The story starts with the MC being born again as a baby in a novel and her mother is the villainess and her father is the male lead. I forgot her hair color. Her mom which is the villainess is the original wife of the male lead and since the villainess aka the MC's mother committed a lot of crime she was locked up in the tower. MC also grew on the tower and when she can speak and walk she was sent to an orphanage of some sort and was bullied because her mom is a bad woman. She (MC) knew that she was gonna die young. According to the novel, she was gonna die after her mom dies. So she went and burn the orphanage and lock her self inside the room so that people would think she died. She crawl to a hidden small door or something I forgot and she ran and went to a mercenary? I forgot. I stopped around that area and I can't find it again. The story was kind of heavy. I think it was a korean novel? Not sure. But I hope someone would be familiar with the plot. I really want to read it again. Thank you guys.