Life is a sandbox I don't wanna play in. That was my thought lying in my bed at 10 am after an unsuccessful night of attempting to sleep. I wish death would just take me already. I'm ready to go man... And so I continue to distract myself rather unsuccessfully to ignore the scorching pain and fatigue. My mind is bouncing around my head; I'm trying to keep my conciousness stable. I would sleep if I could, but five minutes of not doing anything would drive me insane from sensory stimulation. Not to mention adding the original insomnia. My conciousness is kinda floating off as I type this so excuse my utter stupidity for a minute please. Can I just die please? People don't usually realise how hard dying is.... You have to try so hard to get your body to stop functioning if you wanna do it quick. Anyway here is the mind vomit of someone who isn't asleep but really wants be.
"On the plus side, death is one of the few things that can be done just as easily as lying down." -Woody Allen Death is actually easy when you've put your mind into it.
Try a cup of hot milk, it might help Do you have any thick books around? try reading one until you doze off