https://www.novelupdates.com/series/i-rely-on-breastfeeding-to-stabilize-the-disease/ Description: In the first life, she was given a cup of poisoned wine to drink; in the second life, she was shot as a hedgehog by a sharp arrow; in the third life, she became a diligent nurse who worked hard to live; (Note: the hostess only feeds. The male protagonist sucked milk) Because all three lifetimes were all for him, Chu Ran’s eyes were black and she just wanted to die on the spot. Seeing her trembling expression, Gu Xian stretched out his slender fingers and opened her belly band, revealing a radiant and white skin on her chest. People feel so wonderful. He squinted his phoenix eyes happily, and his voice was low and dull: “Ran Ran…it’s time for breastfeeding.” ————— Spoiler 1st Life: Chu Ran (FL) married to Yu Wang (ML). After he went to war for 2 years she had never heard any new of him until she learned that Yu Wang rebelled. Since FL was Yu Wang Fei, she was imprisoned and given poison to drink. 2nd Life: FL was just a passerby who was heading back after shopping and encounters a man being chased by assassins. He grabs FL and holds her tightly to protect her from the incoming arrows. They both get shot. After seeing his face and realizing she died once again because of him, she laments that she should’ve never gone out. After seeing the guilty look on his face, FL wanted to vomit blood even more (figuratively, but ironically she is literally wounded). He is sorry for dragging her into his mess and vows that if there is an after life then he will return the young lady's arrow and will not break his word. FL: 3rd Life: FL hadn’t eaten for a long time so she was starving a weak. As she gradually lost consciousness, she called out for help and ML orders his servant to bring her back. Hengnan Wang, Gu Xian. The God of War. He personally took command and set out to solve the invading state of Qi. It was a war that lasted three months and he was heading back and encounters the FL. His guard warns him to be carful of fraud, but he just tells them to go back to the capital.