im now in depressin state, i just want someone hear it for me so first im atleast anti-social so i can't have many friend and i envious people who can make friend easily & i can't easily start or join conversation second im almost dropped out from college because im not really smart enough it's hard you know, to do something easily im the type who can't do thing faster and always meet with deadline third my language, im not native english so my english is shit compared to my friend who scored 590+ toefl test fourth my weight atleast 120 kg and im black plus ugly, in my country 100 kg is already considered fat. fifth in my lifetime i don't really have girlfriend and still virgin, it's a shame you know my friend already lost its virginity and have many girlfriend sixth many more but thank you very much to NUF for listening my confession and sorry for my language
you're not antisocial because you want to have friends. your problem is self-esteem. in order to fix that- you need to have a goal. you need to do little things that make you feel better.
I would recommend either getting help for your depression or talking to a friend that would take you seriously. As for your looks I guess either start working out or find a hobby other than novels to read since it looks like that isnt doing much for you. Also this thread Although serious sounding reminded me of this gif I found in reddit yesterday. Has notthing to do with your problem but at least you do not have this job. If you do though I feel even worse for you. Spoiler: Ugh.
Ok... Dude, you need to talk to someone. I mean someone you can trust. I can tell you that you are not alone. I've dropped out of college myself once, and then I went back and finished it. A lot of people go through what you are going through. I hope that you can push through this phase. I know that you will find your place in life. Also, stay away from second chance/ reincarnation novels for sometime. It makes you wish for impossible things. Remember, you only get one life.
1. If you fix your self esteem you will improve, it'll help you with talking, etc. Be happy with yourself, it might be hard, but it's all about your self esteem, you can't love others without first loving yourself man. Also, not having a lot of friends is not bad, having best friends tops having fake friends, at least for me. 2. Effort! Keep going man, don't drop out, don't ruin it all, finish it, and be proud. I know school is hard, believe me, but keep going. 3. Honestly my English was crap 2 years ago, find something you like to do, for me it was reading, I enjoyed reading novels, and learned English through reading novels and playing games with people. It's all about interaction and doing something you like. 4. There's nothing wrong with being a little bit bigger, however if it does bother you a lot, try going to the gym. Going to the gym is also helpful way of improving your self esteem. Just focus on yourself and not others. And if you don't wanna go to the gym, you can do jogging, riding bicycles, etc. Just do something that you'll enjoy. 5. As I said before, before wanting to love others you need to love yourself! It'll come eventually, I know it sounds cheesy, but It will! Hopefully I helped in anyway. Praying for your success fam! Do yourself proud!
Errr.... *pat pat* (1) I have a lot of trouble making friends, too. But smiling and saying hello to someone is always good practice. It can be a complete stranger, but it can help you feel better and maybe make them feel better too. Heck, I even thank my GPS sometimes when I'm stressed driving because it makes me feel better. (2) A lot of people struggle with college, myself included. I considered dropping out more than once, but then I remember how nice that paycheck will be if I stick with it. And my dad would be furious. Sometimes, talking to the professor about the things you're having problems with will get you advice or an extension. (4) I'm not going to say that if you try hard, you can lose weight. My sister is overweight because of a health condition. But she stays active and positive about herself. Positivity is important. A lot of beauty is finding clothes that fit your body type and keeping yourself well groomed. (5) Losing your virginity is overrated. So is dating. If you find someone that you enjoy hanging out with, going on dates with, etc. that's cool. But trying to date because other people expect you to is ridiculous, and will only make you unhappy. I know from personal experience. So consider why it is that you want to get a girlfriend and lose your virginity. Yeah, I'm not great at comforting people. And I know that depression is difficult, I was depressed for a time in high school, and there wasn't anything particularly "wrong" with my life. Try to find the little, happy things in life and talk to someone about your problems. A friend, family member, complete stranger, even your pet cat.
@Zorter you should do something to try to fix your self-esteem/depression problems. confidence! but that's too much to ask- but if you can fake that, it's a start. small goals to help you feel better about yourself. physical 1. run a 5k- endorphins, weightloss, and you might even find a running group 2. pullups/calisthenics - it took me two years to get to 10 pullups. i'm 40yrs old and weigh 80kg 3. swim - probably the hardest of the the three if you train seriously. amazingly, swimmers (excluding those training) are suprisingly chatty. 4. get a crafting hobby- this one is kinda antisocial- but it work wonders on your self-esteem intellectual 1. learn an art. sign up for a psuedo intellectual class- art, dance, whatever 2. learn a language- go easy and start with spanish or italian. social 1. join a group thing... whatever group sparks your interest 2. get int dungeons and dragons! 3. i'm an atheist, but sadly, this is the most effective option- join a church. preferebly those megachurches that try to get it's members involved in extra-curricular stuff. they'll do the socializing for you.
You're just fat and gay... No i'm sorry... I couldnt resist kakakakakaka But don't worry bro... I weight 120 too... An don't see any problem here... I don't have many friends too cuz i realy don't like ppl... But all The friends i have are for my whole life... Don't worry man... Life goes out... You will lose that virginity one day... Having sex is good and all... But Its not The most importante thing in life... As your problem being dumb... One of my filosofy teatcher said... You are not dumb cuz you don't know something... You are dumb cuz you don't wish to know it! So of you put enough effort aint no dumbness bro... And listen to some good music... Imagine Dragons, Macklemore and such. Plus here... I Lost my virginity when i was 20 year old... Just relax... Try to Conquer your world... You just need to try and put all your effort in it...
Too much exposure to media with betas has created a culture which accepts mediocrity. Being popular is easy, making friends is easy after you fail like the first 100 times. You need an anchor when things are looking bad, for me it's God as a Christian. Yours can be a rewarding job(Contact me via PM) How many times did Thomas Edison fail before he invented the light bulb? How old was the founder of KFC when he finally became successful? I don't like beta males or OP Protagonist because you don't learn anything useful from them. Your problems are actually simple to fix. Failing at something does not make you a failure but giving up does
Also trying to help others instead of focusing on yourself is an easier path to happiness We are our own harshest critic. I know a few people who would be envious of your life due to their physical or other disability
Thomas Edison invented the light bulb ?? I heard of a certain Nicholas Tesla that invented something very similar no?
Is that a troll? Because if it is, i have something for you m8: Spoiler: Something 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b8 m8 i r8 8/8 If not, i feel you bro, i DO feel you... As someone who'se NEVER been in a relationship with someone i know how hard it can be sometimes, especially when everyone around you is in one themselves