- Member of Ninth Gate
『The Lurker Beast』『Beast fallen』
Argh!!! I hate this feeling.. Apr 26, 2020
I want to scream, until no sound comes out and you've learned your lesson
- Member of Ninth Gate
I want to swallow these pills to get to sleep
So I don't have to make a bad impression.
I wanna take back all the shit that I have done
But I guess you were better off without me.
I need to start to be myself
Cause I'm sick of everybody else.
Signature*At the park*
boy: what the?! can you please stop it already?!!
girl: why do you not like me?
boy: coz you're not beautiful, you don't even know how to dress yourself properly. you're not stylish.
girl: I did my all! i always do your homework, projects and others why can't you still love me?
boy: did i beg you to do that? i just need you! i don't love you! okay? so stop bothering me already!!
(the boy leave the girl crying)
(since then the girl did not show up in front of the boy)
(2 year later)
friend: dude do you know already the new transfer student? i heard she's really beautiful. sh*t!
boy: i don't care! i already have a girlfriend and i love her.
friend: well lets see
(while walking at the hallway the boy notice the commotion of the guys at the side. and he also immediately went there. he was so shocked coz the girl is really pretty. he approach)
boy: umm hi? (shy)
girl: Excuse me! (she avoided the hand of the boy)
(the boy wonder why the girl looks familiar, because of his curiosity he didn't give up)
boy: hey! may i know your name?
girl: (looked menacingly at the boy) why? you don't remember?
Yes, I'm the one you left crying at that time.
Girl: now what?!
Boy: I'm sorry(on his knees)
Girl:can you please!? I have move on long ago! Even we don't "WE or US"! So please!
Boy: please give me another chance
(It made the girl think, why not revenge on him??)
Girl: okay let's meet up 5:00 pm at the park! Bye!
(The boy really made an effort on this meeting, bought flowers and chocolates for the girl)
Boy: I never thought that you would become this beautiful.
Wait for the continuations
I suddenly got lazy.“Life is such, since we’re not fated, why bother? All along, it was always one-sided. The greatest failure in life is to fall in love with someone you cannot hope to match. I should have some self-awareness.” Ling Kong