I Think I Liked A Girl

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Yakinori

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There was this girl I became friends with when I was in 7th grade until 10th grade. Let's just call her Deborah. She's pretty, smart, and shorter than me. She's also popular. She's very great in things involving journalism. She have a great taste in fashion too. I have known her since elementary but we don't interact much because she's in the special section. We used to walk home together with a male classmate.

We became really close when we were in 8th grade but fell apart after she joined the biggest squad in the class. I was the only one who had no friends in the class. I started feeling weird when we were in 9th grade. She suddenly pops up in my mind. When that happens, I'd shake my head and roll my eyes in disgust. Sometimes when I'm with her, my heart beats fast like WTH is this? I'd slap myself and excuse myself to walk away from where she is. I don't usually have much money but when she asks me to treat her to streetfoods or something, I can't say no. She doesn't ask much though and I'd buy some for myself.



I never acknowledged this feeling because it felt weird. I have never liked a girl before and Deborah's my friend. I just realized I might've liked her when I started questioning my sexuality. I don't know if I've liked her or just some admiration that a female has to another female or whatever.

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    1. Agentt Jun 16, 2021
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    2. SylviaViolet Jun 16, 2021
      @Agentt that makes me think that you haven't spoken to more than two or three girls in your life.......
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    3. Uselessdead23 Jun 16, 2021
      I have some news for you....
      HAHAHAHHAHA, girls are really amazing~ it's no wonder to have a crush on them~ take it slow for now, search it on the internet if you want to learn more~, I advice to not dismiss this thought and think of it throughly, knowing your sexuality is a big deal but it's fine to be confused for now, you'll figure it out as the time goes by~
    4. hiddenlight7 Jun 16, 2021
      Agentt likes this.
    5. hiddenlight7 Jun 16, 2021
      Try imagining things like hugs and kisses with her, if you feel disgusted then you don't like her but if you feel shy then you might've really like her!
    6. Agentt Jun 16, 2021
      I have literally felt like this towards every girl who has ever talked to me
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    7. Yakinori Jun 16, 2021
      @zetsuen_dark fr. I'm taking it slow. I always make mistakes when I rush things up.


      @SylviaViolet I don't feel that way anymore. I am more open to this things unlike before hehe
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    8. SylviaViolet Jun 16, 2021
      Sounds interesting. No need to doubt yourself or feel disgusted though, nothing to be ashamed of......
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