I dwell too much into the past. It's a fundamental part of my character, you could say it's a weakness. I don't usually rely on emotion here. I've always tried to distance myself.
I used to dwell in my past. Like what its, what could have been and such. Then I realized, nah, I'm worthy of my future. I should stop doing this and that. I need to change for myself.
And distancing yourself to people is so wrong. I thought the same before but I realized that I was just running away. I wasn't even facing the real problems.
I realized my thoughts long ago as well but my negative characteristics would in the end make me manipulate those people to my own ends. I hurt others intentionally or unintentionally, it's what will always happen. I'm incapable of not hurting others just like how I inevitably destroy most things around me.
If you don't love yourself how in the hell are you gonna love somebody else.
I hate myself. Like I have lots of things I regret but you learn to live with the past and live in the moment. All you need is a little time and a whole lot of patience and understanding.
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