Often times in our nightmares, large muscular males represent the fear of homosexuals. You must have been reading a lot of BL and Yaoi again, leading your subconscious to represent the activity as licking the homosexuals, the licking representing your disgust with your attention to details in the fics.
Hmmm.. Nightmares are often not your fear not your disgust. But sometimes your subconscious desire. Denial is a common trait to humans, we might say we hate to do something but in fact we're indifferent to it. And once you done it, you actually found that you are not necessarily disgusted to it.
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