Hey! I haven't uploaded in a while I guess.Here are some of my sketches.
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Sometimes I don't know what I should do with myself.I wonder if my choice would be the best for me.Am I doing the right thing? Why does feel so wrong for me to pursue an art career?I feel like I should be doing something else,stuff that include maths and science,I don't want that really, but it feels so wrong to choose art.Curse my asian parentage I guess.Honestly my parents are good and bad at parenting at the same time, maybe it's because they don't experience a proper parenting either.I feel like trash when I see others actually trying to do something with their lives and me here doing whatever.I often question my art skills,the only thing I'm good at is realism,copying stuff basically,it wasn't even that good,I'm not even that creative.I probably killed all my creativity long ago.I hate thinking like this, thinking about my future, it gives me stress.Then again maybe it's because of this pandemic that I got so bored and started to question everything more.
I have to get these out I guess,thank you reading if you are.