Random existial crisis thoughts i had in my notes.

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The more that I think about it, the more i was left confuse, the less i understand, the more i doubt.

Those books back there? I’ve read them all, but it’s hilarious really, because I was utterly ignorant, I've always tried my best understanding others and yet i lack self awareness of my own thoughts.

i, i, i, i use this words unconsciously, but where does this word even belong to? My body? Or perhaps my thoughts? If I halved my body in half, which side would i reside? If all the cells in my body swapped places… would my ‘self’ just be an optical illusion?

The same goes for thoughts. No, those are even less certain, How can i say for sure that my thoughts are my own? My thoughts could belong to some other person i dreamed up, maybe.. am i actually hallucinating that thoughts of someone from a book I've read are mine?

If i am not my body or my thoughts then…my interactions? Am i defined by my relation to the world? If no one is here to perceive me..Do i cease to exist?

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    1. Blossom_Honey Apr 11, 2022
      Sounds like the stuff I wrote in my diary in the dead hours
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    2. BB_Tensei Apr 11, 2022
      What you perceive as thoughts is actually a replication of stimuli, so they aren't thinking per se. You are observing thoughts in a neutral sense, and they might or might not be an echo of your own.
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    3. deadlyexistence23 Apr 11, 2022
      @Agentt

      This were probably written in 3 am, anyways, it's just one of the many idk thing on my notes XD
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    4. Agentt Apr 11, 2022
      *pats*
      Firstly, what?

      Secondly, not many people perceive you in first place, still you are existing very well
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