hey so a while ago i read this BL and i wanted to go back to it and finish it but i can't remember the name lmao idk why i remember this part specifically but when the mc and ml first met, the ml smashed a brick in the mc's head. mc gave a vivid description of the ml's white shirt. ml plays guitar and ended up teaching the mc guitar, but the mc didn't realize it was the ml teaching him until later (im too lazy to explain). ml and mc are gangsters. ml is feared. mc falls first, and distances himself cause his sexuality makes him panic as well as his feelings for his friend. im pretty sure it had manly gay couple tag too. im pretty sure this takes place in the 90s. im sorry for the lack of details but it was really good so i wanna find it! thanks!