there's a human in me

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Cerene

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Some days, I'm one of the twelve princesses dancing with gold-plated knights; preferably Genevieve. Some days, I'm my dining table, committing silently, there are days when I feel like Hyyh Yoonkook, all angst and bomber jackets, cigarettes on strawberry-kissed lips, feeling like the end of the world is right where I can touch it if only you were by my side, and of course, I'm also Anastasia the lost princess, dead and a mystery, dancing to a tune in December of a song she no longer remembers. On my best days, I'm a frog, or Shrek. Usually both simultaneously-brash and brave, and despicably me. But most days, I kid myself. Most days, I'm a girl, and quiet, and determined. Most days, I write all the things I haven't said, and I ask all the questions because I'd rather know about you. I forget things as soon as I remember them, and I drink plenty of water. I make tons of mistakes that I stress about for weeks, and I watch Haikyuu to realize what family could look like. I'm nothing great, but I believe that I've got what interstellar has: reeling. I'd leave you reeling. I'm pathetic some days, and I kill ants. I don't do what I'm supposed to, and I disappoint my parents, and honestly, I'm a prick sometimes. I say the wrong things, but there are holes in cheese; incomplete like that makes it worthwhile, and there are holes in lace, and a hole in the ozone layer, but I've missed my point. Maybe. My point is: there's a human in me.

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    1. Cerene Jul 18, 2021
    2. Agentt Jul 18, 2021
      But apart from the tease, you wrote brilliantly. We are confused and confusing creatures, all it needs is a person willing to listen to how your brother breaking a toy decades ago lead to you buying an expensive toaster
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    3. Cerene Jul 18, 2021
      @Agentt
      Can't tell you the details. You're a little boy.
      But yes there's a human in me.
    4. Cerene Jul 18, 2021
    5. Agentt Jul 18, 2021
      o.o)
      Nee chan ate a baby?
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    6. Czaech_Returns Jul 18, 2021
      I guess I won't have to ask if this is a word vomit because I can see it right what you meant.
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    7. Cerene Jul 18, 2021
      @Czaech_Returns
      Ok. I'll answer you seriously.
      I'm not. But there's a human in me.
    8. Czaech_Returns Jul 18, 2021
      I'm not and I'm afraid if it was something really serious to ask about
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