After the credit screen

No matter how many times I open my eyes in the morning
Why the only thing that remains inside me is the thing that weighing me down
I am drowning, I am drowning
in the space without exit signs exist
I guess I won't able to tell the difference between acting and honesty
Even so I know that your kind smile is hurting me

Listening to song about living is hurting me since I didn't qualify as someone who living
It's so frustrating, It's so frustrating
When you passing through me
Telling me I am not alone but leaving me alone
Why one of us is no longer in this world?

You're the magician and I am the monster
You're the hero and I am the villain
You're the only one for me and I am the only one for you
So when one of us no longer here
Why bother living?

Days are passing on without nothing worth to mention
Years are passing on without progress
Where you go? Where I am heading on?
Can we meet again?
I am scared, I am scared
Unbelievable, oh Unbelievable
How absurd these kinds of ending it is.