Alright. There's no poem nor snippets from songs this time.
I feel like a lot have already happened these past hours. My back, neck, and my head hurt and I want to curse so badly. But I can't really blame anyone else when I didn't perservere enough.
Every difficult times like this, I'm honestly reminded of those days when I received hugs from people. Among them, there was one that made me feel much reassured. It was like I'm melting in his warmth. It makes me want to go nearer to him. I crave for it.
But I can't do that. Because it's easy to be misunderstood and burden others.
And sometimes, it makes me feel pathetic. Like I'm begging for attention and forcing myself to fit in. It's commendable. No matter how much I want it and whatever he decided to do, he's always pretty and adorable.
He's someone important to me that's why he's so pretty.
He has a lot of things I don't have that's why he's so adorable.
But it has already been a long time since the last time we've met. I'm sure he's still pretty the next time we meet but is he still adorable as he used to be for me?
I don't know. But I'm sure I have a lot to catch up on lol
Forgive my little tantrum. It's just because of mood swings ┐(︶▽︶)┌