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They knew what Ye Xiajie's words really meant.

His words meant: I have no need for my memories. You are nothing in my eyes. I can erase everything about you. Destroy the memories we shared and forget everything as you don't deserve my love.
He pushed through his decision and pressed his hand inside Hei Anjing's chest without damaging his body. The latter's smile froze the moment he felt a hand inside his heart rampaging from within him, mercilessly stirring his very soul.

The pain from having his soul stirred should be extremely painful but instead what Hei Anjing felt is beyond pain. His disbelief that the person he loved really decided to destroy his heart with his own hands made his tears come out but instead of ordinary teardrops what strolled down on his cheeks were tears made of blood.
Thinking that this man is trying to stop him, he looked up only to see blood and tears strolling down on that beautiful fairy-like face of his. He could see the immense pain and sorrow within those white silvery eyes. Seeing those eyes, Ye Xiajie's action froze.
"I hope... When you remember this day... You would finally understand... the pain of losing a loved one after treating it precisely... The same way... I felt all along... in that empty word. This is... my punishment for you. My... Love."
But before he could savor the sweet memories they had together, Ye Xiajie recalled the last moments before his wife forcefully sealed his memories. He hated the 'him' that treated others as nothing. His wife's apologies, last words, and that warm kiss. The scene of his lover fading before his eyes brought him back from a bitter reality that it was his fault how things end as such.

He shouldn't treat his life so lightly. He shouldn't have yearned for the outside world and just stayed with Jing'er in the void. If had just grabbed the happiness within his reach then they would have been happy together even if they only had each other in that dark world.
Hei Anjing's last words 'My Punishment for you, my Love.' was like a spell, chanted endlessly in his mind. It stirred his soul. He covered his heart as he felt as if it was dug out and the pain was overwhelming.

The God of End who was thrown out by Hei Anjing had returned. Even though he didn't see how Hei Anjing died, just seeing Ye Xiajie's madness is enough proof to say that his beloved indeed died under his hands.

He said, "Wow! Is't done? Congratulations! The second phase of the resurrection trial hadst been did completed. The reviv'd one, Ye Xiajie, wast anon fully resurrect'd.

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    1. Ash_Kira Apr 21, 2023
      Yes it's a bl novel
      The Title is "I Love Destroying The World's Plot"
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    2. yourmomtenkeyy Apr 21, 2023
      sauce?
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    3. Giratina Apr 21, 2023
      Is this a novel? If it's bl can I get the name?
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