PROGRESS

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Do the dead suffer, or is it a sweet release?
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I did ittt!!!!


bye bye phobeas!!!

I climbed up the side of a short rocky mountain out of a lake, and swimming in the water blessed me, cuz i screamed a challenge from the top and heard it echoed back and i wasnt afraid even when i looked down, and heard the mountains return my challenge valley to valley!!!!

I wasnt frightened even when she drove close to the edge of zhe cliff on the way out

I am magnificent!

and now i can see a dog pic by surprise and not have my heart sink down to my feet in dread and despair. im still uncomfortable like frozen dew coating my body, but now even surprised i dont negatively react!


dogs are still blegh but soon i will eliminate the fear!

...edit. i decided to confront a dog. it kept barkinh and i ran away crying. but 3 hours later i could face the dog ... progress is progress.

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    1. Fulminata Jul 3, 2020
      omg congrats!!! that resolve to face your fear is super cool :aww::aww:!
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    2. FourSeasons Jul 2, 2020
      i had dreamt a few times of me walking on a narrow alley only to realize there's a dog in front. i would take a turn to the nearest corner before i get close to the dog if there is or else, i would turn back to where walked on before. worse if there's also a dog there :sweating_profusely:
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    3. Donutmindme Jul 1, 2020
      If a dog starts barking at me I make sure I stay away.

      there are some nice doggies. Met them at school. Tho I wanted to see the cats and not the dogs.
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    4. 25th bamm Jun 30, 2020
      Bravo!!! You are amazing!
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