Hello Solitude
My eternal and faithful companion
She who never fails me, who always waits for me
And whom I always find, when I close the door....
Everytime someone left me
I always asked for a piece of you as a gift
And I got what I asked for, of course I always got it....
I got more, in those moments when you permeated everything
In the universe that surrounds my miserable existence
And you put music to every beat that echoes in my ears
And when you take possession of each and every one of my senses
And you remind me that I only have you....then I wish
I've never known you, I've never had you
My beloved Solitude, the one who always waits for me
The one who never fails me, the one who colors my empty life
At this moment you are everything I have, I do not ask for more
The times where you weren't here are distant memories
They are only sad and empty noises
That torment my memories, that tear my soul
And makes me want to close my eyes
And to stop feeling, since your presence is hurtful
My beloved Solitude, you don't know how much you hurt
You can't imagine how hard it is to have you
You don't know how much I wish you had already left
Hello Solitude
Now we are only two
You, with your indestructible loyalty
And I, with my melancholy and emptiness
In which I slowly lose myself in
And in which memories become nothing
I only have you, my dear companion
She who never leaves me, who never abandons me
Whose company I would be happy to not have
P.S. Yesterday I looked at the sunset from the backyard of my home. I took a picture and I couldn't stop staring at the picture. Now it feels like I am missing out on something.