An offering?

Its just a dream isnt it?
Tell me that it is.
Please I beg of you
Dont make me feel like this

Clouds in the sky
If you could hear my plea
Please pour down the rain
To wash this grief away

A very shocking news
A glimpse of hell on earth
Confused i grieved
Whys and hows i asked

Look here look there
Bits by bits i read
Soon enough I've found
Those answers that i seek

A flower blooms so red and bright
Attracting gazes all around
A flower withers slow but deadly
Taking with it the souls of many

Those bright stars in the sky
Bringer of joy to many
In one fell swoop got plucked
By one demon incarnate

Each lines are knives
Pointing in my heart
Each lines cut sharply
Deep into my heart

Eyes that were once curious
Now is full of water
Heart that once was alright
Now bruised and bleeding

Punishment? Anger?
There is no place for that
All i want is solace
For those who are bereaved
And a Nirvana
To those who said goodbye

Just as the title says.. its an offering... maybe..
Dont want anything... I just wanna vent