How much stress does it take a person to have that whitening of hair? I never had any white strands of hair, but I'm easily stressed by what others consider insignificant or anyone can handle. Perhaps I'm not stressed enough? I'm not sure if it's worth it... twisting my senses to a more crooked mindset, just to test if I'm really stress about the whole situation or not. Maybe I need to apply more emotional torture on myself? It did not work. It only made myself more cynical and pragmatically negatively positive. I'm not insane. I think I am, so definitely not schizophrenic or having any hallucinations (probably). There is a slim possibility why I'm not stressed enough is my disturbing comfort in dying a peaceful or quick death. Ah, (?). Why do (?) ill me so? If only I could grasp (?) fully, tear (?) apart thoroughly, and deeply bury (?) deep inside me. I think I might just find peace on earth. I want to obtain (?), yet I am disgusted by notion of obtaining (?). Hehehehehe... hehehe... hahahahahahaha!