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Kadupul flower* blooms at midnight*dies at dawn, Female
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Life is feeling monotomous this morning. I got up ran, it was beautifully quiet and cool. Autumn in the desert is really one of nature's pleasures.The contrast between the harsh summer sun and the perfection of an Autumn morning is hard to put into words.
When I got back my apartment was in an uproar, with three immortal beauties putting on the final touches before heading out to class. 'Have you seen my scarf' Where's my notebook? Damm I need to change this skirt! Haha Im glad I have them,.I answer 'No, no and that skirt looks great!" They don't really dwell on matters too much which I think is cool, just rush out the door hair flying, designer shoes hurrying to make an entrance into class.
Me I'm the tie my hair in a pony, put on some lip gloss, toss on some leggins, lace up some tennies, slip into class. I only wear a skirt on Wednesday, yes it is for you Professor, only you.. Haha Then I sit with my morning coffee read and think, think, think ...
Today I'm thinking I want to run away,far far away.Buy a plane ticket to anywhere across the globe be daring, rent a scooter, be adventurous Maybe find true love if it isnt just an illusion.Say f*ck it all..Yeah!
My mask cracked this summer and I can't seem to super glue it back together. Everyone still sees the happy smile but I know underneath a certain discontent has been awakened.. What will I do I think?
Well right now I have to get to class haha will have to ponder while taking notes
I guess I can't quite say f*ck it all yet..
maybe tomorrow...

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    1. Pandamonic Oct 5, 2018
      Even though they think I'm a winner,
      The truth is, I think my life is bitter.
      With my usual smile and humor,
      They thought its an honor.
      I wish I wouldn't care
      To show myself bare.
      Of what is underneath
      My mask and beneath.
      Unfulfilled wish, too many
      Maybe that's what make me weary?

      --
      I don't feel like listening to my class
    2. Bad Storm Oct 4, 2018
      Just let the mask break, crack and shatter
      Like pieces of a broken glass
      Then paint each fragment with a different color
      And create a different mask
      One that's more crazy
      One that's more true
      One that's more hazy
      One that's more you
      Because you are more fascinating
      Than your simple mask with its simple hue
      And if you want to run away
      Then run, fly, and bid us, "Adieu"
      But never forget, we're forever here,
      Your home if you want us to
      (O5.18)

      Mind block isn't nice..
      Anyway, I seriously like how you narrated this one. I could picture it in my mind. And it's fascinating.

      You're in a mood, you say. Don't worry, you'll get out of it after awhile. And if you didn't, we'll drag you out ourselves ~
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