Please help I've been searching this for eternity ╥﹏╥ , I'm looking for a BL horror novel in which the male lead (as far as I can remember) is a female who was always bullied but then the MC (heartthrob) always help her (the MC,I think was transmigrated, he's on a mission ) but the ML died because he/she was pushed from the school rooftop then he transforms or his body change into a male ghost...?? aside from the mc, there are also other cannon fodders players because the overall concept of this novel is a survival horror game and i think if you die in the game u die in real life.. things I remember : -the male lead falls inlove first -i think the name of the male lead starts with S (_ _|||) -ML always bullied -School setting Thank you so much!\(“▔□▔)/\(“▔□▔)/
These are the BL horror novels that start with S that I could find: 1) https://www.novelupdates.com/series/s-c-i-mystery-series/ 2) https://www.novelupdates.com/series/suspended-life-game/ 3) https://www.novelupdates.com/series/seven-days-escape-game/ 4) https://www.novelupdates.com/series/survival-qualification-test/
This is... BL? O.O Um, maybe it's I Rely on Kisses to Clear Survival Games? Doesn't really match your scene of ML being a girl (he was... definitely a guy ) But there was a school arc where ML was bullied, died (pushed off rooftop), and became the horror game boss. His name did start with an S too iirc.
I think your looking for Boyfriends Always Turned out to Be a Horror Movie Boss It has all those things you are looking for in it, the male lead is a female at the start because his not mother cursed him so she could take over his body (which I think the curse broke after he killed her). And the main character transmigrated into the world by himself and other cannon folders have come into that world as well to survive in a horror game. I think the male lead ends up dying by being pushed off a roof and turned into a ghost that killed the cannon fodder people in a hospital.
--------- Yes!! This is what I'm looking for ( Boyfriends Always Turned out to Be a Horror Movie Boss ) THANK YOU SO MUCH! <(_ _*)> Also, thank you for those people who helped <(_ _*)> You have my gratitude.