Spoiler I Won’t Accept Your Regrets

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    the reason why carlisle hair is changed because duke croft give them 2 magic bracelets to change hair and eyes color (so raymond doesnt know that carlisle is his son). Ellie also used it, her hair change into pink and her eyes into brown. Thats why for 6 years ray cant find them
     
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    Edmond become first prince of empire, and he visit raymond in his office. They were talking. Edmond really yearn for affection of ray. Ray looking at edmond and see his black hair which is royal family features but he feels weird. He thought maybe he doesnt have fatherhood affection at all becaus he didnt receive from last emperor too.

    It is happened before raymond realize his feeling.
    Raymond try to investigate about edmond birth, and what happen when lize went to western kingdom. So here is a letter about investigation. i dont really get that part, but the marquis (lize dad) secretly sent midwife to western palace. So lize gave birth in secret and after that take the baby out from there. And the investigator feel it is weird, seems like lize abandon (or maybe hidden) the baby). And he ask for investigate it more
     
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    Spoiler Ch 103 Part 1

    Ellie POV

    "Elly. I'm late, so I'll go back."
    "Mr. Jeremy, are you already going?" Carlisle, who was burying his face in the nape, raised his head.
    "Well, I think I have to go today because I have a job. I'm sorry."
    "Then, when will we see you again? I want to play with you."

    Carlisle seemed to be inconvenient. He smiled at the carlisle and told me. "Elly, can I come to see Carlisle?"
    "Of course."
    "Are you leaving?"
    "Yes. I was supposed to go to an academy in the Lund kingdom."
    Jeremy smiled lightly, seeming to understand why I made this decision.
    "That's right. Tomorrow, I'm going to play around. I have something to tell Eli."
    "Yes. I'll send someone to tell you where the mansion is."
    "Thank you. Then go back carefully. Jed, see you again next time."
    "Yes, please be careful."
    "Carlisle, let's see the day after tomorrow."
    "Are you sure to see the day after tomorrow? We promise?."
    "Yes, let's make a promise," Carlisle and Jeremy, who promised with her fingers, Jeremy rubbed Carlisle's head with a smile. And soon after he had said hello, he left. With a feeling of anxiety that wasn't completely gone, I left the night market with Jed.

    Spoiler Ch 103 Part 2

    Ray POV

    Raymond turned into the office, not the bedroom. Because it seemed like his head was going to burst right now.

    “How….”

    Elijah could have a child. Words that could not be spoken lingered in his mouth.

    Carlisle, Elijah and Jeremy. After these three men left, he remained there for a long time. He couldn't believe what he saw was really real. A child with vivid purple eyes, a woman who ran and hugged the child calling her mother. A man with a white blonde resembling a kid's blonde. Raymond recounted the scenes of the very brief moments he had seen over and over again.

    Spoiler Ch 103 Part 3

    Wasn't everything a dream? Was he going crazy and seeing the illusion? He tried to deny the scenes that were repeated dozens of times, but the person who touched his shoulder flashed his mind. In the middle of the market where he stands is not a dream. He had to admit that everything he saw was real. Elijah has a child.

    There is a child he does not know. If Ellie had a child, besides, if the child seems to be about six years old, it is most likely that he was his child.

    However, no matter how much he recalled Carlisle's appearance, he did not see any characteristic features of the royal family. Whereas the blood of the royal family of the Egrita Empire was strong. The children who succeeded the emperor's blood almost had black hair and black eyes at the same time.

    Occasionally, there was no child without any trace like Carlisle, even though only one of them was born or had a lighter child.

    Spoiler Ch 103 Part 4

    As if Elijah had changed her appearance, maybe she had changed the appearance of Carlisle, but Carlisle's hand, which looked at the doll to him, was clean. He seem didn't use magic tool.

    However, since the child's figure was changed to a magical sphere, large ornaments were not noticeable at all. That is, Carlisle's appearance was not changed to magic. It was really purple eyes and blonde hair. Finally. It means not being his child. He isn't his child.

    Carlyle's figure in Jeremy's arms came to mind clearly. In that moment, a hot flame soared. It seemed that hot things like lava melted his heart.

    "No, it's not."

    Taking a breath that was getting angry, he tried to find reason. So it's just a matter of finding out what's true.
     
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    chap 1-4 free and then you can read for free one chapter for a day.
    If you want to read more, you can buying cash using happy money gift card. Ive alrdy tried, it works.
     
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    ellie will meet with raymond in jail where duke croft being held. Raymond didnt recognize her appearance but there her voice familiar. Raymond let her go and meet the duke. After back to palace, raymond still think about the girl he bumped with and there is possibility that she was ellie using magic bcs he know ellie wont let her father alone in this situation, and ask his assitant called david to find about her.
    ellie will take carlisle to a musical performance. Carlisle has an interest at music and playing instruments same like raymond. Ellie said that carlisle resemble her face, but his preference is come from raymond. Like raymond leave his trait in his child (ofc he is the one who make that child with you ellie).
    ellie meet lize, and try to hide carlisle. But lize doesn't recognize her. Ellie heard the conversation between lize and other lady still call lize "lady". It is alrdy 6 years but the title didnt change. Ellie found out that lize isnt an empress. Other lady ask lize why she isnt empress yet? Even after gave a birth to emperor child? Is it a rumor true about emperor is so sensitive about empress news who left country? Did he cant forget her?. Ellie cant believe it, because untill the last time raymond say he wont love her, but now they said ray cant forget her. lize brushed it off and said it just baseless rumour, since in the fact the relationship between emperor and ellie wasnt good.
     
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    I have no gift cards nor money.

    So, since this novel has 170 chapters (according to spoilers), subtract 4 free chapters, then It would be 166 chapters. Since you can read one free chapter a day then you’ll have 167 days to complete this novel. 167 days is equal to 5 months, 2 weeks and 3 days.

    *Sigh* That’s too long... Normally I can finish 200+ chapters in one day (IF the chapters are not too long).

    Conclusion: It sucks to be poor :(
     
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    Spoiler 104 Part 1

    Ellie POV

    "Mr. Jeremy, I missed you!"
    "I missed you too. Carlisle."

    Hellan said When Carlisle hears Jeremy's coming, he washes his face in a hurry. He even ran. When Jeremy looked at Carlisle at Hellan's words, Jeremy could see his hair and pajamas.

    "You have to wash your face and change clothes no matter how urgent. Come on, change clothes with Helen."

    Carlisle's mouth popped out when I said it hard. “Mr Jeremy…I want to play with you.” Carlisle sneaked into Jeremy's arms while avoiding my gaze.

    Jeremy hugged Carlisle. "Then, shall we go to the bathroom with you?"
    "bathroom?"
    "If you count 100 while bath and you finished changing clothes while counting 100, I'll give you a gift. How about that?"
    "Okay! Come on!" exclaimed Carlyle.

    Carlisle, who had passed over, urged Jeremy to go quickly
    Spoiler 104 Part 2

    Ray POV

    When Ellie, Jeremy and Carlisle was having a good time, there were people approaching the mansion.

    'It is said that in the kingdom of Lund, Ellie had a florist under the pseudonym. It is said that there was a good and beautiful girl who raised a boy alone.'

    'She raised a child alone?

    'Yes. They said she didn't have a husband. However, there were many people who misunderstood that the two of them were friends or not.'

    'Looking at the mansion, it turned out that the branch manager at the top of Phoenix recently bought the property quietly. It is a mansion of a bankrupt noble located on the outskirts of the capital, so this is probably where the child was hidden.'

    If Carlisle really Elijah's child and whose child he is? The more I heard Cartel's report, the more my heart seemed to burst.

    If Carlisle was Jeremy's child, Elijah divorced him, and it wasn't long before he met Jeremy. It may have been that she left the empire to live quietly with Jeremy.

    When did it start?
    The two people became together. The more I thought, the more I felt like I was going crazy.

    "if it true. You are here. Be careful not to be noticed. "
     
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    You can read 32 chapter for 3000won, im my country currency is about 50K IDR, its quite cheap.
     
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    Cheap or not, I really don’t have extra money. I’m still a student (high school to be exact) Without school, I don’t have pocket money. Even if I ask my parents they won’t give me some because of the pandemic and there’s really no way they’re gonna let me spend money on novels which they called useless since no knowledge can be learned from these types of books. (According to them)

    I’ll guess I’ll just wallow from misery... (T_T)
    Sadd lifeee...
     
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    I know how that feels. Its okay, ill post spoiler for every chapter i read.
     
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    Raymond POV
    "Wow! It's a butterfly!" Carlyle found a yellow butterfly and screamed. He ran around the little flower field and reached out to the butterfly. The laughter of a joyful child rang with a butterfly that seemed to be caught. Then the voice of the worried man continued. "Carlisle, be careful. Don't fall." I while staring at Carlisle, turned my head to a familiar voice. Then Jeremy, who just left the mansion, caught his eye. "… Why is he coming out of there." I made a fist without knowing and walked towards him. But Elijah appeared. A basket of food was hung on her arm when she came out of the mansion. Soon after she reached the yard, she unfolded the cloth, placed a basket on it, and looked at Jeremy and Carlisle. She stands with a smile that I've never seen before. My heart stopped striking as if I had been nailed to the figure, and it thumped to the floor. My finger trembles like I've used cold water upside down.

    Carlisle and Jeremy sat on the fabric laid out by Elijah. Jeremy picked up the sandwich and fed it to Carlisle first. Elijah pours the juice and the three of them talk happily. Of course, My presence didn't seem to matter. My words trembled and I held hmy mouth tight. The familiar treatments of each other seemed to be the answer to what I was curious about. I deny it, and deny it again, but the scene in front of me was a happy family as if laughing at me. The sight I used to dream about when Ellie was pregnant. Tears rolled down my eyes.

    For a moment, the vicious heart that I wanted to throw away. And Elijah's unfamiliar smile struck in front of him made my heart shook. What am I hoping for here. I wanted to ask Elijah directly and hear the answer, but I couldn't even move between them. I was an unfamiliar audience to them who had the perfect family look. Elijah's happy smile would have been broken if Iwent out now. I seems to be in an abyss. I stood still with helplessness.

    Jeremi POV
    I turned to find a handkerchief to wipe out the crumbs on Carlisle's mouth. The moment I turned my head again to see if it was wrong, I stared at emperor standing in the woods. "How are you here." I wondered if I had seen the illusion, but I slowly blinked my eyes, but in the forest not far from the mansion, it was clear that the emperor was standing there. Even though my gaze turned to him for a long time, the emperor did not see me. Turning my head toward the direction his eyes were facing, there were Elijah and Carlisle. The Emperor is watching Carlisle and Elijah.

    I wasn't able to judge the situation at the moment as to what to do with this situation. I couldn't guess why the emperor was here and whether he noticed Carlisle's existence. When I was confused whether to tell Elijah or not, the emperor moved.
    He, who was staring at Carlisle, suddenly turned against the mansion. By the time the slow pace quickly became invisible and the emperor was no longer visible, the sound of the horseshoe was faintly heard. The emperor seemed to have left. Why, leaving without doing anything. If you know where this is, if you've seen Carlisle. Suddenly, the fact that no symbol of the royal family is visible to the current Carlisle came to mind. Did you ever see Carlisle and you never suspected that he would be your own child, because there was no symbol of the Egrita royal family? He also saw Carlisle with me and maybe ..... Once he has caught this place, he can come back and take Carlisle right away. I had to tell Elijah.

    Ellie POV
    "Ellii...." "Jeremy, what's going on?" "My Majesty came and went." Yes?" Who came and went...?" At the moment, I asked blankly without understanding his words. "Your emperor just left when he was nearby." If Raymond was there... He would have seen us all. I and Carlisle...... How on earth... He had no feeling of knowing Carlisle's existence. Coincidentally, it may not have found a mansion in the middle of the forest, even outside the capital. He must have done a background check when he learned of Carlisle's existence. I did not allow Carlisle to go near the capital, but when and how did he see it? "No way that day" Jeremy's eyes widened. He was talking to me. "Eli, before i said I met emperor. That's the day you lost Carlisle for a while. And the place I met Majesty wasn't far from the night market." "Carlisle." Carlisle, who was confused to see if the serious mood of the adults didn't make sense, caught my eye.
    "Yeah." "Someone who help you that day... Do you remember what it looks like?" "Yes! His eyes were black. And His hair was also black. That uncle was a good uncle..." I got shocked like I got a hit from Carlyle's murmur. The moment was dizzy and my body was staggering. I was so careful. How can there be such a coincidence? I couldn't imagine that Raymond and Carlisle would meet with this ridiculous coincidence. What to do now.
    "Jeremy, did you really see His majesty? You might have been mistaken?" "I'm sorry. I'm not mistaken." There was no shaking in his eyes. Raymond was really here. But then, why did he turn his feet in front of his nose? It wasn't Raymond's action. If He happened to know Carlisle's existence and discovered the hidden mansion, he would have come to ask me the truth.

    I don't know exactly how far he knows, but if he knew Carlisle was my child, he would have been the first to doubt. Carlisle might be his child. Did he find any evidence of his own child? If he was convinced that Carlisle was his child, he could take Carlisle from me right away. If Carlisle's existence is revealed under all circumstances, becoming the 2nd Prince, and than the power struggle begins. "No." Even the imagination made the spine cooler.
    I stopped at an unexpected word. "Use Jeremy?" "Yes. I would be more credible than dressing someone up as Carlisle's father. Your Majesty has already seen me with Carlyle." He was right. Jeremy will be the best shield shield to escape Raymond's doubts. Raymond knew that Jeremy and I knew six years ago. "But." Then, will Raymond let Jeremy stand still? It seemed like I shouldn't have dragged Jeremy to our problems. Jeremy said with an unshakable look. "Elly, don't think about anything else now, just think about Carlisle." Apart from Jeremy's suggestion, I needed to meet Raymond first before moving.

    Elli POV
    Raymond is waiting for me. It's not much, but today I was nervous enough to shake my fingertips. I had to talk to him about Carlisle. “I have something to tell you.” Raymond was staring at me. Raymond's dark eyes were darker than ever. The intense emotions in his eyes seemed to be angry at me and seemed to have doubts. I looked at him more complexly and said calmly. "Yes, Your Majesty, but before that, would you please pass all the surroundings first?" "......................" I guess what I came to say. Raymond pauses. He didn't answer me but he looked at me and moved his red lips. "Everyone's out." All the servants and knights went out, and the door of the office was firmly closed. "It looks like you saw me yesterday." "Yes, yesterday I found out that Your Majesty went to my private place." "Private place... that mansion is not yours, but you don't deny it." "I don't care. My child is right for the man you saw in that mansion." At the moment, Raymond's expression shook greatly. ".....That child is really your child." As if he didn't want to believe what I said, he was forced to squeeze his voice.

    "Yes. Carlisle is my child. Carlisle is not your majesty's." "............." "Is there anything you might misunderstand? To be sure, I was asking for self-taught today. Carlisle is just my child, not a majesty." "It's just your child? Where is your child's father going and if it's just your child. Why, are you wrapping him in front of me in case I'm going to kill Dr. Confucius ( Jeremy) ?" Raymond's darkeyes flashed dangerously. As expected, he really seemed to misunderstand Jeremy as Carlyle's father. 'using me.' It would certainly be easier like Jeremy had said, but I wasn't willing to get comfortable and put him as a shield. "Dr. Confucius is not my child's father."
    "Ha, no?" He twisted his mouth as if he could not believe it. "Yes. The child's father. It's already dead."

    The child's father's documents, etc., had already been completely decorated before leaving the Lund kingdom. "That's how you want to wrap up Detroit Confucius?" However, he didn't believed. No, maybe he doesn't want to believe that I met another man right after the divorce and gave birth to a child. "Send a person to the Lund kingdom to find out, as if you had located the mansion." "....... .. ... " "Droit Confucius was just someone who Carlisle knows in the Lund kingdom, so the child is just following him," He said nothing. I can't tell whether he believe or doubt what I say. His silent lips moved slowly. “I thought it was my child,” he said. I shook my trembling finger and barely hid the agitation. " I'd rather he not be a child of Detroit Confucius, or I don't know anymore." "What are you saying?" "As soon as you divorce me, Did you meet?" His anger was a way to get lost and wander, and finally decided to turn to me. "You're asking a question I have no reason to answer." "It's irrelevant since you're divorced, do you want to say that?" "Yes" "I didn't know you're such a person and you're the one with the clear cut. Oh, so the father is dead, so forget it neatly and put Detroit Confucius aside?" "Your Majesty!" I shouted at him as I warned him of his remarks over the line. He sighed tired and wiped his face with a rough touch.

    "Ellijah...." "I tell you again, my child has nothing to do with His Majesty." The moment my voice rang like a wedge, the moment his expression was cracking at the precarious crack. It wasn't easy to see him like this, but I decided to think of Carlisle. The child could not be thrown into the midst of a bloody throne. I wanted to live happily and freely without being threatened with my life. The life of the emperor who climbed to see the blood of his brother was never be happy life. "My Majesty. If Carlisle's existence is revealed, it will be noisy. I do not want my child to get attention of many people." "... do you mean to shut up?" "Yes, please," I pleaded with him. “I know what you mean.” " Thank you, My Majesty." "If you're done with the story. Leave it for today." He seemed very distressed to face me. It seemed like he needed some time to accept this. I greeted him and left the office, leaving him in silent.

    Lize POV “What happened?” When I was spending time in the garden, I didn't like being disturbed. "Lady. I found something unexpected." "Unexpected?" "Yes. Croft Young-ae (Ellie) had a child." "What? child?" "Yes. It is said that Croft Youngae (Ellie) raised a child by running a flower shop alone in the Lund kingdom. Also, she is hiding a child in a mansion outside the capital." She hiding a child..... "I haven't found out anything about the child. The child's age seems to be 5 to 6 years old, and the appearance seems must be studied further to be more accurate." Between 5 and 6 years old. Elijah left the empire six years ago. Probably that child is Raymond's child. If so, Edmund's position as the next emperor will shake. Elijah Croft, she was about to shake her place again and again. "Why should I learn more about the child's appearance. Isn't there a symbol of the royal family?" "When I looked at it from a distance, it was said to be purple eyes and blonde hair, not black."
     
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    So what happens to Edmond in the end ? Will he be the 2nd prince or the first prince ? I mean he still has royal blood, he may be not the crown prince but he can still be the first prince right ? And will he be on good terms with carylse (idk) ? I would feel bad if they are treating him bad just bc of his mom ):
     
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    Guys, is it okay to spill major spoiler? Or do you prefer not to?
     
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    Edmond is alrdy 1st prince. But i dont think he will stay as a prince, because he isnt emperor's child even he has royal blood he cant be an heir if there is emperor legal child (thats why lize try to kill ellie and carlisle) , he will just be a part of royal family (as cousin). But it still not revealed d yet how his end. In the prev spoiler chapter 170, it is said that raymond will not harm edmond if lize give the antidote for poisoning his family.
     
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    Please give us any spoiler you have!

    I'm dying to know more!! o_O:sneaky:
     
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    so there is another dukedom beside croft family in egrita empire. Duke droit (드로이트) is one of former emperor and crown prince follower. he believed that pure blood has a highest position and cant accept raymond as he is illegitimate child. and after raymond take the crown, duke droit lose his power.
    and this duke has a plan to take down raymond. Lize and her father have work together with him (seems like he know that edmond isnt ray son because he despite ray, why should he help edmond to secure his position in royal family).

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    jeremy know that lize isnt a good person. she may looks innocent out side and like a gentle woman , but her heart is spiteful. she will cut away everything that hinder her way forward.
    Jeremy is also known duke detroit, and even tell him to not trust marquis shios (lize dad) also lize herself.
    I dont know what relationship between jeremy and duke droit. but for sure jeremy is a good guy, he try to help lize and carlisle.
     
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    okaay, ill post another spoiler.
     
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    Yes please! Any spoiler is okay :blobpopcorn_cool:
     
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    Jeremy is duke droit son. He called him father when he found out that the duke hanged in his bedroom.
    So she is trying to kill ellie and carlisle by burning them in a mansion, but will blame duke droit for that crime. she also make it as duke droit who made the trap and lead both of ellie and carlisle to die. but her plan is failed because ray saved them. So she asked her underling (called Lilla, idk who s/he is) to kill duke droit and make it as a suicide.
     
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