I've been looking for this particular Transmigration/Historical/GenderBender novel about a MC (general) who was killed by the ML (enemy crown prince/emperor) by an arrow after the MC stubbornly remain unyielded to betray his country and work under the ML despite having a dumb or greedy ruler that doesn't appreciate the MC's loyalty. The MC was killed and transmigrated into his enemy's wife, the empress. The emperor has also a son highlighted in the story that later on became attached to the Empress. It isn't romantic at all, more on about hate and revenge. Despite the MC being the Empress, he didn't wanted to help the Emperor at all and still wanted to do something for his country, trying to get some news from the MC and do some suggestion, yet later on, the Empress died from arson and transmigrated again to the killer's body. I've been trying to find the book for a few days now by tags and all but I couldn't and it frustrates me. I'M DYING TO READ IT ONCE AGAIN SINCE IT'S SO GOOOOOOOOOD. Please help :< HELP!!!