yeah, that's what I'm talking about, I respect the artistic concept of Marilyn and I can feel the message in his songs, but I can't like it. I can feel his music creeping to your mind and body, and I was watching that on reaction video where the smaller screen is the music video, and I was watching that on my sister's phone she's holding, that moment I watched it, I felt the insanity and horror, after that I haven't watched any videos of his again.