This started happening 1 months ago, when ever I see genre of romance and drama in "Mangarock" my stomach starts feeling terrible. Its gets bad when I start reading the Manga. Don't know why but it really make my heart beat faster and a fear creeps in me and make my stomach feel bad(anxiety-ish perhaps??). This only happens when checking/reading manga of romance and drama genre. I didnt remember having read any those manga 1 month ago, don't know why where and why it start to happening.
Is it as bad as what one feels after watching "2 Girls 1 Cup" (no, I have not nor will I ever see that video but know what it has in it)?
Not stomach pain or heart-pounding levels, but I used to feel similarly when I saw manga related to ntr or general fucked up psychological shit like all those variants of the "kings game app that makes the whole classroom betray each other in various fucked up ways"
I can stomach gore and other wierd stuff, but romance and drama is no no. Also try sharing "2 Girls 1 Cup" or "meatspin" 9n Facebook
Maybe reading particularly fluffy/angst free romance and light drama may help you view those genres in a better light?
I think that this is probably an example of Cognitive Dissonance: You probably have some worldview on people or relationships that is either nice and fluffy or somehow unfair and biased against you, and when you read these manga or novels they are presenting an alternative reality to your worldview and that makes you uncomfortable. You don't want to accept this alternative reality so you try to ignore it and not think about it, and so you have to experience the cognitive dissonance again every time you are reminded of it. Or maybe I'm just projecting my past self into you, who knows?