Am I Worth The Wait? (Poems)

Another text left on screen,
Another day,
Another night,
Another endless wait.

Am I worth the wait?
I'm just a torn girl,
Walking with her ragged dress,
Hidden under the flashy coat,
Reflecting false lights.

I stand straight like a warrior,
With a white mask on face,
Made from tears and screams,
Hiding my flawed broken body,
Full of scars.

Am I still worth the wait?
Twelve hours away
Ten thousand miles apart

Am I still worth the wait?
Ten months
More than 300 days
Not even a phone call?