Fine changes were also sensitively felt. It felt like hot breath was flowing through the open shirt.

Lucian slipped his tongue, starting with the spot just below Rachel's ear.

As he rubbed the spot on the neck that was touching the shoulder line in a round shape with his tongue, he suddenly wondered about the points below it.

Rachel told me before that there's a mole underneath her neck.

I was thirsty again. My tongue that was sticking to the roof of my mouth was took it off because I felt it was drying inside my mouth. In an instant, the saliva soaked his mouth, but it wasn't what he wanted.

Gently glaring across the neck and shoulders at the dress. It seemed as if he could get what he wanted by cleaning up this cumbersome object.

The big hand holding the chest area crawled up behind her back like a snake.

He stretched out his hand as if to tear off the tight dress strap. When he grasped the string that easily came into his hand, Rachel wrapped her arms on his neck.

Slowly but strongly wrapped around his neck, her neat ears was positioned right next to him.

"Not just the situation....... I don't like that...….”

“…….”

After hearing Rachel's plea, Lucian felt his breath tight.

Why on earth do you hate it? Why don't you want to?

Lucian, who was tangled with each other, wrapped her head around him and turned her head.

The wet, blue eyes were so beautiful. But he found something in those eyes that he could not normally see.

The hunger, anxiety, and desperation that I had only seen in my eyes reflected in the mirror melted into the blue eyes.

The moment I faced her with different colors and with the same eyes as what i see, my back felt a thrill.

Happiness.

I liked her, who was no different from me. Would you hate her if she said she was content to be a broken human being like me?

I, who thought you were as complete and perfect as the full moon, were somehow lacking, like the cowering moon over along period.

It's not different from me.

Same as me.

The thought alone made me feel blood spurting. My whole body seemed to feel numb with the joy.

Yeah, I won't do it if you don't like it.

Lucian soothed his lover in the breathless distance.

"Shh, I won't dig. What you don't like, I won't do anything."

"......no, that."

"Yes, you just stay by my side. As long as you do.….”

Rubbing a small nose with the tip of his nose, Lucian said.

"I'll never do what you hate."

"Luci, Luci I...….”

A small hand clasped his collar. He held on to the other side so that she wouldn't fall.

Lucian breathed a ple asant sigh, as if he had purposely fitted a small body into his arms.

All the hidden things had come out with a low laugh that fell on her face and head.

"My Rae..."

Pressing hard with the sharp tip of his nose, he murmured.

"My Rae, mine...….”

Nine years ago, since I first saw her, she was his. Then Enzo mumbled.

—A deep love can make you ill. But I also know that you can't stop. I miss you, Sally. I...….

Lucian's use of a natural voice and not the mean voice, reached there for a while, but quickly returned to Rachel who was rustling in his arms.

Lucian was able to close his eyes only when he felt the sensation and the heat in his arms.

I finally got Rachel on my hands.

This is chapters 103-104s

Its so toxicc wheewww.. Both of them are not in the right mind. The obsession is so suffocating (sweet potatoes are everywhere) i hopee rachel will overcome this and I hope theat ML really would improve his conditionn. This is probably the last spoiler i will post in a while cause its still updating so goodbye..... For nowww
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Ooh my.. Thank you so much. Actually, this is one of my favorite novels now. Adn I wish i can read some spoilers soon. Thanks once again. ❤❤

Rin.rinaaa · Aug 11, 2021

lovelysunshiine · Sep 11, 2021

Full mtl novel from a mtl server [deleted]

Anmol · Sep 11, 2021

lovelysunshiine said: ↑

Full mtl novel from a mtl server

Edited: deleted the link, sorry
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marryserver · Sep 10, 2021

lovelysunshiine said: ↑

Full mtl novel from a mtl server
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Thanks for the spoiler ☺ I want to ask do you have complete novels like this I really need something to read?

lovelysunshiine · Sep 11, 2021

marryserver said: ↑

Thanks for the spoiler ☺ I want to ask do you have complete novels like this I really need something to read?
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server is on lockdown rn

lovelysunshiine · Sep 11, 2021

Anidori said: ↑

Whoa what discord server is this?!
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Mtl server with everything mtl completed for popular and unknown knovels + they have r19 editions of novels like i raised a beast well, secretary of the tyrant, etc.

Anmol said: ↑

Thanks for sharing, just wondering if the person that did the mtl has a discord or a website?
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can you please delete or edit your reply because it still has the link

Anidori said: ↑

Whoa what discord server is this?!
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Hello owner doesn’t want her @ available because the server is on lockdown can you please delete your reply

Hannah Potter · Sep 14, 2021

so is there really no way that i can read this novel in any website or in any server(for free tho)?.......plz can anyone give me any link or anything where i can read this novel?

Ashmanhwa · Sep 14, 2021

Raspberrymix said: ↑

Was he gay in the original? And then turned straight here? Something about that doesn’t feel right unless he’s bi...
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That was wrt the og story , the sister changed the story so he was attracted to her .

Vaviana · Sep 15, 2021

Are there side stories released?

Itsmecannonfodder · Sep 16, 2021

lovelysunshiine said: ↑

Full mtl novel from a mtl server [deleted]
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Can you please send me the link of the novel, in personal message or anything please please please

Brown sugar · Sep 17, 2021

animestar411 said: ↑

I dont like the trend that i am seeing. Surviving as a maid:evil gay king. Now this:straighting a gay duke. Oh and the other one that i dont remember but cheating gay cousin. These basically makes gay people as bad people. Are the authors being homophobic or something?
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I don't see it like that just because some gays are made evil doesn't mean they are homophobic you just assumed that out of nothing it's just like how they always make the step-sister , mother-in-law, original FL of the world the MC goes to or any girl who likes the ml as the evil person. just because they are gay doesn't make them any special

ahvioletta · Sep 18, 2021

I’m desperate for spoilers. Or mtl. Or raw Korean. Someone please update me.

Kyyiiq-q12 · Sep 30, 2021

Just a slight bit of a spoiler

They finally do it at around chapter 116-119

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