Concerned...

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Well, sometimes I wonder if this is natural or not or just a fictional influence. While my actions don't contradict my feelings, or in fact the more of what would have been expressed would have made it truer. But then, I wonder if people think it's just an rp?

Coming to the point.

How are harem girls in fiction?

A cliche trope there is "Yandere". A obsessive/ possessive female who may or may not be backed by overpowers (which is out of question in my case however). Well, perhaps it's not high to the point of psychoticism, which isn't impossible in reality either, however this tendency exists in me... And I am not afraid of speaking of it *shrug.

Another is... "Jumping at the guy" even if he doesn't really harbour romantic feelings for her. Is it weird to have such tendencies? Is it weird for a female in reality to... be aggressive in the sense, flirt or even low-key knowingly or unknowingly seduce the guy she likes? For that, does she deserve to be called a slut? Not that I have been called one, but yeah, growing up in a society where a female expressing her sexuality is seen to be immoral, so I end up asking myself "Do I sound like a slut?" Purely out of me being amused by my own behavior ofc, the guy in question showed no signs of being offended.

Another thing in fiction is cheesy lines... Like... I am not even am interested in reading such stuff but somehow they come naturally to me? However the cheesier and more poetic I make them sound, the truer they seem to what I really want to express...

But then again, I never really was interested in bishoujo tropes. So it makes little sense that I would be influenced by them...

... Well... What about now? Does my questions seem like I am asking them superficially or am really concerned about it?...

Guess I am just insecure...

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    1. Nyann Jun 4, 2019
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    2. Haerether Jun 4, 2019
      A-author-san..! (இдஇ; )
    3. Nyann Jun 1, 2019
      @SummerForest yes ^^ I don't need to prove them anything :blobhero: Because the one who deserved to know it the most already does...
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    4. SummerForest Jun 1, 2019
      Haha I understand, mate! It's quite normal. Now you are more confident about your feelings and a bit desperate to let others know that you are sincere.
      It's ok. You don't need to 'prove' anything to the world.
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    5. Nyann Jun 1, 2019
      @SummerForest back then I was afraid of them not thinking it was just an rp. But now I am afraid of them thinking it's just an rp...

      And "them" doesn't include him ofc for the most part...

      And thank you ^^
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    6. SummerForest May 31, 2019
      Nyan, first of all, I must say that I heard people saying that you might be rp-ing, while I knew that your feelings were true, to some extent. But don't mind, they were just wondering, and not looking down at you any way.
      Whatever you do to express your feelings is up to you. As long as the recipient is fine with it you don't need to worry.
      Cheesy lines, out-of-the-line acts or a little bit of oh-it's-psychotic behaviour- everything is fair in love, so you don't need to worry.
      Last of all, don't you know love makes people a bit deranged? The more out-of-character your behaviour is, the more I'm convinced that your feelings are true:blob_patpat::cookie:
    7. Suton May 31, 2019
      I- I would like to say something nice too but I can't so I'm just gonna cheer for you and your sempai! :blobReach:
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    8. Nyann May 31, 2019
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