I really enjoy novels where the concept of a mage being deployed in battle is the modern equivalent of using nuclear weapons. (Mages are a last resort and highly valued in a country) also training a mage is costly and they're Scarce. Wondering if there's more novels themed around that idea? Just don't recommend me anything that may cause my blood pressure to shoot up, please. Things I wish to avoid reading in a novel MC is kind hearted Never learned how to say no Can't ignore helping others Weak willpower (never kills people that needs to be disposed of and those people keep coming to MC and give him a hard time always but they never get killed) Please avoid putting my old bones through that torture. If I keep reading such novels I am afraid I'll end up bald. Protagonists in novels lack common sense and can't find something enjoyable. PSA. avoid the usual Reverend Insanity recommendation. Thanks!