Why me?????

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Nyann

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Why am I still such an insecure person?

Why do I need to think thoughts like "I should be befriending those who come after me not those whom I go after"??? Why can't I just simply make a profile post without thinking ulterior things?

How do I ask someone "Am I a friend to you?" "Did you miss me?" The answer is more likely to be positive regardless of the truth. Because you wouldn't want to break my expectations, because you will just go with the flow. I have been told "I missed you Nyan" by some peeps several times, but I wondered if they were just empty words or meaningful... Well yes, I do choose to believe some are while some are not. But am I believing in the words which is not meant actually? Sometimes I just wish it wasn't just me... And there are times I do feel it isn't just me but... It's so confusing... I feel the need to talk but I can't... Also it's better if I don't overthink things again. And just take it lightly...

This is ofc another talk to self...

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    1. SpearOfLies Jul 10, 2019
    2. Pyoo Jul 10, 2019
      Being insecure is alright
      You can't help yourself most of the time, so don't beat yourself up over it.
      It's great youre talking about it tho

      Having ulterior reasons and things is human, why can't you just make a profile post with ulterior things and be fine with it.
    3. Arcturus Jul 10, 2019
    4. Haxagen Jul 10, 2019
      @Fossil oi, kono baka, I'll put you up fo-sale next time, ya got me?!

      Jokes aside, @Nyann, sometimes it's best not to think too much about it. The way I see it, it's damn easy ta just ignore a profile post and pretend ya ne'er saw it. But I think if people take the time to respond, even if it's a mere few words, then they've put in some effort at least. I dunno too much about reading too much into things and whatnot because I'm not really that smart, but surely interaction, no matter how little, counts as building rapport, I suppose. So, cheer up!

      :blobhero::blobpats:
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    5. Nyann Jul 10, 2019
      Lol it's @Fossil who tagged you @zhainan2157 I didn't ask you explicitly to follow me X"D

      But thanks!
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    6. Nyann Jul 10, 2019
      @zhainan2157 are you following me? It's a new feature, you get alerts when those you follow creates a new blog or thread.

      And no lol it's fine it's just a game :blobrofl:
    7. Nyann Jul 10, 2019
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    8. Nyann Jul 10, 2019