It’s all fine and okay. But for some reason that banging in the back becomes noticeable, a little too noticeable. The cold air past my clothes becomes noticeable too. So does the slight scratch of my collar. So dose the people in the shop. Are they looking at me? No. Okay, maybe I should stop tapping my foot. Is my music too loud. It’s only my headphones but it feels too loud. Should I shift to the left? No it’s fine. There’s that banging again. Has that been happening this whole time? I should focus. I need to focus. It’s a little cold. I wanna move. I shouldn’t. I should. No. Never mind. Okay my music to too loud. I should focus. There’s so many people. I wanna put my mask on but they are so far away. I still should. FOCUS! For goodness sakes can’t I just focus? This is dumb, just focus. But I should move. Focus. It’s a little cold. Focus. Just focus. Okay just focus. Focus focus focus focus. But wait I wanna write this down. FFS
Brain monologue (very boring)
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